So what is the deal.

Can I even make it out the way with blogging? I really need the money. I dont know what to do. I just have a little tiny blog and I don't know how to make money. Something inside me just says keep blogging and blog all day long everyday and see what happens. I want to still play basketball and run I just don't know if it will do anything. I just wonder if I can break free with money blogging. I have been trying to run every morning and trying to get in shape. I really want to get back to yoga and having a life here.

So what else should I do with my time when I have all the time in the world and nowhere to go with it.

I tried buying into some of the rap apps and making songs. And while i made a few so gs it didn't really work from making a song and downloading it and uploading it to power director pro. I want to start spending money on my phone but I can't afford it right now. I really want to make music and have been in a nice studio in Tempe Arizona and chilling in the conservatory of recording arts. It was fun but really hot down thier in Arizona. 

Should I go take a run and see how I feel? It's light already and it looks OK out. Should I head out and see how I feel? Maybe I should wait.

I really want to get knee surgery and see what happens. I would really like to get it fixed. It hurts sometimes and all I'm really doing is flopping along.

I know I really need to get working and making things happen in my life. I know I need to blog eight hours per day. I don't know if I can make it but I will surely try and do it. I will really try to work eight hours per day on blogger but I also really want to get a run in and see how in shape I can get every morning.

I have enough sodas to sip on and it feel good having a soda in the morning along with a coffee, one coffee and one diet coke tastes good togther. 

Nothing much is going on here. I miss some of my friends and want to see them again and hang out but they blocked me on Facebook. I don't know what to do about it. Maybe I should make new friends but it's not that easy. None of my friends want to make money with me online and I don't know what to do about it.