Ok so I'm up early blogging.

It's three thirty a.m. and I'm up and I can't sleep.. I excited to be alive. Not really. Maybe I need to get back in shape. Just run and see how I feel.

I have to make a change in my life and really get my shit together. I know I got to do something different. I got to do something with my life but I don't know what.

Is writing a good way forward. I don't know. I wanna play basketball but I'm not exactly the best player.

What to do with myself.

I wanna work and really make some money.

Where is life gonna take me. A blogging superstar.

Should I play some game apps and see where they take me. I like playing games but they don't make me any money, but they are good to pass time.

What should I listen to on YouTube? I'm listening to Nypsey Hussle. He has some pretty cool music and it gets me hyped to write and build my blog. So.....

Eminem opened up Mom Spaghetti in Detroit, a restaurant that's serves spaghetti. Think it's good, I don't know I don't really like spaghetti. Not a big fan of it.

I wonder how long I will stay awake and try to see whats happening. It's early three a. m. and I'm not tired at all. If. I just had some money to travel and see the world that way would be dope. Right now I am using Africa's Best oil to rub on my head and moisturizer my skull. Think that's a good idea, they need to make skull lotion. Someone out there should. Maybe I should make it myself. Maybe I should try running and sweating it off so I look good. It's getting to be the fall season and I will only have so much time to run outside. So I better make the best of it.

Debating if I should have a cup of coffee this morning. I like having coffee in the morning and sometimes I don't. They serve us half and half to drink and I don't really get a decent buzz off it.

I know nooone wants to read this blog but I have to practice writing and see how good I can get.

Should I start making movie videos or music videos where I record myself rapping. I suck at it, but it's fun to do. I wanna get on stage one day and rap. Make a couple music videos and see how they go. I need a good mic to record and make songs. Using my phone to record dosent work that well with my voice, it sound corny. They have a small studio up town but they want fifty bucks per hour and I don't have that much money to spend. I would like ti make an album just to say I did and see if it takes off or I can use to as something to remember the times I've had. 

So it goes....

Miss my grandma. She was so nice to me and took good care of me. Washed my clothes and fed me. She got me working and I thank her for that. She made me work hard and she showed me what a woman does while deep in the scriptural word. She took me to church every Sunday and we had Sunday dinner and I would watch football or go outside and play basketball.

It's early now. Almost four a.m. And I'm blogging.

It sucks not to have any money and getting bullied and trying to survive and make it in this world. I'm at a board n lodge and they take care of me, the state government pays for my rent and gets me Healthcare. I go to the doctor almost all the time or I go talk to my counselor. It's OK but I get sick of people trying to get me to always do shit a little bit out of my comfort zone. Like asking for money and not doing something like make a website for someone and just let them decide what they can afford based on what they see and how they feel about what I made them to help market and grow online.

I wonder if any businesses just smack out content all day everyday to grow online, I mean have a hundred developers creating content all day and night building a reputation online. Just driving out tons of content and see how it ranks and see if people want to buy.

Can you imagine just bombing millions of dollars a year in content creation and building your comoa y online. I do notice some comoa ies doing this, maybe the UFC or the NBA. They create quite a bit of content unless it's just random developers making content off the footage posted or played on TV to watch.

I wonder if these music artists ever date the girls they have in music videos.

I don't know.... Don't see it much but I suppose it's possible.

Should I blog to six a.m. And see how big this post turns out. I might be a long post. 

It's funny that Im tryin to make money and it's hard. I know that I don't think God wants me to think about it. What does God want me to do?

I think he wants me walk to LA. I don't know why but he keeps telling me to leave. Maybe I'm not safe, maybe people don't like me or maybe I need to follow God will and do what he says. Should I search scripture?

I don't know what to think.

Should I think about making money with this blog.or should I think about what God wants to do with me today?

Do you know.

We have to work. That's what some people will tell you. I don't have that much to be responsible for and I don't know what to think.

People are forced to work. People have house payments and kids to take care of and car payments. I don't have all that but I do have debt.

I have to pay debt off. I want to get myself good credit.

I wanna buy a Lamborghini and drive around LA. And just hang out at different hotels and shoot the shit. Watch the Laker and see where that takes me. Mayne watch them win a title. Life's a funny game. I want to make money blogging but I don't know if that is God's will.

I have had Rockstar energy drinks delivered me from Amazon and they make me feel like shit. I mean I feel OK but not the greatest.

I'm getting urges to get offline and search scripture. I know I will fall right back to sleep. I don't really want to go back to sleep but I might fall back asleep after breakfast. Should I or shouldn't I. I probably will and wake up feeling wierd for lunch. I don't like sleeping or napping during the day but I do sometimes.

What else should I do?

Cold call all day?

Does that sound like fun?

I need to make a protocol for me to master different business models like grocery store cold calling, restaurant cold calling and all other types of business models that could use some form of marketing or web design.

I'm not the best web designer but I am ok at it. Maybe I will post some websites later and you can see some of my work.

I'm starting to get tired again and I might hop back into bed and take a nap. What should I fall asleep too?

What type of music?

Maybe a guided a meditation would be a good idea. I should listen to one a day at least and see how it works for me.

How big a blog post should I be making everyday?

A huge one. A four hour one? A big old blog post that takes me for ever to fix errors and that should be fun.

Somedays I wake up and I don't know if it's still night or morning. I just don't know, is that good for me waking up in the middle of the night thinking that it's time to get up and go eat breakfast, I did today and I woke up at midnight and I thought it was breakfast time. To bad that was not true.

Now I am up at four a.m. And I'm blogging from my phone thinking about going to the airport and flying around the world. Is it safe to travel alone. I don't know. But I want to travel. Bomb big Ole blog posts and see where that takes me. It's tough to know where I'm Goin with this blog. Should I take it up or take it down, I don't know but it's Thursday already and time is flying by. We only. Have like fourteen hours a day to follow are dreams. I know I need to conquer the day and get the most out of it. I been getting up so early and now I get tired around eight or nine o'clock at night. Then I wake up really early again and I just sit thier knowing I need to work on something.

I'm listening to all money in and no money out. What do you think that means?

I don't know but it might be time to stack paper. Save and save and save. But I'm not making any money so how is that going to work?

I'm trying to cold call all day today and see if I can get people to buy websites from me, I will offer them to do a mock up website to see if they like it.

Should I start building sites to get traffic? Should I try to rank a free domain?

I tried to rank a travel agency last night. Make the site from my phone and them submit it to entute web and let it submit to search engines. I should check in a bit to see if it ranks. I will check later and keep dumping words into blogger. You think Blogger will work better than WordPress? It's Blogger and it's made by Google, you think they would rank thier posts. Blogger dosent look as nice as WordPress that well. All I can do is work.

I cracked open another Rockstar energy drink, guess I will just stay up and try to get something done.

I really want to sell some website using GoDaddy site builder, it's a pretty dope website builder. I need to find a good keyword tool and see what I can rank for using thier website making platform. All I have to do is put in what type of business your website to be and it makes you one for explicitly for your business niche. I havent made that many sites but I have tried to make a travel agency. It made me a nice site to work with when I told GoDaddy tool bar what type of business I want to make.

Well it hasn't ranked yet and I told people on Facebook that I would try to rank the website and start making money strictly through or from my phone. Think that is possible. Well..... All you can do is try.

I really want to get better at blogger but I'm just not that sharp yet and I need to get better. Should I dump a ten or twenty page blog post into Google and Bing? That's what I'm tryin to do. Who read a eight hour blog post and what do you think that would look like.

Thinking about watching 8 mile again on my phone. I really want to get a phone holder so I can watch from a smartphone stand.

They are ten bucks on Amazon.

Maybe I should go back through this website or blog post and make some affiliate links from Amazon. Maybe I can make a little cash doing that. I don't get that much traffic from this site but I have made other blog and dumped a whole. How to market your auto dealership online and that go quite a bit of traffic.

Well I think I'm gonna try and go back to bed. 

It's five am and I need to be up at eight am. For breakfast. Toast and juice and then most of the guys head back to sleep and usually get up around ten and hang out. It's boring but I getta do what I want for the most part. 

Will go for now.