Ok, I got a meeting coming up and I have to hang out for a hour. Was listening to Eminem and Skylar Grey and they make it look easy.

I like music but I'm not that good at it.

The smartphone can be used as a microphone and used to make music. 

Watching ESPN right now and I like basketball but I'm not that good at it. 

Whats there left for me to have a good time?

Is blogging gonna work out for me?

I mean I'm not the best but I thought maybe I could make just a little cash and that's just not happening.

I'm having a cup of tea and I know I have to go Christian just to enjoy the holidays.

I know this is the only way.

The days and weeks and years just pass right by and I have no idea what's gonna happen to me. 

I guess this blog about what life is, is the only recollection of me that will live on.

Is that sad, I would like some of the people close to me to blog so I can see what they have to say. 

That's the funny thing about music. 

I guess I should just make music and upload it to YouTube even though it's sucks. 

My friend named Heather passed away and nobody knows what happened to her. 

I wish she would make a blog and would have made some music so I would have something to remember her by. You just never know when it's your time to go. 

You just never know when. 

It's sad but true and while I see that some of these people are not going to leave something to remember them by, I will leave behind music and a blog.

Will anybody be able to find it?

I don't know.

But I suppose I should make it anyways. 

I love music. 

I really want a coffee right now and I wanna see if they let me get one.

Dude I remember hallucinating so bad that I thought famouse people were talking to me and it definitely wasn't real. This sucks. Have you seen the commercials from Caplyta? This is supposed to work.

I think my phone keyboard just broke. 

Will it keep working? Maybe I should restart my phone.

I don't know. 

I just don't know. 

Should I be on here talking about my problems?

I wanna a good life and I don't know if God will let me have it.

I feel OK right now but not feeling the best. 

I wanna go to airport and fly around. 

This is the only thing that's feels good. 

Where should I go?

Whats a good city to live in?

I don't know.

I like Florida and I like Colorado and I have never been to California. 

Would like to go. 

Somedays I just don't know what to think. 

I just have to make myself feel good everyday.