I don't know....
Ohh yeah I do know.
I have to make better decions or just feel ugly sometimes.
Will I ever get married and I don't think that will work.
People dont like me and want me to feel bad.
They want me in trouble.
They want me down and out.
But I don't want to feel bad.
I know I have to cut down on stuff and not smoke so much or drink to much soda.
I'm sick of kids harrasing me and telling me off.
I have to make some money and clean myself up.
How will that work?
I need money.
I want to make money and I want to do it by blogging. Does that make sense.
And I want to do that with absolutely nothing to talk about.
What fun can that be.
Everyones out their biting my style and telling me off and saying I do all this stuff.
I mean this sucks.
How am I gonna build blog ideas?
I have hundred of drafts.
I have to keep blogging and pulling myself out of these shitty mindstate.
Does anyone know how?
Their has to be a way.
There has to be a way to pull me up out of this rut I'm in. Let's ask Twitter.
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