Right now I am watching a documentary on Nypsey Hussle. I really like his music from time to time. It gets me motivated. Sometimes some days I have no drive and direction. I look around on my computer but it's just a cheap little computer with a small screen, it cost me two hundred dollars.
I look online and everyone's having kids and are married and with thier own home. I don't have a girlfriend and I don't have my own place and I don't have any kids. I wonder if I will ever get married and have kids. I am just not that cool to woman. I'm not that good looking on camera. I don't know what to think about this my problem. My dad had me when he was like twenty five and another one when he was like 36. He has two kids, me and my sister. And I have two moms, my mom and my step mom.
Right now I am living in a board and lodge and it's ok. Not much to do around here and I don't know what to think.
I have been reading blogs and looking at videos of Seo. I have no idea what Seo is about, I just worry about blogging and seeing what it takes me.
What else is thier to talk about. I'm thinking about running and trying to get back in shape. I want to play basketball and shoot around but it's kinda cold and windy. They have a decent basketball court here in town. I know that I will be moving soon and they have a indoor basketball gym that I can play in all day. Hopefully they let me in. They have a swimming pool and it costs three dollars to get in.
Lately I have been just sleeping a little. I like and look for new music. Facebook has a ton of little artists that get on stage and rap. I wish I knew how to search better. Does anyone know how to search Facebook and YouTube to find new videos. I don't even know how to search online. I wonder if I keep blogging I will learn how to code. I have a ton of website ideas and I really want to put them out thier. Thier are just not that cool looking sites or I don't really see anything cool is coming out to mess with online.
I have a big jug of water that tells you how much water you need to drink every day. I try to drink a whole jug everyday.
Right now I am so bored and I don't know what to do. I know I need to work eight hours a day. If I would have worked that long everyday I would be long gone with money. I have sat around here for two years now and I'm so bored some days I just don't have that much inspiration and motivation everyday. I really want to start my own business and buy my won warehouse to play basketball, have people over and play video games. But I know I just don't work harder enough and I don't know what to do about it. I know I need to get it in gear. I should be blogging huge posts everyday. I should be working ten hours a day from my phone and see if I can make some money just typing. I laugh that that might work. I really want hones all over the country especially downtown in condos. I live sitting downtown under huge buildings sipping a coffee and hanging out. I love to get a yoga class in and go to play some basketball. I love sitting down under huge sky scrapers. I wonder if my blog can make that happen. If I could just get to a hundred thousand per year, that would give me some money to hang out and play rent. Some nice houses in Denver are around twenty five hundred per year. And I can cover that with a hundred grand per year.
I wonder how long it took some people to make money with thier blog. I just don't know how this blog will take off just writing about my life and my day to day activities. I just don't think I am that interesting.
I know everyone is at work everyday not building thier own companies. I start building my company online and it took me a while to study the net and trying to understand the way the web works. My parents are at work right now, well at least my mom is but my dad is retired. I know he tries to stay busy all day and find stuff to do.
When I was cannibus I couldn't wait to get online and study the net. I like cannibus because I don't think about drinking coffee so much and I drink water. I had the time of my life in Denver. I want to go back but I know I have to go Christian and see if I can get a place back thier again. I went to church in Denver and they are all over and thier are some pretty cool churches and they were cool to attend.
Well I think I will go for now.
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