I'll never be rich.

Will I ever make any money?

I don't know but I'm sick of looking at twelve million dollar homes in the middle of a mountain range.

It's sucks.

I asked the phone how to make twelve million dollars and it told me to do surveys.

Like that will work.

Thats outrageous.

This is wierd.

Making four hundred a week is weird.

I don't know what to do. I don't want to sit their getting swore at, at work.

Sick of meeting new people.

I just wanna blog now.

I'm sicknof cold calling.

I'm sick of trying to help people grow thier business online.

Even though marketing is exciting at first people or business owners don't know the first thing about how the internet works. And neither do I really.

Was thinking of getting some tattoos.

What should I get a tattoo of?

I was thinking maybe the sun and the planets on one of my arms.

You think that would be cool?

I don't know.

I don't know how hard it will be to get removed either.

Do I really want a tattoo.

I don't know.

Think I'm gonna look through the app market tonight. See if I can find any cool apps.

I should clean my room too. Maybe I will do that now.

I'm watching football thinking about how I need to go sober. Have been drinking to many sodas. 

I'm not good with money. I spend way to much or I don't save enough.

You ever think of making yourself famous in your phone? I mean it's wild that people are doing this.

Maybe I need to take a break from my phone.

I'm chewing sun flower seed and they taste good, it's worth spending two fifty on sunflower seeds that last a week. I have been spitting them into pop bottles. 

What do you think is going on?

It's nice out and I should enjoy it.

Dont really like blogging outside and hanging out. Much safer in my room.

I could sleep.

I slept all day today.

Didn't get nothing done but made a mess of my room.

So it goes. 

Miss my dog but I can't afford a place to live with her and I know she likes being around my dad.

How do people save up two or three hundred thousand for a new home. 

If I can get to five grand a month.

That would be nice.

Sixty thousand per year will give me a nice place.

I know I need to bust my ass for a place like this.

Why peopke make so much money I will never know.

I wish I could bank or make bank off this blog.

Who knows how long it will take to do that.

I should blog for four hours per day.

I want to go see the movie Venom.

Should be a good movie.

I'm too ugly for a girlfriend.

I don't think I will ever get married.

Prolly will never have kids. 

I need to read more scripture to see if it cleans me up and makes me look good.

I can't figure out why I get problem skin so heavily.

I'm too ugly for a woman.

It's gonna be wierd to see how my life plays out.

I'm young yet and I don't know what I'm doing really. 

I should start running more and get in shape and drink more water.

I mean I gotta be tough as nails to get through this life and make something out of myself.

Didn't stay at work.

Now I'm blogging and is this gonna be my life long profession?

I don't know.

I should blog for the next hour and a half and then maybe go to bed.

I know I need to push it by working online and open up accounts. Stuff seems to work for me when I stay online and work. I mean PayPal finally came through for me and sent a debit card. I know I owe them some money and I need to work my ass off online and see where I can take it.

I know I need to bust my ass and make it happen. Good things come to those that work hard.

I wanna start a strong e-commerce brand and see if I can make any money with that.

I wonder if I could start my own record label and hire rappers to do show off of Craigslist. Think that would make me any money?

How could I book shows and how do I find good talent.

I don't know yet.

I see Alot of local rappers on Facebook but I doubt they would want to sign to my label.

The harder you work the more luck you have?

Is that how it works.

I can feel people creeping up on me. 

I have to bust ass.

I have a little money stashed and I need to save up for a car and maybe get my own home.

I kinda like where I am right now.

I have my own room with a nice bed and cable TV. It feels ok to be here. I feel safe enough. We are moving though and will have to see how that goes and how that will play out.

Were moving like I said. There's a fifty cent soda machine there and a grocery store to go get a coffee and I'll have to make sure I drink enough water.

I love three or four cups of coffee and marketing online.

I wanna market all day long truthfully, but Facebook won't let you send messages to businesses over and over, you have to cold call. That's what I got to do. So I might have to cold call in my room. Even a little thousand bucks per year, if u can get fifty of those in a year I will have enough to buy a nice little house I downtown Denver. I see some kids online and they are moving into condos and I don't know where they are getting thier money. I just don't know.

I'm watching Seattle Seahawks play the Los Angeles Rams. It's three to seven Sea Hawks and it's almost halftime. I hope it's a good game but can't really watch while I'm typing on my keyboard and making this blog post.

Life is funny. You never know where it's gonna take you. You just never know. I was looking at moving to Canada and it's says online Toronto is bigger than New York City. That's pretty cool. I have a dog and a little sister I miss. Maybe someday I can get a car and drive down thier and see them.

I'm thinking I should get on Amazon and make a seller account. It should be interesting. If I can just get a big seller account going and sell items that really sell.

What items should I sell? How do we find items that sell?

I don't really know.

Cookware sells.

You could find e-commerce stores that aren't or don't have my products online and maybe I can research and dropship those items.

I mean can we swing that and make a bigbseller account.

I wanna make a bigbseller account it is just that I have to monitor all day and ship items and handle payments. With blogging you dont have to monitor anything, you just have to build a big and badder blog every week or everyday. It's that simple or is it?

I don't know but I am trying.

I wanna make a life here for myself. I wanna make some money. I want to have a life for myself. I wanna make some money and travel. What else can I do.

Making two hour post, I guess it looks like this.

Maybe I won't go for two hours. I don't know, something keeps telling to keep blogging all night and I don't know if I want to. I will run out of money. I don't know what to write about all night long.

You wanna make something out of yourself? How by running and reading and living. I mean I have tried to do yoga and play basketball and go to school and it didn't really work out that well for me. I mean the only thing that's keeps me going is reading and studying on my own.

It kinda helps and makes me think differently, you can studying anything right from your phone. Should I blog for another five hours? I don't know but I don't feel like it but I know I should just to see what happens and what I can do about it. I mean what will come of it?

I don't know.

Bloggings a funny thing and making something out of yourself through the blogging world is something else and truthfully I don't even know what that means and I'm am just rambling on.

How can you even make any money from a blog. I don't know. Sell affiliate stuff from Amazon? I mean should I put a donate button on my site and will that even work?

Nobody's gonna donate to this stupid blog.

Well what do you think. I don't know.

Should I change the channel and see what else is on TV? I should or I shouldn't. I should or will I.

I don't know. 

I'm sick of thinking up things to say and here I am making a big old blog post and all I'm doing is rambling on.

Do you like going to the Casino?

I do not but I do like a good game of poker.

Should I look for poker games and drive to them? I don't know but I will have to take the bus and that probably won't work.

You just never know where this life will take you.

Do you ever feel like you drank poison?

What could poison you?

I don't known and I don't want to find out.

I mean there is so many poisonous acts of kindness where they think you will be a super star athlete if they poison you and keep you running it off.

I don't know. Sound absurd.

I might start looking through the app market and see what apps are out thier to use to make some cash.

Not the blogger app or the WordPress app or the Craigslist app which really don't work for me. You know what I'm saying.

They just don't make me any money from the phone.

I wish would have run my life differently.

I wish in would have ran and made the most of my career in sports.

I just don't know what to think.

I took my parents route? Drank and smoked and Gamble for a living.

My dad worked at the railroad, I wonder if they make any money?

Do you know, he was always on call and would have to wake up at three in the morning from time to time. 

I just don't know what to think. I will have to put in some strong hours on the phone to make a living like he did and I feel I'm prepared to do that.

I got a PayPal debit card and I wondering if I can post buttons to make money?

What can I do?

I was thinking of making DenverDronestore. WordPress.com

You think that will work? I mean it could work. It could make me money.

I don't know.

I got the flu shot and it feels kinda of funny. I wonder if it makes you weak?

I don't really like getting shots and I don't know how they will affect me in the future.

I have donated blood and I will no longer do that. I lost all the protruding viens on my arms and now I'm kinda flabby. You just never know what your going to get into. Who has your best interests in mind.

It's a scary world out their and you got to be careful.

You just never whose put thier to get you and out thier to love you.

I love doing yoga and trying new studios and new classes, thier are so many pretty girls out thier and I love going to yoga class with them. It's fun for our trying to get a deep stretch. It feels good and I am glad I went to these classes so often.

Well I think I'm gonna stop for now and let you guys go.

I'm gonna go look through the app market and maybe make a podcast.

See Ya..........