So I'm blogging now and who knows now.

So I'm trying to make it happen with blogger and something keeps telling me to blog it off even though I already have a ton of posts and no fricking traffic. I need to get some fricking traffic. So here we go. I'm just gonna blog whatever I fee like and see how it goes. I want to build online and make online stores and try to get traffic for them.

I'm drinking coffee right now and watching Seinfeld and it's ok. Elain Bennes had to carry all the coats at someone's party.

And Nueman is on the show and that's pretty funny. Joe Mayos party. I wonder what it's like to live in New York and go to parties ans hang out and network. Can we even meet nice people in this world. Can we even have a good time. I wanna go to all types of parties in New York and hang out and see how my life goes.

I really wanna hang out with people and live in a nice condo and hang out.

What else is there to talk about and where do I go with it. I like writing poetry and rapping to bears on Rap Chat. I have almost a thousand songs or versus on Offtop and Rap Chat and Rap Fame. I wanted to buy into the accounts and or apps and pay for them and get extra features. I also want to buy into Power Director or what ever the name is and make videos of me hanging out rapping. I know I can do it all from my phone. Do you know of any other apps or ways to make awesome videos and see what comes out.

I'm gonna keep blogging and see what happens. Should I try to blog ten pages per day and see where that goes or where that takes me and see what come up.

I really want to talk about apps and understand and search through mobile apps in the marketplace. I know their is a way to make some money strictly from my phone.

I think I'm gonna go see if I can get another cup of coffee. Think she will give it to me? We will go and see. 

I'm just chilling downstairs cuz I wanted out of my room for a little while and get some fresh air. I have already ran a couple blocks and back and while my knee is a little sore I feel better.

I wonder if I should get my dad to get me some aspirin since I don't have any money right now and I don't know what to do about it. I need to get some knee surgery and I don't know where to go and my knee just gets throbbing pains whenever I get back from running. I am really glad I started running and now I'm waking up around five thirty or six o'clock. I just get up and start running and I go from a mile to half a mile.

I really like having one ciggerettes and a cup of coffee in the morning and I don't really want anyone to know but boy do I enjoy it and I have to stay awake through the morning. I don't know yet what my mornings. My knee is really bothering me and I don't know what to do about it.

So what else is going on and where should I go with this blog. I'm afraid of downloading to many apps because I don't know what to do with them all. I used to have money in the bank and now I can find all my bank statements and see if I can still pull money out of my bank account. What can we do.

I really want to get my bank money back from the bank and I don't even know of they will acknowledge I'm even here. I really want another cup of coffee but I don't want to get in trouble for that. I know I can drink coffee at Eight in the morning when we eat breakfast.

I really have to keep myswlf warm and I have been building online but with shopfiy its twenty six bucks per month and fourteen dollars per year for a domain. But I don't know if I will get traffic and I guess this is what this blog is for. A traffic getter.

I really need to earn some money and get things going. I wonder if my dad will pay for me getting some redbull. I really need to earn some money and get rolling and I don't really know how. I know I need to lay off the caffiene and feel better. I wonder if caffiene will give me the energy I need to succeed.

I really want to rap all day but I'm afraid I'm gonna go to hell for it and I can't believe this is how life works. I have to study scripture all day and that's what the whole thing is about. Wake up read and wake up read and that's all we do. We just keep going trying to under things. I just wonder what life holds in store for me.

What else is going on? I can just go about my business laughing people make money online. How do we make money online and where do we need to go with it. I just blog the most random crap and it dosent even make sense to me.

Can we make ten gs per day off of one blog post and how will that work and can it even happen to a blogger that blogs a bunch of random posts. Does anyone even think they would want to read anything I have to say. Can we get rich from blogging on a free domain. Can you make money from a free domain and how would we go about doing something like this. So what now.

The UFC is on now and I mean they will be on tonight, just prelims though and they should be fun to watch. I really want to go get a couple redbull but maybe I should quit. I really like the energy I get from it. I really want to feel good everyday.

I bought some creatine or my mom did and they wouldn't let me have that and I really would like having some from time to time and I like the way it makes me feel. I wonder if we can find some good creatine and how much do you think it will cost and should we be buying expensive creatine. I wonder how much that will cost.

I wonder if thier are some really expensive pills and supplements we can check out, maybe I will work on them today or I mean look for them and see what happens. I really want to go and get some redbull. I fiendin for it and I really want some and I know I have to work it off somehow and I know my dad dosent want to cover the cost.

I am blogging random paragraphs wondering how I could post an eight hour post and who will even want to read it. Blogging for eight hours, does this just mean that I should I should just focus on one post.

I know I need to make money to get Healthcare here and I need braces, knee surgery and some other stuff. My knee really hurts and I don't know what to do with it.

Should I ask for some ibuprofen and see if that helps and I want to see where that takes me. I wish I could find a part time job and make a little cash everyday. I don't think I am good enough looking to get married. I wonder if I would ever have a kid.

I wonder what it would be like to have a kid and take care of it relying on state government. Who should I have a kid of I could have a kid. So what should I keep blogging and how long should I blog about I just have no idea on what direction I want to head and where I want to go with this blog. So what now and what should we do. Where should we go and what should we think and how can I handle any situation that heads my way. I love drinking soda and hanging out talking.

I don't really have any friend any more and nobody to talk to online and we'll that's just how things go.

Just blog that's all I can think about and I don't know. I just don't know. Who can we trust and where should we go with our lives. Should we just wake up everyday and read our Bible when we have time and try to make sense of this life and how is that supposed to work and what are we to think.

I'm so bummed out some days and all I can do is just keep going. I know I don't want to get in any more trouble and I don't know what to do with my depression. I get depression so bad some days I don't know what to do with myself.