So I had a dream.

I had a dream that some lady made all my friends rich and left me with nothing. That's such a shitty thing to do to somebody. I wonder what would happen if that did happen. Does the government even allow that. What would you do? It's makes me want to rap when shit like that happens to my mind. I laugh at how cruel that is to somebody.

I struggle someday with having no money and it feels terrible and I don't know what to do about it. I really hope I can make some money with this blog and make a way for myself. I am kinda jumping around in my mind if I should just focus on my company or if I should just stick to this blog. I could also try to build some niche sites but I don't know if it will work. I really don't know what to think.

I was thinking about starting a dog walking business and see how that goes. I was thinking of posting dog walking flyers and do it for a couple months. I just don't know if it will work. I don't know what to do if the dog gets out of hand. You think it will be safe to walk random dogs around town?

So anyways nothing is really happening. I am just hanging out listening to some hip hop music and vibing out. I don't really know where I am going with this blog and I know I don't really blog enough. I should blog for eight hours per day and even more but I don't know what to say.

I know I need to go Christian and take my problems to God. I just can't seem to read long enough. I just have no motivation whatsoever. I don't know what to do to conquer my day. I like listening to music and trying to make money online and hanging out. I doubt any people are that good with thier computer because there are no real tight websites coming out. I wish the web was full of cooler websites but nobody is really pushing any good sites out.

I just don't know what to think. I wanna get good at making sites so that people can use them. I wonder how so many people made good sites and why don't they make more. Everything's just Google and Apple and I wonder if they will even rank any competing websites or if they just go to the wayside. They kinda control the industry and they can reign over people trying to push their awesome websites.

I have a ton of website ideas but I don't know how to make them quite yet. In high school they made us make websites and they had books to show us how to make sites. I wish they still had the same boos for me to make some real sites with.