I want to blog more.

So not much freedom around here and I don't know what to think about it. I'm always getting into some type of trouble. I just can't seem to catch a break. Right now I am just flipping through movies on the TV. I got in trouble for going to the bar and grill up town and I was looking to see when the live bands were gonna start playing. I guess I can't do that anymore.

I bought some creatine, or my mom did and the staff and the doctor wouldn't let me take it because they said it could be bad on my kidneys. So I guess that's a no go.

I've been looking at some of my old friends on Facebook and they are just hanging in there. Don't really understand how things will go for them. It sucks getting in trouble. I just don't know where to go to get my own place. I just don't know how to do it.

I should start running and getting back n in shape for the summer. Where I live at all they do is smoke and sit on the porch. I don't want to fall into that type of thinking. I really need to get back in shape. I think I said this in another posts but the place I am moving to has a indoor basketball gym. So that should keep me fairly busy.

Been reading through blogs and looking at some of the posts Niel Patel has been making and I am still trying to understand keywords and how they work. Have you ever write posts for keyword ideas? I will have to keep looking into it.

Basketball games again to night and camt wait to watch that and see how good the games will be. I really like watching basketball. I like playing basket ball as well. I can dribble pretty good. I just went outside to work on my handles for a little bit. I like watching the Professor and Tristan Jass playing basketball on YouTube. They make some pretty interesting videos and some videos are like twenty or thirty minutes long. Maybe I should post my own basketball videos and see how many subscribers I can get.

So I have been looking for the planet to head to Mars and see how that's going to work out. I wonder if I will ever be able to go in my lifetime. It will be interesting to see how this plays out. I wonder how big a spaceships they will be able to make in the future and how many people they will be able to carry.

I hope I don't have to go back to jail, that would suck and I don't know what to think about it. I just hope I can stay out of trouble.

Not much else going on here, just wondering if I can gain any subscriber and traffic to my blog even if it's not that interesting to me. I just don't know what to talk about. I need a breathe of fresh air. I wonder how long it will take to get up to at least five hundred dollars per month. All I want to do is watch TV. I just don't feel like doing much and I don't know what to think about it. I just know I have to keep going. 

So what's going on today?

Just watching some basketball and now I'm watching some oldies on Metv. I wish I was in Minneapolis right now hanging out. I think I would have a better time there than I am here since thier is just more to do.

I have been looking though YouTube at some videos and documentaries and boy some of the rappers are hardcore and don't stop talking about shooting people. It's just wild.

I am thinking about going up to the local bar and grill tonight to watch some bands play. Hopefully I have a good time.

I just don't know what to write about, it just seems I have lost interests in some things. I would really like to pull in some money from my blog but I don't think that will happen for a long time. 

Well how's it going?

It's another day, and just not any day it's Friday. So that's good. Memorial day is on Monday. So I guess we will have a long weekend. I don't really know what to talk about but I guess we can talk about anything. I think my dad might come down to visit me and see how I am doing with my dog. I really miss her and want to see her really bad.

I think they might stay in a motel down here and if it's warm enough we might go swimming and fishing. I know people write ten page huge posts but I just don't know how to do that. I often wonder what's going on in this world and how it's going to play out. Even if I buy new clothes they always get stolen. I laugh that shorts lasts longer than shoes. You can shorts for ever but your shoes wear out. Funny things are that way.

So I want to see how much money I can make blogging and I know it's going to take awhile. I just don't have that much cool stuff on my newsfeed to talk about. My mom ordered some creatine for me but the staff at the place I am staying won't let me drink it. It's just a cheap fifteen dollar jar and I don't know if that would have been that good for me to drink it. I went to the doctor for a checkup and they said or he said it could be hard on my kidneys and that maybe I shouldn't have it. So maybe it's for the best.

There are some basketball games on tv tonight, three of them to be exact and I can't wait to watch them. They should be good games. Two are on TNT and one is on ABC and I can't wait to tune in.

How long do you think I should blog for on any given posts?

What should we talk about today?

Don't really know what to think about today. I have to go see the doctor today and twelve forty five. I hope it goes well. They said I have to talk to the doctor about the pills im on and taking creatine that I ordered. I hope I get to take and I think everything should be fine.

Right now I am watching a documentary on Nypsey Hussle. I really like his music from time to time. It gets me motivated. Sometimes some days I have no drive and direction. I look around on my computer but it's just a cheap little computer with a small screen, it cost me two hundred dollars.

I look online and everyone's having kids and are married and with thier own home. I don't have a girlfriend and I don't have my own place and I don't have any kids. I wonder if I will ever get married and have kids. I am just not that cool to woman. I'm not that good looking on camera. I don't know what to think about this my problem. My dad had me when he was like twenty five and another one when he was like 36. He has two kids, me and my sister. And I have two moms, my mom and my step mom.

Right now I am living in a board and lodge and it's ok. Not much to do around here and I don't know what to think.

I have been reading blogs and looking at videos of Seo. I have no idea what Seo is about, I just worry about blogging and seeing what it takes me.

What else is thier to talk about. I'm thinking about running and trying to get back in shape. I want to play basketball and shoot around but it's kinda cold and windy. They have a decent basketball court here in town. I know that I will be moving soon and they have a indoor basketball gym that I can play in all day. Hopefully they let me in. They have a swimming pool and it costs three dollars to get in. 

Lately I have been just sleeping a little. I like and look for new music. Facebook has a ton of little artists that get on stage and rap. I wish I knew how to search better. Does anyone know how to search Facebook and YouTube to find new videos. I don't even know how to search online. I wonder if I keep blogging I will learn how to code. I have a ton of website ideas and I really want to put them out thier. Thier are just not that cool looking sites or I don't really see anything cool is coming out to mess with online.

I have a big jug of water that tells you how much water you need to drink every day. I try to drink a whole jug everyday.

Right now I am so bored and I don't know what to do. I know I need to work eight hours a day. If I would have worked that long everyday I would be long gone with money. I have sat around here for two years now and I'm so bored some days I just don't have that much inspiration and motivation everyday. I really want to start my own business and buy my won warehouse to play basketball, have people over and play video games. But I know I just don't work harder enough and I don't know what to do about it. I know I need to get it in gear. I should be blogging huge posts everyday.  I should be working ten hours a day from my phone and see if I can make some money just typing. I laugh that that might work. I really want hones all over the country especially downtown in condos. I live sitting downtown under huge buildings sipping a coffee and hanging out. I love to get a yoga class in and go to play some basketball. I love sitting down under huge sky scrapers. I wonder if my blog can make that happen. If I could just get to a hundred thousand per year, that would give me some money to hang out and play rent. Some nice houses in Denver are around twenty five hundred per year. And I can cover that with a hundred grand per year.

I wonder how long it took some people to make money with thier blog. I just don't know how this blog will take off just writing about my life and my day to day activities. I just don't think I am that interesting.

I know everyone is at work everyday not building thier own companies. I start building my company online and it took me a while to study the net and trying to understand the way the web works. My parents are at work right now, well at least my mom is but my dad is retired. I know he tries to stay busy all day and find stuff to do.

When I was cannibus I couldn't wait to get online and study the net. I like cannibus because I don't think about drinking coffee so much and I drink water. I had the time of my life in Denver. I want to go back but I know I have to go Christian and see if I can get a place back thier again. I went to church in Denver and they are all over and thier are some pretty cool churches and they were cool to attend.

Well I think I will go for now. 

Hello

Just hanging out right now and waiting to see what happens. Can't really figure out what I want to talk about. Just watching TV wondering what's going on.

I might start marketing again I don't know. Will have to see how things go. Been looking at Facebook profiles wondering what's going on. Don't have many friends here and I don't know what to do about it. Was thinking about reading my Bible some more but I don't know if God will provide for me. I suppose I just have to hang tough. Kinda of worried about my parents passing away and I don't know what to do about it. I'm getting older now and I guess that's just the way life works. We just work ourselves to death only to realize we have to die at the end.

I don't kno if this blog is going to take me anywhere, I know I have to work harder. Everyone around me is working thier ass of. I know I need to work harder. Been feeling down and out deppressed lately. Wish I had more energy. Just watching TV right now and there's nothing on.

Will go for now. 

What's going on now?

I wish I could travel the world and go to basketball games and UFC events. I love having freedom and hanging out. I love walking all day and getting a couple beers in the evening. I lived in Denver and never went to one sporting event. I went to Aba live tryouts and never went to an actual game. I can't believe I didn't. I love watching the Nuggets playing on TV.  I loved watching Allen Iverson and JR. Smith and Carmelo Anthony.  I love watching basketball.

I haven't been to too many games and would like to start going more often.

I have to save up some many. If I just made one hundred thousand per year I would be able to travel and go to different places. I wanna make this kinda money blogging. 

So I am back to blogging and who knows what to talk about.

Typing to riches.

That's what everyone wants. But I just don't know what to talk about. How the heck am I going to get a car and a house in a big city just by writing a blog? Do you even think that is even possible. I know I have a long way to go. I just don't know how I should go about doing it. I would love to have houses all over the country. If I had ten houses for five hundred thousand per house then I would be set. That would cost me five million. Five million is nothing to some people. I laugh people have five million dollar houses all over the country. Five million will get you a nice home and lovely place to live. I just wish I could make that happen. But my blog is barely making anything and have hardly any traffic. So how is that supposed to work?

I just blog all day or at least I try to, I know I need to spend quite a bit of time making it grow. I don't know how long it will take to make a couple grand blogging. I laugh people are so good at it and make a whole lifestyle doing it.

Right now I am watching the Ufc prelims and I'm switching back and forth between NBA basketball as well.

Someday I just struggle staying out of trouble and doing things the right way. I really want to have a beer and I really want to go to the bar and getting some hot wings. Boy does that sound good. I love hot wings and hanging out listening to live music.

The bar here has that going on but I will get in trouble if I go in their and chill for a while. Even though it does stay open late and I haven't had a drink for four years with one slip up. It feels good waking up everyday not hurting from a hangover. Sometimes it's boring just having coffee in the morning but at least I feel ok and I'm kinda tired from time to time but overall I feel ok.

So just got done dribbling the basketball, I did it for like a half hour to a full hour. It feels good getting exercise. There is just nothing to do around here and I know I need to break free with money but I just don't seem to have all the awesome ideas that I used to have. I know I need to click around more and see what's going on. I have some data ideas but I don't know how to make them. Maybe I need to sit down and see what I can do online. I really need the money and need to find a way using Google to make money. I know I need to quit everything I'm doing and just focus on making money.

The TV isn't working that well because it looks like the cable company is negotiating with some of the channel makers to have thier channels in this area. I hope we keep the channels because I like some of the shows they host in thier channel.

I get a hundred bucks per month for spending money and it comes from the government. This money just does not last that long. I have to find multiple streams of passive income. I would love having a passive income everyday that I could rely on. Even just six hundred per month would be nice. At least I could get some clothes and I wouldn't need to wear my hand me downs everyday. I had invested in clothes and shorts and shoes etc but it just seems like they always get stolen. It just seems like people are really against me and they start Hatin on me for no reason and I can't get out of the way. I don't know what to do with myself. I just seems like I piss everybody off. Maybe I should just stick to pissing everybody off. 

Where is the news coming from?

Do you ever find yourself reading the news in Facebook and a Instagram? I do and I don't know what to think about it. Social media has taken over our lives and it's not good.

Right away when I wake up in the morning I don't feel good and all I want to do is check Facebook. Even though is full of dumb posts I don't know what to do with myself. Maybe I am just looking for inspiration. Maybe I just need some inspiration. I wish I was making a little money with this blog, it would make me to want to keep going. But I might be better off just cold calling and looking on Craigslist. I don't have a marketing website up right now, but I think it's still in the database in which I built it on.

I don't know what to fill this blog with, I never really read the news but maybe I sill put it on now and switch to CNN. It looks like there was a stampede in Israel and five Americans died among forty five total died. It's a crazy world out there. They said they had no social distancing. They just crowded around each other stepping on each other.

Joe Biden is now president and it's calmed down quite a but compared to Don Trump where I though people were running around in their boots shooting up steroids and Killin bunny rabbits. 

I'm still dreaming about the school I skipped classes in and I don't know what to do. I wish I would have did the right thing every day and it just seems I don't have that good of sense of directions. I wish I would have followed the rules instead of partying with my friends.

I just had to party and not go to my classes. 

I went to Kirkwood Community College in Cedar rapids Iowa. I also went to Westwood Technical College in Denver, Colorado. I wish I had one of those small Subarus to tear around in and drive all around the mountains. It's looks like the president is investing trillions into the economy. Hopefully that's helps, I think they said he will invest in child care and community colleges. I went to a community College.

So I will be moving soon and I don't know how it will go. There will be sixteen people thier when I get thier and it will be in the next two months. There are six of us he so there will be twenty one of us in total. I hope they give me a good room to chill in with a TV. They do have an outdoor basketball court there with net, they also have a free indoor basketball court and they also have a swimming pool that cost three dollars per day.  I hope they let me go the whole day with a payment of three dollars. It looks like they get dinner served from the deli from the next door grocery store. So that should be good. Right now they make big dinners downstairs in the kitchen below me.

They also have two liquor stores next door and I might have to sneak in a beer. I want to pray on a beer and go to the Holy Spirit. This Christian family how to do it when I was young. Have you ever tried it? It takes two or three beers and you pray so hard and then go Christian. It's nice and chilly in my room and it's about seventy five degrees outside right now, I think they have the air on right now. It's nice in my room. I might take an hour nap but I don't know. I know I really need to get this blog rolling and I don't quite know how yet.

I was thinking about putting affiliate links on my blog but I am typing on my phone so I can't really do it right now.

I guess there are some big raves in the UK and they wondering if Covid will spread and people will get sick. They want everyone to take a Covid five days after the rave. It looks like the country will open back up and they will start having huge live events.

I think people are ready for this to be over. They think if they do everything the right way everybody will be OK.

Right now they are talking about making the internet a safer place.

There should be some good basketball games tonight, a double header. The Golden State Warriors will play the Houston Rockets and the Denver Nuggets will play the Los Angeles Clippers. The games run a little late at night and I might fall asleep before the last game is over.

I don't know what else to talk about. Dinner she be ready in the next thirty minutes and we are having BLTs and patatoe salad. It should be quite good. It's hot out and I hope the meals accordingly.

I think I will read my Bible here for twenty minutes. I just want to make big blog posts everyday they mean something and have goof ideas. I know I should blog eight hours per day or even ten hours per day and I think that will help me to start ranking posts and make some money. I just don't know what I will talk about for eight hours per day or even ten hours per day. But I think If I do I will break free with some cash. 

I see some blogger make a hundred thousand per month ans that only equates to a million dollars per year and I think that's to much money,  I don't know if I can get up to a hundred thousand per month but I will try harder to make this happen. I know I can just write my way to money. I think I can make money just using my phone.

Now I'm just flipping though channels adn stopped on the show, The curse of oak island. All they do is dig for treasure. I did concrete and we dug huge trenches and I never once found anything of value, all I see is rocks and stones.  I wonder if the people that worked thier the longest have ever found anything. We should travel all over the Midwest and it was OK, I learned that I had to work my ass off for just four hundred a week and that's with over time. A little sixteen hundred a money, what does that eqaute to for a while year? I think it rounds out to be around 18 thousand per year. It was tough work and I would be exhausted by the end of the day. I wonder to channel that hard work into blogging but I just don't know what to do with it. I wish I had more good ideas for a blog and I wonder how long it would take to make twenty thousand per year blogging. At least I would have some money from blogging. But something keeps nudging me to cold call and build a company. I could get to ten thousand per month. The think about blogging I don't have to worry about handling clients and keeping them happy. Maybe I should put up niche sites but I don't really know where to slot my website. I think I said before that I built a travel agency website and I did it in my home town, it got a lead right away but I didn't want to mess up thier travel so I thought better of it. What if I messed up their trip? It would not go well. I wanna put up an ecom store even but I don't have the money to buy the domains. I have fifty some ecom sites on WordPress and I dont know if they will sell. Two hundred per day will help out alot. I really want to build websites or companies online.

It's Saturday and I will have sift through the channels and see what's on. Or maybe I don't really need to watch any more TV, but it's keeps me awake.

If I just had fifty thousand per year I would be able to move to Denver and buy a nice house. Fifty thousand per year what does that equate to? I think it rounds out to be around twelve hundred per week. Now how the heck am I going to get twelve hundred a week? How in the heck to people make a hundred thousand per year. I don't know. But I have found houses around twenty five hundred per month for a nice three or four bedroom house. I seen one real nice and it had a two car garage. I would like to buy a couple cars and drive all aorund the country seeing what is going on.....

I really like Florida getting sweaty on the beach and then going to the cool ac and getting a cold draft beer. It's so much fun. I would like to move to Florida as well. There are so many pretty girls on the beach and awesome hotels blaring reggae all night and the blocks are full of awesome looking houses. They have outdoor pools hooked up their houses and the houses probably cost around two or three million. I would love to live in the beach throwing little parties and hanging out.

Can typing make me rich? What does my blog need to be about to make that happen. So I can just sit their writing and it will make me money. I applied for Adsense but they haven't approved me yet. I wonder what they are waiting for. I wonder if people just write their way to a full time income, I would love to do it from my phone. How many and how long do you think my posts need to be to make a full time lifestyle writing and blogging on the web?

I was thinking about going to community center in town and see if I can build a company online. I wish I could make companies and knew how to make comoa ies that make me a ton of cash, I just don't think I am that far along. I wish I could pump out companies at will and make a bundle of cash. I already started one of my comoa ies on Blogger but I don't know if I should use Blogger to make companies. I don't know, I like that I can save all my information on one little platform called Google. I have a ton of files on one of my accounts and I need to delete some files or just pay the twenty dollars per year that I need to cover the cost. Somethings telling me to open a new email address and just use that until I start making cash online. I played basketball for a little while today, I just bounced the ball around and wanted to work on my handles. Im not that good but I'm OK. I love getting exercise during the day, it keeps me up and it keeps me going. I need the energy. 

Well I think I will go for now, it's time to eat.

Bye......