So what do you think?

Trying to make sense of your life.

Every day I wake and wonder should I search for money or should I search for God.

This isn't an easy task and I don't know what to think.

Where do you think rap falls into a category?

I like to write poetry but I don't know what to think about it.

I know I'm not making any money with rap and I have never been in stage, but I still feel like making music.

I'm thinking of running some sprints, do you think that is Godly?

Does God want me getting in shape by blogging?

The UFC is on and I am watching some previous fights and they are some pretty good rivalrys.

Think how much time they have put in to training and exercising.

I have never made any money for working out.

I have never felt better at the same time.

My mom use to stress me out for never having any money sleeping on her couch and she kept saying if you don't get a job we could go homeless.

And I certainly did not want to go homeless.

You see the problem was my skin was so bad from acne and I felt terrible.

I use to workout all day trying to get rid of my problematic skin. Nothing would help.

I tried everything.

I spent all types of money trying to get rid of my acne.

So there I was in the couch, no money and all I wanted to do is get online and make money. All I could was go to the gym, hoop then get on the stair master and then on to the sauna to sweat.

This was horrible, but boy did I push my body to the limits to try and look good.

You know what else I did?

Hot Yoga

And I got a work for trade where I cleaned up the studio after it closes.

Everyone had money but me and my pimple head trying to sweat out and sitting there for one, two and even three classes in a day trying to sweat of my pimple head.

This royall sucked.

There are a ton of girls in yoga and I couldn't even talked to one.

Boy that really sucked.

Well I ended up clearing my skin after three of the shittiest basketball team tryouts, I finally got under control with Epsom salt.

And even if it sucked I drank a cup of Epsom salt. If you have skin problems, Epsom salt might work for you if you drink one or two cups per day until you shit out your skin problems.

Life sucked for me for a long time with acne and I still get the problem and I think it's from drinking for or five cups per day. It's just that I feel so tired during the day and I need a pick me up.

So anyways............ 

Right now I think I am going to run some sprints and see how I feel.

I really want to get my speed back and feel comfortable on my feet..........

What else is going on?............

I am wanting my dad and sister come down and maybe my stepmom and see how it goes.

I really want to go out on a boat and go fishing in the middle of the lake.

I wanna catch some big fish.

It's gonna be nice for a while and it's perfect time to go fishing and hang out on the water.

Right now I am listening to the Stingray Jammin station.

I want to go to Minneapolis and hang out.

I wanna live in a big city where I can hang out and nobody knows me.

I love that feeling.

I love just hanging out and watching sports..