Ok I'm up and I'm listening to some Hip Hop.

Got the hip hop station on right now.

Kanye West is on right now. 

I dont really know what's going on. 

I'm up and it's six thirty. 

I wanna chase that money everyday. 

I know that I'm not CHASING God.

But I need to. 

I know God has a special plan for me. 

I mean what to think. 

Should I think.about sex?

I mean what should. I do everyday.

I getting periods in my sentences and I don't want them and I need to erase them. 

So...... 

Got friends in jail. 

And I got friends that steal. 

And I got to find time to heal.

I now have to go to and think about what I'm gonna write down.

I have to get right with God. 

I'm stuck and thinking about money is not making me the money I want. 

I don't think music is the best way forward  ecspecially in the morning. Like hip hop.

I mean what can I say. 

I have to fight through the mornings. 

I want to make it happen with writing. 

But I don't know what to listen to. 

I mean what do you think?

I wanna go and rap and sit outside hanging out.

I wanna see how good I can get at rap. 

I wannaake rap. 

You think I should put out a rap album and how do you think I should get the beats to rap over and plus I need to find a studio. 

How do I find a studio. 

I want to make a lyrical album or however you want to call it. 

I mean I don't really ally rap but I wanna make good clean music. 

I like making music on my phone and it sounds ok but it dosent always sound that good. 

Well here we are and I don't know what to talk.

All people do all day is point thier finger at each other. 

They just sit around getting people in trouble. 

I mean this is wild and I want to travel and hang out and go places. 

I wouldn't mind staying in some of the worlds nicest hotels. 

How am I going to get their. 

I guess I will just have to make it happen. 

Maybe I should sit in meditation. 

You think that will make me look good. 

It makes me feel ok but I don't know what to think. 

I wanna make some money today. 

And I don't really know how. 

I don't know what to talk about. 

What should we talk about?

I haven't been reading much but I have Dave Ramsey Total money make over.

Think that's a good book? Let me know.

I also have to listen to his podcasts.