Ok am I learning anything?

I don't think so and I don't know what to write about.

Just asked the movie theatre if they were playing Halloween Kills on Halloween night for free.

I wanted to go but the said no not this year.

How am I going to get a ride down thier?

I don't know.

I can only stand strong.

I can only deal with cards that were dealt.

Somedays I don't know what drives me.

Is it money?

Is it basketball?

Is it women?

Is it anything worth talking about?

I don't know.

Why am I writing this post. Because I think if I blog long enough Inwill make some money.

Is that a good idea?

I don't know.

I don't know what to think.

I wanna make good choices.

Somedays I hallucinate and I don't know what to think.

Urges and inspiration and desire and triggers and worries. All play a part in this world.

I know that's how it works. 

Can you see me buy a 250k condo from blogging?

I don't know.

Like that could even happen. 

It seems like woman I meet just get stolen from guys I used to call my home boys.

That's sucks.

They do it anyway.

They love life this way.

Why would I meet anybody..

OK, my tea is ready. Zest tea. Supposed to be strong.

I'm up and I'm down.

I have to work on something and it just drives me crazy.

I have to win out on Blogger.

There is just to many kids with money and they get to do whatever they want.

And that's what I want to do.

I wanna meet people.

I wanna be cool.

I wanna hang out.

I wanna feel the rush of money.

I wanna be cool.

I wanna enjoy myself.

And that's just the way things go.