So what now?

I just bought some soda and I feel a little better.

Let's see what's going on.

I was sober because I didn't have any money to buy anything, well actually I had a couple cups of coffee and I started to feel terrible.

I was hallucinating and it was terrible. I felt so bad and I didn't know what to do.

I just kept seeing shit and all I could think of was to start running. And did I ran and it sucked. I felt or feel like someone's always trying to talk me through shit.

One thing though. I did make my mind or brain think longer. And what I mean about that is, instead of thinking the way I always do. I started to see ultra runner run and I would visual they were talking me through it and that made it way easier to run for longer distances.

I love running sprints and I love thinking about trying to run full speed for as long as I can.

Let's see what else.

I have to take meds everyday for mental health and it sucks. Today I had three cups of coffee and I went outside because I felt like shit.

I walked for a while and I had to go find a trashcan to puke into.

It sucked. And I couldn't puke up anything but acid.

It really sucked.

What else is going on?

I really want to pull in some money this month and I don't really know how. 

There's Amazon Kindle. 

That could take a little while since I don't think writing a hundred page book in a week is going to be that easy but that is only what........... Twelves pages a day to make for books a month.

Who knowa how much that I will make but I do know one thing.

I have made money online and that's one of the ways I have done it.

I might only write two hundred books a month. It's totally up to me. But Kindle does work.

What else might work for a little extra cash?

Doing Fivver gigs and selling something. I suppose I could put a WordPress up and sell that.

I have made a little fifteen bucks a week and that can come in handy.

What else.

CRAIGSLIST gigs can make you a little money and I have made a couple hundred off of it. You never know though, you could make or have a person that might really spend some money and that means they spend it with you.

What else can you I mean can I make money.

Well......

Cold calling and that's prolly how I can make the majority of my money and it does work.

Believe it or not.

I have made three thousand in a month and it felt good but I had to build a website for them and that's what they bought.

I tried to sell mobile apps to business but they were a really tough sell. While websites were easier.

I did hook a couple people up with text message marketing and that went OK.

One of my customers, the owner of a business just asked for the customers number when they were at the register for thier phone number. They had a pretty big sheet of numbers.

Text message marketing is cool. But I don't know how big a seller it is.

I guess you will have to search around the web.

One other thing I could do is buy a domain and set up a website and see if I can rank it for some traffic and buyers.

That's really all I can really think of.

I will probably just make some Kindle books and maybe cold call some.

I could get on Craigslist and try to sell a few websites but it's kinda hard get good leads.

I have had leads pour in but not in my email but in my phone number and they were all buyers.

If I do get that many leads I will make sure I buy a nice computer and nice car to drive around with. 

Last time I just went on vacation to Florida and it was fun. I will prolly go back sometime.