Whats up.

What's going on? Anything worth talking about online? I don't know really what to say I am just hanging out at the Board and Lodge. I just checked my Adsense account and I have eight dollars in there. I hope to install adsense to this account and hopefully make some extra cash. I was looking at click bank but I don't know what to sell. I don't know if it's a good way to go or not. I also looked at Amazon affiliates and maybe I could sell from there. I want to be the best blogger I can be and.not start over and not delete my blog.

Lately I have been deleting my blogs and I don't know what for. I need to keep up with my blog and keep it going. I just get frustrated and I don't need to be. I want to build a blog that someone wants to read and can help people through their bad moments in time. I need to write more and I desperately want to be a good writer. 

Writing is fun if you get the hang of it. Writing everyday can build stamina. I just have to deal with the inhibition of not wanting to do anything. I just don't feel like doing anything some days and I just feel depressed. I take medications for my depression but they don't seem to help. I take Zoloft. And it doesn't do anything for me. I need to make my life better and get a hold of my life and become what I want to be. I have dreams and passions. I would like to earn a full time income through my blog and travel. I have never really been anywhere.