Ok, I'm up for a late night blogging session.

Ok, Bible verse showed up.

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and love an not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him and he shall direct thy paths. Proverbs 3: 5-6.

Ok is it safe to blog?

Made some raps up and I don't know if they are a good idea.

I know I need to read God's word more and more everyday.

And he lats it out so plainly and it's the only way to stay safe.

Maybe I'm just not making sense of myself but I want to rap and it's not always the best way forward. I don't want to get in trouble for what I say in music.

I can't see real well because I just woke up.

It's one a.m.. And I woke up.

I don't know what to think and I can't get it right.

I don't want to get in a bad frame of mind.

I don't think that life moves that way.

I want to make music and I just don't think it's a safe idea.

What else should I talk about.

God directing my path.

What does that mean.

Should I study scripture more.

And what should I read.

I wanna feel safe in this world and I want to live a long time.

Does that made sense?

Sure it does.

What does it mean when you ask God to  direct thy paths? You got to ask for help.

I feel asleep to First 48 tonight and I don't know if it is a good show to fall asleep too.

What else is going on?

I don't have any meetings this week and my days are pretty clear and open.

What should I do with my time but study something and keep on writing.

I have to lead by example.

My sister is watching and it's not funny.

So I don't know what to think.

I have to be better than I am.

I'm not that good looking and I don't have many friends.

I just hang out by myself.

I try to understand Jesus Christ.

I try to understand the Bible.

What will my Tuesday be filled with? I don't know but I have free time.

I have to better myself and I have to think things through?

Is that the right forward.

I have to make good music.

I have to pay bills and I have to start a family.

Does that make sense?

I mean it has to make some sense.

I got off Facebook and Instagram for a while and all thier is Twitter and Blogger and maybe some news apps.

Well Twitter is fun and maybe I will send out a couple hundred tweets this week.

Twitter?

I don't know.

Should I build a following on Twitter, maybe I should.

I need to make a way for myself.

Well I can't see real well because I just woke up.

But I think I will go bac asleep.

It's 1 a.m.

I have to lead by example and let people know I'm. Ok.

I drank to much coffee today and I'm not real sleepy but I'm OK.

I think I will cut this blog post short and that will be it.