Asking your parents for money. How does it feel?

So I asked my mom and dad for money tonight or today.

I don't know what to think.

I feel bad.

In top if that I'm ugly and I don't think my parents want me anywhere around them.

But like I said I asked for money.

I wanted to use the cash app and I went down to the gas station and asked the clerk if my mom could pay for my stuff over the phone with a debit card.

I dont know how good a idea that is.

But I did it anyway.

I dont even know if it will even work as I probably jinxed myself by writing this post.

But what do you know.

Redemption.

We make mistakes and learn from everyone.

I know I need to work and make my own way in this world.

I dont know what to think.

I have no kids and I'm too ugly and nobody wants me and the state government has to take care of me and that's what it is.

I don't know what to think.

I want six Rockstar and a case of Diet coke to drink.

I hate going without a coke during the day, it keeps me energized.