Ok I'm back to blogging. it's Christmas.

Don't know what to talk about.

I want to make sense of everything. 

I often want to study some stuff. 

But who knows. 

I think I should clean my room. 

I have a cup of coffee. 

I don't know what to think. 

Thier is basketball all day today. 

I will be watching that and football.

I have to turn it to the station but my TV is glitchy where I try to watch the channel and the screen blurs.

I got my coat in now and am trying to stay warm and have a good day. 

I don't know what to wear. I don't want to wear this jacket. 

I have to stay warm though and I don't know what to wear. 

I want to understand my human side. 

I want to be a human and at the same time get things to work in my favor. 

Do things ever work in your favor and how so. 

Maybe I should do more reading. 

I mean it sucks when I hallucinate and I don't know what to think. 

I just keep going and maybe I should start writing things down and try to keep track of everything. 

John Madden is in TV or a documentary of him is on. 

I don't know what to watch but like I said it's Christmas day.

There is a basketball on ABC but my stupid TV is messing up.

Might have to go sit in the living room where it is to cold to sit thier even. 

I have a space heater in my room. 

I'm trying to organize and put all my stuff away so I can feel good and have easy access to my stuff. 

So........... 

I was thinking of using speech to text to write a post. It does take some time to edit but if you talk properly it is pretty interesting that you say a sentence and then say here's the period right after wards. 

It's fun to hit up people on Facebook and Instagram and send them one of my rap songs and see if they respond. Before it was so hard to get your tape in the right hands and now you can just send them a instagram chat message. 

So............ 

What else is going on and what do you think is going on?

I mean Joe Biden has been a pretty good president so far, no huge mass murders and what not.

Don Trump had huge mass murders, and a Wuhan virus attack. 

Not really my best interests when you come around but I ain't gonna lie I was scared some days that kids were getting out of control. 

What do you think of banks getting new bankers and then losing your bank account. Is that even possible?

I mean I don't know what to think. 

I just get stuck in these things like that. 

Not only that what about the post office nit having any record of mail you have recieved from them. 

I mean that sucks. 

I have bank statements and now I can't find them and the post office has no record of me even getting a bank statement.

This sucks. 

But I guess you just have to fish out problems and try to fix them in your own little way by talking to people about it.