So what....... I'll get you there through blogging.

Wanna travel?

I do.

I can't stand it's so hard to make money here on earth.

I does not make sense.

I don't know what to do.

I wanna make some fricking money so I can travel.

I want a Rv or motor home

I want to drive around town and different cities all over the world.

I want to carry a car with it.

But where do we park?

How do you drive a big motor home through a major city.

I don't know what to do about it.

I might go run.

I feel so fricking lazy and bored.

But what can you do without money.

It's hard.

I wanna sip a large soda and hang out. 

On what's coaxing you to keep going?

I got a little voice in my head that keeps pushing me to blog and I don't know how.

I don't know what to talk about and I need to reread my posts and look for errors.

Did you buy an idea that you could be a great blogger solely from your phone?

We have to make sense of what we're thinking about and what better way to do this but blog about it.

Does blogging give you new ideas and things to do like building online and making your own companies?

Have you ever built a company and hired people on Craigslist to work for you.

How do I handle leads if I make a site that gets traffic and inquiries.

I don't know...........

But that's the end of this post. 

OK here are again and what do you think.

We all have a reason for getting moving in life.

We don't know exactly what to think.

We make mistakes.

We try to make way for ourselves.

I know I need to blog longer and we all should stay alive just to see what happens in life.

What should we do.

Stay alive to see what happens.

And where do we go?

I was reading some scripture and was told we must God with all our heart, soul and strength. With all our being. 

Are we doing this?

And what are we to think..........

I would love to go to the beaches and hang out. Florida was so fun and I loved it. 

The hotels that lined the beaches.

Do we all just want have a little fun. 

The beach was hot and chillin in the hotel ac felt great. I ate dinner and had a beer and watch the beach as the hotel I stayed in had a spinning dining room.

It's hard to make money here on earth.

I dont know what to do with it all. 

I want to go to all the beaches and hang out and see where life takes me.

If I save up enough money maybe I will get married.

A lot of my friends are already married and have kids.

I don't even have a woman.

I don't have nothing.

All my stuff is stolen or something because I cant find anything I find along the way.

Everything I think about gets in the way.

Do you ever have that problem.

I'm listening to the Jammin station on stingray radio on the TV.

Maybe it's called Reggae.

Reggae music.

Boy do I wanna to travel.

I want to see the world.

All I got is this phone.

Can we make it to these places we see in pictures and Google images. Can we go by figuring out how to make money on my phone.

There has to be a way.

Intuition tells me to blog.

I don't know what will happen to my blog is I stop posting on it.

What do you think will happen?

Is a blog a limited time thing. It ranks for a while and then dissappears off of Google. 

Is that how it works?

Cmon phone let's make some easy money.

I did come up with some ideas of ways to make money on the phone but I don't know if they will work. 

I was posting on Craigslist and now it dosent work, I have to log online instead of using the app, because the app will not show the locations I want to post in online. Let's say I want to sell a website in New York, it won't let me post there anymore because everytime I try to post it says location not found.

Now why the heck it's working that way makes no sense to me.

So I log onto the Craigslist mobile website since all we are trying to do I make a post.

DO WEBSITES EVEN SELL ON CRAIGSLIST?

I DON'T EVEN KNOW. 

WILL HAVE TO CHECK.

On Google search. 

What are some other ways to make money on your phone?

Can we make money from Google search.

How will we do this.

I asked search how much a blog post, I mean a blog can make and they said up to a hundred thousand per month.

That's a lot of money to me.

What the heck am I going to do that's gonna make a hundred thousand per month?

What would I even talk about?

What else............

Why did Google hide the keyword tool?  I have or had to search all over the net for a free keyword tool and I could find one and even if it was a keyword tool it isn't as good as the Google Keyword tool. 

I love that tool.

What are some other ways to make money off your phone.

I don't know. Just some ways that Noone wants to hear about like using the Blogger or WordPress app. Who knows how long that will take. And that's the reason I'm using the Blogger app........... I don't know.

I don't even know what to say about this thing. All I know is this Jammin station I'm listening to really makes me to go back to the beach.

I had money before where I made thirty five grand off of Craigslist leads but I didn't know what to do with them because I wasn't that smart. Instead I only cashed the one lead and made five grand out of it. I barely knew what I was gonna do. The guy wanted a agriculture website and I had no idea what he was talking about. So I get a text later on and the guy is swearing at me. So you know what I did I went to Florida and chilled out and drank some beers, went swimming and looked for woman. I found some. And hung out but they didn't like me. I bought some clothes and ate some nice dinner. But five grand is just not enough to sustain a lifestyle for very long in Florida, I think I stayed for like a  month or two months and some of the hotels we a hundred bucks a night. Maybe I should have just slept on the beach and see what the cops did. Maybe they would give me room and board and let me chill and swim all day..........

Maybe I should take an adderall.........

Do you think people live very long off of Adderall. I use to take it all the time and felt good. But sometimes I would just stop taking it. Maybe I should call Walgreens and see if I can still get my prescription refilled.

What else is going on?

Should I search the app market for apps that will make some extra cash.

Guess I will go check now or should I wait.

Should I build a huge blog post and see if will even rank for any money....Do people make money off thier blog post?

Does it even make any sense to try and make money blogging.

We having cheese sandwiches tonight and some Chili soup.

We got eat something and why not that. 

Huh.......

I wanna buy some new clothes and hang out with woman.

I wanna have house in all over the country or maybe I will just rent houses all over the country.........

First 48 is on now. Maybe not the Reggae channel which makes me want to go to the beach or I can watch First 48 and think about the places I do not wanna go.

You have wonder why rappers die young and what's the deal with that. I miss alot of artist that I liked who did not live that long. No more good music out of there.

That really sucks.

Should I take another jog and see how I feel.

Let's look what's on tv tonight real quick.

Any sports?

I don't know.........

Espn there is soccer.

Tokyo Olympics.

Dateline.

Shark tank and 20/20

Wont know what I wanna watch.

What should I watch.

What else is on, let's check.

First 48 on AE until three in the morning. 

Dahmer documenatry.

Acient Aliens

Nothing else after that.

Is tonight gonna be a good night?

I don't know, but what I do know is I want a part job so I know when it's Saturday and Sunday. Knowing I have to work a few days.

What else is going on.

I might play basketball today or maybe not.

I have just been wanting to run and I'm getting strong in different ways.

I might jog all around town.

I wonder if I could start my own news station. That might be cool. The cable channels around here in Minnesota offer quite a few news stations and some I have never heard before like Unews. 

What or how do they find stories to talk about and how do they get video everywhere where can talk about what's going on in the world. 

So what now. What is there to talk about.

I wanna travel the world.

I wanna wear diamonds.

I wanna rhyme all day.

Do you like making rap music..

There is a recording studio up the street where I can maybe go and make an album.

I wonder how much will they charge.

Maybe I should just spit a freestyle mixtape.

Shoukd I do it and see if they will do it for twenty bucks per hour. If I just freestyle the whole album maybe that will only take me one hour. Maybe they will make it forty dollars for two hours. 

Think that will fly and who knows what my album will do online. 

One studio I called was offering studio for forty dollars per hour. 

You think I should just make all types of music and make a all types of albums and upload them to YouTube? 

If I get a little money togther maybe I should make all types of albums. 

But the funny part is. 

What beats am I gonna use and where I am going to find them? 

Should I look around on YouTube and see what's out there. You think people will leave me alone or will find out that I am using thier beats without permission. 

Ohh well we will just have to wait and see. 

Maybe I can down load some beat making software. 

You think their free beats I can use or could I find a beat maker to send me some beats over the internet? 

I'm not well connected and I don't k ow what to think. 

Should I try to meet more people online and how do I do this? 

I don't even know how to handle something like that. I just don't know what to think. 

Well I am going to go for now. 

I know this was just a one to two hour post and I need to blog more and see what happens. 

So what's cooking now?

I have no way to understand what's going on.

There's a wildfire that's smoking over the town and it's all foggy.

I dont know what to think.

Was thinking about getting on Craigslist and see what's out there for me.

I was wondering if I made my own logo with an app and started selling on Craigslist.

Is that even a good idea that works?

I'm tryin so hard to make money and I keep flipping through data.

I'm going.

I'm gonna go mess around on Craigslist. 

Does everything have to be done a certain way?

How do we get through this life?

What should we do?

It seems in some way or another people want to control us in one way or another.

It's sucks that life moves that way but we have to keep moving to see what happens with our life.

We have to be patient and see what happens.

We have to buy more Jordan's, we have to have a couple beers every night before bed.

We have to do one or two yoga classes everyday. We have to hoop for a while.

We have to blog everyday.

We have to make a few phone calls everyday to see who's out their for us.

Do you like making phone calls, do you like talking to different businesses? 

You can get a job with us selling mobile apps, websites and mobile websites, text message marketing and other things like social media advertising.

SPACEMAN MOBILE

How do we get good at things? We research and read up on things and see how different companies work.

We login for a fifteen day free trial.

We study.

We make money.

We praise God we are still here and see what he has in store for us.

I struggle everyday with making money........... Does God even want me having money and how is it ever going to work out for me.

I keep meeting new people and they don't want to do anything I want to do.

Like working on our computer and trying to get the planet to space.

Can we try to go to space and do it all from our phone?

Can our little laptop help us get the money or will give us the money to get to space?

Wouldn't that be the greatest thing ever?

How do these companies even get the idea to build rockets?

Who in the world can teach us to make a big rockets and launch people into space?

I wanna launch little rockets into space with video cameras and see how deep into space they can go.

Wouldn't that be cool?

How do we buy land for space and even though I know how with all the land for sale sites online how to I get the money?

Why do we search the way we do and what makes us want to search the way we do.

I don't know.

Lifes us funny thing.

Can we get to space off of a smartphone and that we can search and download apps that might help us get the money to go to space.

Can a person struggle or sit with a smartphone for so long that they can figure out how to get the money to get us to space.

Wouldn't that be cool.

All we need is a little computer to make it happen.

Where there's a will thiers a way.

I don't know that was just a thought.

Can we travel the country with the money we make on our phone.

It is nice to sit in my laptop for a while as well.

Just got some new shoes and I'm running now.

I took a day off and now I feel good again.

Breakfast and two hot meals got me running.

I just exercise everyday and try to get some sprints in.

That's good for me.

We are about to eat right now.

What was I gonna say?

I wanted to see if I can make money on my phone and have it grow in Google Play.

Why can't I get money into Google Play? 

How in the heck do I make money on my phone? 

Do we do marketing? 

That's what I got into.

Do you think this is fair.

Ten RV sales in return for my very own RV and the cash from one other RV sale. 

So for ten sales I get one RV to drive and one RV in cash to pay for gas.

Is that fair.

I think I might have to learn how to rank websites to get the sales and maybe even rank a couple videos to get some sales.

I have ranked websites before but I don't or am not exactly sure of myself but I think I can do it.

Even car lots, if I can even sell ten cars and get one truck and one in cash to drive around.

That would be nice.

There are hundreds of car lots and maybe even more than that. There's gotta be a car lot that would sell with me.

Or I could build a site for them and see if it gets traffic and a new site might be right up thier alley.

I can monitor sites or thier website on how many inquiries they get for cars every month.

It's almost dinner time and I will have to go and eat.

I want to build a digital empire.

Should I just blog or build sites I don't know, I just keep working on creating content and ideas.

Well for now I will go.

See ya........... 

Minnesota Lake

So back to blogging again?.......... Or are we?..........

So I am trying to build a blog.

I want to see where it takes me.

I wanna build a brand.

I wanna see where it takes me.

Should I start my own branded clothing line on Shopify?

It's looking that way.

Shopify integrates with Printly and that's how I can start my own clothing line.

I've been to a screen printer and watched shirts get made.

Ive been to footlocker and seen a Nike sweatshirt with a screen print on it for 70$ to buy.

That's a lot of money for a screen print sweatshirt...........

Dont you think...........

What is there to do today.

I might have to get a couple cups of coffee in me and see how I feel.

I love a glass of hot coffee in the morning.

It goes down pretty good.

I know I can't live off of coffee alibe though and I have a big jug for water.

Who is blogging now?

Are we making are own little way in the world and who is there to notice.

We have are apirations and dreams and we don't know what to do with them.

Should I go sit outside and write this?

Hmmm maybe..........

Here we go I'm going outside.

It's nice out in Minnesota but I don't know the temp.

Here we go let's check.

82 degrees outside right now.

And it feels pretty good and I don't know what to think about.

I still have these dreams and these hopes and I don't know what to do with them.

Should we pursue our dreams or should we just go about it living a life with a bed and a hot meal.

It's summer time.

I know it gets hot out there but a hot meal in the Ac still taste good.

What should we blog about and what should we think about.

I wanted to get to running and doing some sprints.

But today I took a day off.

I feel better when I run and I can block out all the negativity.

I run and get tired and sweaty and I feel ok about it.

Man the flies are really bad out right now.

But not to many mesquitoes if that's how you spell it.

I have made a few adjustments and wanted to redirect my mind to positive thinking.

What is positive thinking I don't know.

But I do a change in perception does help.

I want to go get a beer bad and I know I can't have one.

I have to do the right thing everyday.

I have to keep moving.

I have to lead by example and make a place for myself in the world.

How am I going to find a wife and what do people think about not getting married and having kids.

I have no kids.

No family to support.

I don't have to work any more because I am on disability.

So I just hang around the house and eat snacks.

I wanted a job for a little while, but since covid hit there hasn't really been any openings.

I want money.

I need money.

But how do I get money.

Do we just let the Good Lord handle it and how do we know what to do.

Should we just sit around all day and not do anything.

I really want to travel and find my own little way and I don't know where I'm going but I do get insights into places I can go.

Maybe buy some land up in the Rocky mountains.

Hide away on my computer.

Relax and blog.

You almost have to be a heman to blog for eight hours or try to crack the code of money.

Eight hours a day of blogging.

Would anyone read posts that long?

Can we figure out how to use the app market and the phone for eight hours per day?

Maybe that is something I should do.

I do have a company that I am growing and I am gonna say it's a smartphone company. 

Can we make a full time income from the phone? 

Is it really possible?

I don't really know but we are about to find out and see where it takes me. 

I do have a lot of hopes and aspirations. 

Does that translate into a search through the Google play app market for hours per day? 

Should I search day and night looking for the golden app that holds the key to money. 

I mean is this the golden app, my blogging app blogger? 

Does Google rank thier own products better than others. 

Will blogger blog outrank WordPress blogs and what do you think about that. 

I don't know. 

But I am done for now........... 

Publishing more drafts.

While I don't know what to publish I just can't get enough of this making money on your phone.

Has anybody ever even made a million dollars off thier phone and what do you think about that?

Can we make money off our phone.

I have only found a few ways to do so.

We need to make money but can we do it with our phone on the go?

What are some ways to break open the phone with cash?

Download a logo maker on your phone out the app market.

Make a logo.

Save it.

Download the Craigslist app.

Open it up and upload your logo.

Download the Fivver app.

Post on Craigslist with services you find on Fivver.

If it'swebsites that you want to sell.

Price them like this.

If Fivver is selling website gigs for five hundred per month.

Sell them under your brand for seven fifty.

Once someone buys, go to Fivver and buy a site and see what it looks like. Ask the buyer off of Craigslist and see if they like and want any revisions and see how that works out for you. 

If they like it, your in the money. 

That is one way to make some cash from your phone.

What's one other way that I will list and may make you some cash? 

Blogging

Blog with the Blogger app or the WordPress app. 

Make some posts. 

Buy a good domain. 

If you want to blog about something and don't know what your domain could be. 

Find a keyword tool and see what's getting traffic. If it's hard to find a good keyword tool, keep searching and see if one's in there........... There's one in their. 

If you like nature. 

Look for what nature phrases or keyword are getting good traffic. 

If you find a phrase you like. 

For example Nature is Cool

Try and buy www.NatureIsCool.com

If you can't find a. Com domain then buy a. Net or something else. 

Once you buy the domain and get it all hooked up. 

Then start writing and talking about nature. 

Or what ever the heck you want to blog about. 

Get the blog rolling and maybe add some of the affiliate links off of Amazon. 

I know that will be hard to hook up from your phone but maybe you could just blog and forget about it or get on your computer and fix your blog up and make it look nice so you can write on your phone and build up blog traffic. 

If you blog long enough and start building up traffic you can down an affiliate link app. 

To make sure I'm gonna go look at the app market and see what's in thier and see how hard it is to post affiliate links off of Amazon. 

So I think you can run an affiliate Fivver account. 

Hold on let me check again........... 

OK so I can't find any affiliate apps. 

But I guess if you want to put a system togther you could put your phone number and email on your blog and see if you get any inquiries from people that want to learn more about Nature. 

And you can look through your comments and see whats up with people and see what they want to talk about and any ideas they have for your blog.......... 

Is Craigslist made out of Blogger?..........

How do we make a nice site off of Blogger and what are we supposed to think and how do we go about building with Blogger.

Have you ever tried to make a big site out of Blogger?

Nothing to do but type on my computer and listen to music.

We have to find a way.

Even though blogger and Craigslist seem like the easiest way to get through this mess and make money.

I have only have a few inquiries on Craigslist but I was think if just marketing to RV parks and see if they let me sell a couple if they give me one. 

What should we do today?

Are we making money.

The pursuit of money.

How do we do that.

How do we make ends meat?

My blog is trying to grow.

I don't know what to talk about. I want to blog full time. How do we make awesome posts.

How do we make something out of our life. 

How do we meet expectations.

We want to be something in this world.

Be something on phone.

Be something to this world.

Is that a good direction to head in this world?

How do we make a change.

What are some of the ideas you are having? 

What are some of the ideas you are having?

What do you think I should today?

Head to the Gospel or search the net for money.

Feeling kind of crummy? I am I don't know what to do.

I read my Bible for three hours.

I woke up at six and then read until nine.

It hurts to not have any money.

It's hurts terrible.

While I might know what direction to head, I don't know if it will pay off. 

Maybe I know what will pay off but not what direction to head. 

I want to make money on my phone. 

I want to buy stuff through Google Play. 

I want to buy and read books, buy apps, and spend some cash. 

What app can I use to do this? 

I don't know I will have to research Google Play even more. 

What apps should I use?

Who knows........... 

Should I go to run, should I take a small jog right now. 

The hunt for money. 

The life we lead........... 

No more drinking.

Are you still drinking and how does it feel, and what do you have to do to stop?

I know how.

Do this. 

Steal a car.

Head out in the highway. 

Steal gas when you run out. 

Fly down the highways on your way to a huge metropolitan city. 

Go on a high speed chase.

Hit the spike strips.

Slide and swerve and slam on the breaks.

Get out the car with your hands up.

Lay on the ground and put your hands behind your back.

GO to jail.

Call your dad or mom, and tell them that youve been arrested and need commissary.

Get a bag of some coffee and a diet coke if you can, with some snacks. 

Sit there waiting in jail. 

GO to court. 

Sit there waiting again. 

After a while tell the cops your homeless and have no where to go. 

Ask to go to a psychiatric ward with doctors. 

Tell them your depressed and have a drinking problem. 

Get on medication. 

Stay in the hospital for a couple months. 

Tell them again that your homeless and have a drinking problem. 

Get taken to assisted living. 

Get your own room with a bed and cable TV. 

Eat a hot meal everyday. 

Start running. 

You can't have alcohol in assisted living. 

Sit there talking to a doctor that your don't want to drink no more. 

Pick yourself up and start jogging until you can run sprints. 

Wake up at six a.m. every morning. 

Run sprints everyday. 

Chill in the Ac after done running and take a hot shower. 

Sit with ice cold ac on watching cable TV in the living room. 

Welcome to sober living. 

Should we blog?

We have to make a way in this world.

We have to find our way.

Who should we be here.

Where should we go.

Run it off.

All I want to do is run off into the sunset.

Who are we anyway and what are we doing?

Who do we need to talk to and what do we need to do to make and have a meaningful life?

We have to conquer are fears?

We have to conquer ourselves?

Conquer ciggerettes, conquer drinking and conquer drugs?

How do we do this?

Go to treatment?

What do we do.

What works for me?

Role models

Visualize a runner on YouTube and talk to him everyday about quiting smoking, drugs and alcohol.

Find people in my realm of thinking to get sober. 

Should I go back inside?

What do I do?

Where do I go?

Maybe just run and see how I feel.

I want to lose some weight.

I want to be a faster runner....

I want to make something out of my life.

I wake up everyday with the same dillemna.

What should I do?

Where should I go.

What are some good ideas I can use. 

Can we break free with a blog post and what should we do. I don't think my blog is going to get very much traffic...........

How do we get through this mess.

How do we find our way through and what are we supposed to think about God and Money...........

Do you wake every day and seek God through scripture or do we get on our computer and try to make money?

The puzzle of making money is something else.

Is it just easier to get to God.

It's hard to make money but once you get the hang of it you feel better.

Is that how scriptures works?

We get to know God better the more we use him?

What is there to feel good about?

Why are their so many religions and what are we supposed to do with them?

My mom wants to get her gun license.

I hope she dosent accidentally shoot someone.

That would be sad.

Headed to the dentist right now.

Kinda hungry.

Making my own little way with money.

We have to drive for about a hour and then sit and wait for me to be seen. 

I have a driver that is hired from my insurance company that takes me every where........... 

Life is OK. I wanna make a hundred k in real life. 

We have to make a way for ourselves to have a life here. 

Or should I try to let God handle it. 

I know I have to be a good person and stay out of trouble. 

I have gotten in a lot of trouble. 

Four years probabtion. 

I served all that. 

No matter what I do though things never really seem to work out. 

I can't even blog without thinking I'm gonna get in trouble. 

I wanna break free with money so bad and see the world and I have to find ways to travel using solely my phone. 

I have come up with a few ideas and I'm still trying. 

I have been searching the app market for new apps. 

I have ideas I want to put out there but I don't know what to do with them yet. 

People need jobs. 

Can I build sites that offer jobs? 

What can I do to provide jobs and how do I run so many businesses and can rank a site with a free domain.... 

So I guess I will just blog and see where it takes me and maybe it will lead to something great..........

So why do we write and why do we fight?

Do we want to go to space and why is there so little money being invested in it?

All our equipment and designs and ideas built in little garages were developed using hardly any money.

Are greatest inventions we're built with money with little or no money.

Or so I think.

While two hundred billion seems like a lot of money its not considering we want to build a huge city on Mars with little rockets built with such a budget that nobody knows what to do about it.

We have to fly up to Mars with a little rocket that's made with the safest material a budget could afford.

There has to be trillions in the marketplace.

There's gotta be money for some of this stuff.

Time to stop drinking soda.

Do you drink to much soda?

I have and it's not OK I guess.

Even though it keeps me going throughout the day.

I like having a soda.

Even three or four of them.

How do I make it in this world with no money?

How does anything make sense.

What should we do with ourselves.

Life can be hell and having a couple of sofas everyday is OK.

Can you see how this works?

Keep trying.....

Stay hard..... 

What now..........

Can you save your own life through Blogger?

Can you write your way to freedom and what do you think of that?

What are some of the best places you like for blogging?

Should we give away all our niches?

How do we buy a big building and house all over the country?

Can blogging and writing take me thier?

I was just driving around and I stayed off my phone and we went site seeing.

There is a lot of beautiful places in Minnesota around lakes and the thick brush and trees.

I want to go swimming but I don't know if it's warm enough and if I will have free time.

I really want to get rolling with money.

I really want to know how to build big websites on the web.........

I want to give people jobs. 

You think I should hire people from Craigslist?

People want jobs and I want to build businesses.

I want to create jobs.

I want to help people.

I wanna travel the world.

I want to go places I have never seen before.

I want to blog about the places I have not seen before and take tons of videos and pictures.

I want to go out on a boat and go fishing and enjoying myself.

I keep getting moments where I'm close to money.

I could really use the money...

I want to get a car and I want to get a truck.

How can we make it through life with no money?

Blogging kinda of gives me money and allows me to dream up new ideas and things I can do online........ 

Well I better blog?

Who is hanging out.

What is going on?

We need to find a way trough in this life.

Is it all a race towards money.

Do we need more money?

All we can do is try?

We have to find a way through and do you think that people will make more money than you, and does that hurt?

You think blogging will make me some doe?

All we can do is try.

I have a meeting here in an half and hour and I wonder If I can walk the dog before hand.

Not many sports on right now and the Olympics are on and maybe I should watch some of that.

Skateboarding is part of the Olympics, what do you think about that.

I wonder how hard it is to train for the Olympics?

It's warm out today. Maybe I will go for a jog.

Maybe I should...........

I wonder how much my friends or so called friends are making online.

I wonder if they have a nice life.

I'm always the bum with no money.

It's hard to make money here for me.

Nooone likes me and I hate the idea of going in the middle of nowhere where I meet people I don't know who want to disrespect me.

This is bullshit.

I don't know what's going on.... 

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So I just got done running sprints and I feel way better.

So I'm running sprints now and feel way better. My depression is lifting in its own little way. I have been treating myself poorly with energy drinks and Black and Mild cigars.

I ruined my reputation doing this.

I made so many mistakes doing that. I wonder if the teller wondered or thought I was deteriorating right in front them.

The more I run the more the gas station food tastes gross. Especially the ninety nine cent teas. Boy can those give you a mild heachache.

The more I run the more I love the high of running and running sprints.

Are we all just chasing a high the whole fricking time on earth?

Who are we?

Who are we in this mighty jungle of ants, bugs, animals and people?

The thrill of Christianity, how does that feel?

Is it wonderful protection?

Who and what are we here on earth? 

What about all these other religions on earth?

So I run sprints and even the TV hurts to watch.

What is going on with that?

How do we figure out what to do with our lives.

So many questions go unanswered.

So much time passes by wondering who we are or what to do. Job after job and job after job we work for the almight dollar.

Who makes these companies?

Why do we need them?

Will go for now...... 

So what do we do now. Am we blogging enough now.

Should I hoop all day and do you even think that is a good idea.

I make my own way and I do my own thing.

What should we do with our time and how should we feel.about it.

Is blogging really gonna make a difference in my life and what should I think about it.

There are so many good and bad stories.

There are so many ideas to chase down.

They are so many good and bad things in this world.

How do we stay strong and what should we do everyday to make progress in this world.

What about are faith.

What should we do about money if we follow God.

What and how do we make sense of everyday.

Who and what and how should we think. 

I wanna make big and long blog posts. 

We need to make a difference in this world or do we walk by faith and let God handle it. 

Can we chase down dreams or do we leave them lay where we just read the Christian word everyday. 

I struggle with these ideas everyday and I know it isn't about money, but I feel I need money to make a pathway for me and my kids that I have later on in life. 

Should I be a Christian writer and what do you think about making little songs singing about my faith. 

I read my Bible everyday and I often fall asleep to it. 

Am I growing in faith. 

How do I understand better. 

What makes me a better person. 

How do I know I am growing in faith. 

While I might be reverberating everything I have already said. 

It still rings true. 

Do I wake up every day in the pursuit of money or do I seek God and his presence........... 

Do we have a fear of failure.

Should we just sit on our ass and do nothing?

Everyday we wake up Jznwe don't chase our dreams.

We wake up everyday and do not try at anything.

David Goggins said that.

A true American hero.

What do we do with our time.

Do we just sit thier for six hours a day doing nothing?

Who are we and why are we here.

What are we supposed to do with ourselves.

Do we run?

Do we blog?

Do we get married?

How do we meet woman or men?

How should we stay alive and what should we do.

How far should we run everyday?

Do we live a life of doubt and fear?

How do we step I to bravery?

David Goggins said that............ 

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Still blogging and where do we go with it..........

How do we get traffic...........

How do we get moving with our blog posts so someone actually wants to read it.

I doubt anyone actually wants to read this stupid blog.

UFC is on but I don't know what to think about all these fights.

Some are good and some are OK.

What should we do tonight?

Well thier is nothing to do but watch the UFC fights.

I'm glad sports are on because I don't know what else to do.

Paper chase

Suffer

Suffer so much that you break free with money for the rest of your life.

How do you do it?

Read books on it. Study online and see where it takes you.

While. I'm not exactly rich, I do have money making ideas working directly from my phone.

So maybe I will make it and make a living solely on my phone.

Not much online talking about how to make an income on my phone, but there is a ton of stupid ideas on downloading apps and doing survey or mobile scratch tickets and that just won't cut it for me.

I have built WordPress domains but I don't see them ranking with a free WordPress domain.

What else can I do from my phone?

Blog.

And blogging is time consuming but I just keep writing down my ideas.

Theirs Craigslist, like I might have said before but you can use a logo maker and make a brand, build a website and then sit thier marketing your business on Craigslist. Build a brand and make some money.

What else can we do?

I don't really know.

My legs are sore from running sprints, maybe I will play basketball. Oops nope.

Will have to run against the wind. It's too windy to play basketball right now.

Soon I will be moving and will have a gym to hoop in free.

Hopefully people leave me alone and let me be. 

So I am building my blog..........

Nothing to do here. Just filling in another post.

I was thinking should I let people know about me by blogging, or should I just stick to building my brand on Craigslist and not let people know who I am.

I don't know what to think.

I like blogging but it's not my favorite.

I would love to chill on an island and hang out. How do I get the money?

By making it all in my phone.

What's gonna pay me?

I don't know we will have to take a look and see. I know I can make a life for me in my phone and I just wonder if thier are other people out thier on their own.

The UFC is on tonight and I wouldn't mind watching and I will probably run a couple sprints.

I have been sprinting more and more and more. 

I feel ok but I don't feel as good as I did.

Maybe I should run some sprints and then some foot drills in the field down the street.

When I was young I loved football. I loved it.

After I blew out my knee I couldn't juke as well. I loved to juke people and take off running. 

Now I love basketball. But since I am almost forty I can no longer make the NBA.... 

Now I just sprint and see how I feel.

I want to feel strong on my feet and see how it works.

I love feeling strong on my feet. 

So what do you think?

Trying to make sense of your life.

Every day I wake and wonder should I search for money or should I search for God.

This isn't an easy task and I don't know what to think.

Where do you think rap falls into a category?

I like to write poetry but I don't know what to think about it.

I know I'm not making any money with rap and I have never been in stage, but I still feel like making music.

I'm thinking of running some sprints, do you think that is Godly?

Does God want me getting in shape by blogging?

The UFC is on and I am watching some previous fights and they are some pretty good rivalrys.

Think how much time they have put in to training and exercising.

I have never made any money for working out.

I have never felt better at the same time.

My mom use to stress me out for never having any money sleeping on her couch and she kept saying if you don't get a job we could go homeless.

And I certainly did not want to go homeless.

You see the problem was my skin was so bad from acne and I felt terrible.

I use to workout all day trying to get rid of my problematic skin. Nothing would help.

I tried everything.

I spent all types of money trying to get rid of my acne.

So there I was in the couch, no money and all I wanted to do is get online and make money. All I could was go to the gym, hoop then get on the stair master and then on to the sauna to sweat.

This was horrible, but boy did I push my body to the limits to try and look good.

You know what else I did?

Hot Yoga

And I got a work for trade where I cleaned up the studio after it closes.

Everyone had money but me and my pimple head trying to sweat out and sitting there for one, two and even three classes in a day trying to sweat of my pimple head.

This royall sucked.

There are a ton of girls in yoga and I couldn't even talked to one.

Boy that really sucked.

Well I ended up clearing my skin after three of the shittiest basketball team tryouts, I finally got under control with Epsom salt.

And even if it sucked I drank a cup of Epsom salt. If you have skin problems, Epsom salt might work for you if you drink one or two cups per day until you shit out your skin problems.

Life sucked for me for a long time with acne and I still get the problem and I think it's from drinking for or five cups per day. It's just that I feel so tired during the day and I need a pick me up.

So anyways............ 

Right now I think I am going to run some sprints and see how I feel.

I really want to get my speed back and feel comfortable on my feet..........

What else is going on?............

I am wanting my dad and sister come down and maybe my stepmom and see how it goes.

I really want to go out on a boat and go fishing in the middle of the lake.

I wanna catch some big fish.

It's gonna be nice for a while and it's perfect time to go fishing and hang out on the water.

Right now I am listening to the Stingray Jammin station.

I want to go to Minneapolis and hang out.

I wanna live in a big city where I can hang out and nobody knows me.

I love that feeling.

I love just hanging out and watching sports..

So what is building a blog important for?...........

Why are we here and what should we be doing with our time.

Should we look for money or should we search for God.

While I don't know what's going on, I often have free time and think about money all the time.

But I also want to grow closer to God.

Maybe I should spend more time searching for what God wants me to do.

I know I need to use my time a little more wisely and think about what's going on.

Aftwr I read the Bible I don't know what to think. I often get tired.

On the other hand I have to think I might need a little money to get through life.

This royally sucks and I often suffer for having no money and I don't know what to think.

When I wanna serve God I think that God wants me to get on Craigslist and build my brand. While that might sound stupid I think that's what God wants me to do when think about him.

I know now that I can make money from anywhere so I can just logged into Google and build my blog. But does God really want me to blog.

Is God calling me to get moving with money, that's what I feel.

I feel like I should see when the bus rolls through town and see if I can catch a ride.

I wonder if I can get money today by uploading my logo and trying to make money on Craigslist.

While I have the thinking I should build my blog as well, as it seems wiser and maybe safer.

It's about dinner time and I don't know what we're happen, but they usually serve me with some pretty good meals.

How do I grow smarter and what do I do.

I'm insecure that people don't like me.

The UFC is on today all day with free fights, should be interesting.

So what's next for me? Should I go to scripture or should I just let God handle it?

What's your opinion of the situation?

I got in trouble and they gave me a place to sleep and now I'm sitting here with no money and I know its time to get going on my own..........

While I'm filling up my little blog with some little blog ideas and I'm still searching for ideas on what to do with my life. 

What's going on? Just got done with some sprints. Have been taking notes and writing down ideas I have...........

So what to write about and what to think about.

Am a little tired.

I have woman on Facebook messaging me to send them $50 gift certificates so they have some money.

Think I should send them some money and see what they do.

Do you think I should try to meet with some of these woman?

I have never met a chick over the internet.

Have you?

I guess it would be wild and I don't know what to think. It would be nice to have a sidekick to see how it goes and be a little safe.

There are a ton of girls on Facebook and I get messages from them all the time and boy are they pretty.

I don't know if they are real accounts so maybe I should call them on Facebook phone off of Facebook messenger.

I'm running all these sprints and I feel alot better on how I think and stresses that come up. You just never know you could be saving your own life and maybe even someone else's.

There's all type of people out thier to meet and you never know when they might need help.

I kinda wish I was better at working on cars and I noticed someones car broke down as I was running and I know they needed help but I don't know what to do so I walked right by......

How big of a blog post do you think I need to make money?

Could one post make you rich?

I downloaded Wattpad in the app market, this girl told me about it and you can write a journal or your own book.

I have written my own books but nothing but short little books. I don't know if any sold as I have to go look through my Passwords and email accounts to see if I can open my account.

I wonder how much money I have laying around that I have to find passwords for.

I have a ton of email addresses and I found a page that showed all my emails under Google, but I can't find the page I was looking for. 

So I am trying to get my license back..........

So I have to call three different states to see what they want to see if I can get my license back. I don't know what to think.

I need to go online and see how many tickets I have to pay and think about how I am going to get the money to go and pay my fines.

If I get my license back all I will do is drive around and hang out. I don't know where I will go but it will be fun.

I haven't had my license since 2015.

I want to go fishing if I get my license back.

I want to get a part time job and see how much money I can save up and drive around with. My counselor wants me to budget my money and I guess that will be fine.

I have been having trouble finding ways to motivate myself and have been watching YouTube videos on different speakers.

I know alot of people have it worse than me so I will struggle through just like everyone else.......... 

So what now?

Are we making headway through all the muck and crud we have to survive in?

What's gonna make all the difference for us to live a life of are dreams?

I know I need to make something happen and we have to decide what to do with our freetime.

Can we even have money here or do we have to work hard labor our whole FREAKIN life where we can't have nothing.

I blog to make a difference.

I blog to send a message and I need to try harder at what I'm doing and see how it goes.

When everyone has money around us and how do we get money.

Right now I am watching RIngs on TV and it's kinda scary and while life moves the way it does we have to make a difference with our thinking............

Who ever thought up the idea of TV really got us stuck doing nothing.

I need to shave and I think I might do that in a bit.

Who is out here saving our lives.

Who is out here giving us blog traffic and how do I make a boatload of cash to see what's going on.

I wanna travel.... I wanna see the world and see what's out thier.

Dont you wish you had a good life and what do you think a good life looks like? A big home and some nice cars and the ability to travel and hang out with people you want to hang out with?

Can you even have friends with people if they want your money. Can you make friends with people that want to use you for your money?

What do we do with money and should we even tell people we have money or how does that work.

Everyone wants to tell me what's up and see what's going on and thier all waiting on me to have money and see what we do with it.

I can't wait to get a cup of coffee and sit here all morning blogging. I slept enough last night and I don't know what to think. I feel well rested and went to bed around eight.

Should I even go to bed that late and I mean that early. What am I saying.

I don't know but I need to start stacking cash and making money on my phone and see if it's possible.

I have been using Craigslist but I have not gotten that many bites.

I have had a few inquiries but nothing serious. I have posted in some odd categories and they didn't give me any leads and I am still trying to make something happen with Craigslist.

I really want to build a brand on Craigslist and I don't know how yet.

I struggle everyday with myself trying to figure it out. I struggle with having no money from blogging and Craigslist and other apps that I have been messing with.

What type of sites should I make and should I load a bunch of free sites and see if they rank from the app on my phone.

So should I read my Bible all day today or what? I haven't been feeling that great and I don't know if I should write a huge long blog post and see where it ranks if it even ranks at all............

Right now I am watching a scary movie and I don't know if it is good for my soul. I really want to get the most out of my days and feel accomplished at the end of the day. What should I do all day to feel good about myself at the end of the day. I have been running and that has been making me feel a little better and I want to run more but I have a blister on my foot in my pinky toe.

I have been running three or four miles per day and my feet have been getting sore. 

I just smoked one ciggerette and now I feel bummed out I don't quit and I need tk quit today and I have had a cup of coffee and that's not sitting well with me either. I know I need to quit and see how I feel.

I wish I had a new hummer to drive around or a dodge charger and drive around the country. I have been looking at Google maps and have been looking to see how far away everything is and maybe I can blog to a new car.

Maybe I should get on my computer today and see where that takes me but I'm just so tired throughout the day and I don't know what will give me energy.

I have been drinking redbull from time to time and that has been helping a little bit. I like having a couoke red bull throughout the day. It keeps me going. I really need money though and have been spending my money to fast and I need to save. I won't get any money again for the next ten days and I will have to wait and just sio some coffee throughout the day.

I'm moving in like a month and will have to see how things go. There is a soda machine with fifty cent sodas and that should be OK.

I like to walk around town but don't know where to go, the place I'm staying is just a little small town and thier really is no where to go.

I wanna put on my new tennis shoes and they have been giving me blisters but they make me run faster and I did have a travel pack that sits around my waist and that makes it easier to carry my phone and watch my time. I need to get a watch............ 

What should we really be doing?............

How do we work around our problems and how do we write them down and understand them. How do we make it in this world with nothing going for you.

I hate how people keep playing games with me. I hate that it's so hard to get money.

Where can we go just to make a buck and be able to sit back and relax and enjoy life.

Does anyone ever get to relax and how do they go about doing it.

Should I just blog day and night and being stuck in a marketing frame of mind how do we get people to hand over thier hard earned money.

What do you like to watch on tv? Is there any good shows, I only like the first forty eight. I could watch the show all the time. In fact I think its on all day tomorrow.

What other shows do you like and what do you like to watch?.....

Hoq do you get a woman and how do you keep her.

How do we get a car and a house near downtown.

It just never ends with questions like these. 

So I'm. blogging again and I really want McLaren.

How much is a McLaren?

$350,000

Is that enough for a fricking car or what?

Think I should go outside and blog and what should we talk about?

Is there friends list that make it easier to make money?

I have some small time local rappers, and while thier music is good and keeps me looking for new music it does not make me any cash. Even they often get on stage, I wonder how much they make..........

I made some Craigslist posts and don't know what to think, I wonder how it's gonna go and I really want to build my brand on Craigslist.

Have you ever thought about building a brand on Craigslist?........... 

BLOGGING I AM READY FOR NEW YORK...........

We need a way through life. We need to be better. We need to make things better and I know you want things to be better.

I hate blogging in real life and I just blog just for the hell of it.

I'd rather watch TV.

Just had some chips and salsa.

It tasted good and I don't want another plate do I. I know I need tk stock up on stuff and I'm talking about food.

Can I keep food in my room and one time I found a rat in my trash and it ran right into the vent.

Should I even write a blog and will they shut off my blog as soon as I start making money with it.

I want to go have a beer in the Union Station in Denver CO.

That would be fun right now.

I have been trying to jog more but my feet are sore. 

So soar.

Make it or break it, I would love to sit around the country in Hotel room watching TV and blogging.

Is that even a good idea?............

Maybe I should travel with my friends.

Maybe I should travel in just water.

Where should we go and what should we think about it?..

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I wanna a nice condo in Denver and a couple others around the country. Three hundred thousand per year? Is that possible with blogging........ 

I don't want to die young, do I even know who likes me and dislikes me.

Had some beef stragonaff on noodles and a glass of milk and also I don't know.

I can't even remember what I had for dinner and I know I should remember but I don't know why I don't remember.

Should we keep blogging and can I make money on my phone just blogging and I know I need to go back and edit my blog so thier were no typos...........

I am watching Dateline while I blog.

Who is your favorite blogger.

I would love to have a Porsche. A nice one.

I wanna drive it everywhere. I want to celebrate life in my own little way.

So here we are again today and I have been sleeping all day............

How does this work and how do we make it through our day with energy?

I have no energy and have slept for fourteen to fifteen hours. Now I don't want to sound lazy but it seems like if I didn't have a soda or a energy drink I could sleep all day...........

Now I am posting on Craigslist and have only got a couple of bites and that's not much............ Maybe I should post all day and see what happens.

The Phoenix Sun's with Chris Paul lost last night and I don't know what to think. They won the first two games and then lost four in a row. That really sucks and I feel bad for him.

Well life goes on and we need to stick around to see how it plays out.

I haven't been doing to much lately, I have gotten two pairs of new shoes and one of them gives me blisters on my pinky toe. It really hurts and I don't know how to break them in.

I had group yesterday and we just talked and hung out. I'm moving soon and will be moving to another town to a bigger house where we can walk around and hang out.

I don't know what to do about money and I know I need to make some. What am I gonna do when I get older and how will my life go.

I was thinking about pitching people on new websites and see if I can go around fixing the web. I hope life can really take off and I can get some money to walk around.

I mean drive around. I really want to drive around and see what's out there for me.

What kind of girl do you want to marry and what do you want her too look like and how do you know she hasn't been around or with hundreds of other men.

I don't k ow what to think and I don't know how to go about getting married and I'm getting old with no kids.

Do I need to even get togther and have kids and what do you think about having kids? I will be old by the time they grow up and that will be weird. Q

How do we make money?

We try and try to make money but we must not try hard enough or we would have money.

We struggle everyday with our finances. We try to dream up new ways to get wealthy. 

Phone masters

How can we master our phone for money?

Do you know anyone that has searched the app market and used the Google toolbar to make money online.

Is there a app or is there apps that make you cash from your phone.

I have found a couple apps that do but not enough. This app for one. And while it might be kinda difficult to make money with from your phone with the Blogger app if you just blog for long enough and sell some thing like a service just add your phone number or email so they can get ahold of you and buy your service.

The Craigslist app kinda works. I don't know how many times you should post per day, but I have gotten some inquiries and while they didn't buy, it was cool to get some inquiries.

What other apps can make some cash?

I don't really know.

Here are some that might work.

WordPress

Just download and buy a domain and get to blogging.

Robinhood app

I don't know how to make money with the app but I have found online that it works to make trades and make money.

How do you run Craigslist...........

What should I do to make money on Craigslist and where do you think it will take me.and do you think you can buy a house from it?...........

Where should I buy a house at and how are people getting all this money.

There's so many millionaires in this world and they are all over the country dow town in different cities and boy would it be fun to live downtown and hang out the whole time. I don't know how much money I am going to make from blogging but who knows..........

Life is funny and I don't know what to do about it. I am in a board n lodge and I wake up everyday to the same thing, breakfast lunch and dinner. Over and over and over again. We just don't know what to think, or at least I don't know what to think.

I wouldn't mind having a part time job making some extra cash at Dollar General and seeing what's going on. I wouldn't mind buying some domains and seeing if I can make a little extra cash and that would be nice.

So here we are blogging.

Kinda got a head he this morning and I don't know what to do? I would like to have a cup of coffee and was thinking about blogging all day and seeing if it takes off in its own little way. It's a big world out there and maybe someday some people will want to read my blog. 

I am really fiedning for a cup of coffee and might want to watch some sports center. 

I really want to build a website to but have not been working hard enough on it. 

Maybe I should sit downstairs and work at it. Man Im really fiendish for a cup of coffee and I don't know what to do about it. 

I'm dirt poor and I really need some cash and I really need to make it online. Can he make money online and what will it take. 

I have been running lately and I really need the exercise. I don't know what to do about it. 

I miss some of my old friends and haven't seen them in a while and maybe it would be funner if I had some money on me to do so. 

I really want to go to space and live on mars. Wouldn't that be intersting. 

A multi planet habitat and how long do you think it would take to haul a bunch of people up thier?.......... 

Well I'm blogging again.

Growing up with nothing is hard and I get how difficult it is to make money. I wish thier were proven paths to make money but I know nothing about them and I don't know how to invest. Do you know anything about investing? I would love to learn more.

I could really use the money and the only thing I know that works is posting little Craigslist posts and trying to make money with people who respond in all sorts of weird ways. One guy wanted me to send him some money after I advertised to sell a website. Who knows what that is about.

So I am just trying to stay safe and make my own little way in this world and I don't know why I'm blogging but I am and it's ok but I still don't know what I should do online and talk about.

How do I make a big blog post? I remember when awhile back all I did was want to run and hike but hurt so bad not having any money. I made a list of things or ways I could make money on my phone and realize I can make money from anywhere and always on the go. I started my own marketing agency and now can figure out how to make money from anywhere but I would need a phone. I don't know how to just hop online and make money from a computer but I do know how to grow my Google account. Maybe I will just run a big blog on blogger and login when I ever want to make a new post and make some cash.

How can you make money out of thin air on a computer anywhere in the world. Do you know how? Let's talk about it if you want too.

How do you I grow my brand on Craigslist?

What do you think of growing your brand solely on Craigslist?

1. Make posts under certain sections. I know with Craigslist you have to relax and understand that people don't always know exactly what thier buying. I am selling websites and I know they dont really have a clue of what thier buying from me. I think some people think they are buying a website that I am using already and that's not what the Craigslist post is about. I want to build them a site and then sell it to them for ten thousand. I know if they really work the site they can make thier money back.

2. What section are you going to put your posts in and how is that going to work?

I have been putting posts in business general and computers but I have go many bites. 

So what does it take to build your brand on Craigslist? I don't know I will have to test the waters and see what really works. 

Should we post ten times a day and what would you try to sell on Craigslist?

Right now I am selling websites, text message marketing and maybe something else I don't know it. 

Selling furnitute and drones that I had laying around really sold fast in a big city. 

I had drones that people had refunded online and they sent them back to me and I ended up selling them on Craigslist and while I didn't know what I was doing with me selling online, the drones really sold fast on Craigslist. 

Cookware really sells really well as well. Did I just say that. 

Sell a pot and pan. 

I wonder if you could go to the cookware store, buy a skillet for $240 and sell it for $300 on Craigslist. 

Think that would work? It might, and we'll that's some easy cash. You can really sell alot of stuff if you know what you are doing and you have a lot of product. 

How can we get product and how do we sell digital products and what should we sell?

Ok, so I don't know the answer to this and I am still searching. While people or gurus online want you to drop ship I don't know how well that's going to work. Even though I dropshippers and sold alot of stuff I wonder how I can get my hands on alot of product for free. How could we do. Dropship through Shopify and see if thier any returns that we can sell on Craigslist or what do you think. 

I don't have much luck selling digital products but it did work for me and I didn't write down what I was doing and I should have. I got thirty five grand in leads for websites off of Craigslist. That's alot of money if I got thirty five grand in leads everyday. I would topple a million dollars per year. I would be lovin that. 

So all in all I don't know much about Craigslist but I do know a little. 

Building your brand on Craigslist is an interesting idea and am going to try to do it over time and maybe I'll have plenty of money and be able to do what I want like buy a new house and buy a couple new cars.............

So I have a ton of draft posts and I know I need to do more writing..........

So what's should we talk about?

We can think about going to space.

I was wondering if we could make mini rockets that go deep into space with video cameras. Wouldn't that be cool.

Our own rocket system that can fly deep I to the galaxy?

I was also wondering about taking supplements, do you think any athlete would spend ten million on supplements and how much do you think pro athletes spend on special supplements. I don't think I have spent more than forty dollars on creatine and I don't even know if it's worth it.

What less is going on.

I don't think I have been to a party in years. I don't even think I would even like to go to parties. I wouldn't mind just having a part time job and I like waking up sober every morning with our the anxiety of drugs and I feel way better. 

Buffalo Wild Wings

Is Chris Paul going to win a championship this year or what. 

Just got done writing.

So what did I say? I mean I just got back from running and I'm getting into a little better shame. I feel better but I'm not where I want to be in life. I often see how cool people are, they just make a character about themselves and make this mysterious person that people want to get online and learn about.

So I want a ciggerette and I think I will go have one. I know it dosent make any sense since I'm running but I'm trying to make it happen and bream free from my addictions. 

So I'm back.

I can't wait to watch the UFC prelims tonight and see who wins. The UFC is pretty cool and and I like watching it.

What else is going on. You think I should get on my computer for eight hours or should I blog for eight hours and see where it takes me.

In sitting in my chair and writing. I wonder would happen if I spent eight hours in the phone trying to make money.

I have money in the bank and it's in PayPal prepaid and PayPal. But I have so many email ideas that I can't figure out where all the passwords are. Intel has a password or email finder and I don't know how they do it but they always find my passwords. I trally need to find those passwords you know what I mean.

So what now Niel Patel and David Goggins are talking to me through minds eye............ Niel patel wants me to blog and Dave wants me to start running.

What about keyword domains. Have you ever bought a domain with keyword research. Based on keyword ideas you buy a domain like is Dronesforsale gets a lot of traffic you buy Dronesforsale.com............

So what is going on........... Ima keep going and ramble on.

So I don't know what to say but I really want to drop a fifteen pager in here but I don't think that I will make it that far. I just don't know what to do with my blog.

So I got in trouble for asking the gas station to sell me a couple redbull and I will pay them back later. It's a small town so I thought that would work. But it didn't and I got in trouble for doing it. So that's no good.

So the person I got in trouble with is Cindy Ostenaa and she runs the board and lodge I live at and like I said I asked for Rockstar Energy drinks and the lady at the register told on me.

What should we do now. I don't know what to talk about but I see David Goggins in my minds eye and he wants me to take off jogging all the time. My knee hurts and I need knee surgery but I don't know if David wants that.

So I'm blogging now and who knows now.

So I'm trying to make it happen with blogger and something keeps telling me to blog it off even though I already have a ton of posts and no fricking traffic. I need to get some fricking traffic. So here we go. I'm just gonna blog whatever I fee like and see how it goes. I want to build online and make online stores and try to get traffic for them.

I'm drinking coffee right now and watching Seinfeld and it's ok. Elain Bennes had to carry all the coats at someone's party.

And Nueman is on the show and that's pretty funny. Joe Mayos party. I wonder what it's like to live in New York and go to parties ans hang out and network. Can we even meet nice people in this world. Can we even have a good time. I wanna go to all types of parties in New York and hang out and see how my life goes.

I really wanna hang out with people and live in a nice condo and hang out.

What else is there to talk about and where do I go with it. I like writing poetry and rapping to bears on Rap Chat. I have almost a thousand songs or versus on Offtop and Rap Chat and Rap Fame. I wanted to buy into the accounts and or apps and pay for them and get extra features. I also want to buy into Power Director or what ever the name is and make videos of me hanging out rapping. I know I can do it all from my phone. Do you know of any other apps or ways to make awesome videos and see what comes out.

I'm gonna keep blogging and see what happens. Should I try to blog ten pages per day and see where that goes or where that takes me and see what come up.

I really want to talk about apps and understand and search through mobile apps in the marketplace. I know their is a way to make some money strictly from my phone.

I think I'm gonna go see if I can get another cup of coffee. Think she will give it to me? We will go and see. 

I'm just chilling downstairs cuz I wanted out of my room for a little while and get some fresh air. I have already ran a couple blocks and back and while my knee is a little sore I feel better.

I wonder if I should get my dad to get me some aspirin since I don't have any money right now and I don't know what to do about it. I need to get some knee surgery and I don't know where to go and my knee just gets throbbing pains whenever I get back from running. I am really glad I started running and now I'm waking up around five thirty or six o'clock. I just get up and start running and I go from a mile to half a mile.

I really like having one ciggerettes and a cup of coffee in the morning and I don't really want anyone to know but boy do I enjoy it and I have to stay awake through the morning. I don't know yet what my mornings. My knee is really bothering me and I don't know what to do about it.

So what else is going on and where should I go with this blog. I'm afraid of downloading to many apps because I don't know what to do with them all. I used to have money in the bank and now I can find all my bank statements and see if I can still pull money out of my bank account. What can we do.

I really want to get my bank money back from the bank and I don't even know of they will acknowledge I'm even here. I really want another cup of coffee but I don't want to get in trouble for that. I know I can drink coffee at Eight in the morning when we eat breakfast.

I really have to keep myswlf warm and I have been building online but with shopfiy its twenty six bucks per month and fourteen dollars per year for a domain. But I don't know if I will get traffic and I guess this is what this blog is for. A traffic getter.

I really need to earn some money and get things going. I wonder if my dad will pay for me getting some redbull. I really need to earn some money and get rolling and I don't really know how. I know I need to lay off the caffiene and feel better. I wonder if caffiene will give me the energy I need to succeed.

I really want to rap all day but I'm afraid I'm gonna go to hell for it and I can't believe this is how life works. I have to study scripture all day and that's what the whole thing is about. Wake up read and wake up read and that's all we do. We just keep going trying to under things. I just wonder what life holds in store for me.

What else is going on? I can just go about my business laughing people make money online. How do we make money online and where do we need to go with it. I just blog the most random crap and it dosent even make sense to me.

Can we make ten gs per day off of one blog post and how will that work and can it even happen to a blogger that blogs a bunch of random posts. Does anyone even think they would want to read anything I have to say. Can we get rich from blogging on a free domain. Can you make money from a free domain and how would we go about doing something like this. So what now.

The UFC is on now and I mean they will be on tonight, just prelims though and they should be fun to watch. I really want to go get a couple redbull but maybe I should quit. I really like the energy I get from it. I really want to feel good everyday.

I bought some creatine or my mom did and they wouldn't let me have that and I really would like having some from time to time and I like the way it makes me feel. I wonder if we can find some good creatine and how much do you think it will cost and should we be buying expensive creatine. I wonder how much that will cost.

I wonder if thier are some really expensive pills and supplements we can check out, maybe I will work on them today or I mean look for them and see what happens. I really want to go and get some redbull. I fiendin for it and I really want some and I know I have to work it off somehow and I know my dad dosent want to cover the cost.

I am blogging random paragraphs wondering how I could post an eight hour post and who will even want to read it. Blogging for eight hours, does this just mean that I should I should just focus on one post.

I know I need to make money to get Healthcare here and I need braces, knee surgery and some other stuff. My knee really hurts and I don't know what to do with it.

Should I ask for some ibuprofen and see if that helps and I want to see where that takes me. I wish I could find a part time job and make a little cash everyday. I don't think I am good enough looking to get married. I wonder if I would ever have a kid.

I wonder what it would be like to have a kid and take care of it relying on state government. Who should I have a kid of I could have a kid. So what should I keep blogging and how long should I blog about I just have no idea on what direction I want to head and where I want to go with this blog. So what now and what should we do. Where should we go and what should we think and how can I handle any situation that heads my way. I love drinking soda and hanging out talking.

I don't really have any friend any more and nobody to talk to online and we'll that's just how things go.

Just blog that's all I can think about and I don't know. I just don't know. Who can we trust and where should we go with our lives. Should we just wake up everyday and read our Bible when we have time and try to make sense of this life and how is that supposed to work and what are we to think.

I'm so bummed out some days and all I can do is just keep going. I know I don't want to get in any more trouble and I don't know what to do with my depression. I get depression so bad some days I don't know what to do with myself. 

So here goes nothing.

Just got back from the fair and I just hung around and try to enjoy myself. It was an OK experience. I had three sodas and I also just bought three Rockstar energy drinks and I'm pretty charged up. I know I need tk slow down on the caffeine. Tomorrow I plan to go sober and just pull that shit out of me and run as much as I can. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I know I'm not supposed to have any energy drinks and I bought them anyway. I like having one at night with a black and mild and spit some freestyle raps. I really enjoy it. I really want to make some awesome music from my phone.

I know I need to go Christian and see where my life takes me. I know that's the best way forward.

You think I should bump one more run and see how I feel? I have to take it in stride and see what happens. It makes me feel good to run and get back in shape. I just don't know what else to do with myself. 

So I'm bored and I don't know what to do.

Trying to make money online sucks and I don't know what to do about it. I just feel like I cant relax. I don't even know what to do in this life. I just keep trying my hand at writing and making little things happen where I can have a good life here. I just dont have much to whow for all the hours I worked at a job. I laugh I can get robbed so many times and all the clothes I've purchased have vanished. Life just sucks in some ways. I just don't k ow what to do.