Ok, I'm back to blogging and know I have to get over that hump of not having any money.

So here I am and I can't get enough of me having to be a hard worker and making a blog grow.

Things are funny and I don't always feel safe.

Lately I have been listening to music and I am thinking I need to make better music decisions. 

I've been gone to long and I want to make you understand that I can't always find the things to say. 

I know I have to make it happen though. 

Life's funny like that and I know that I have to make honest decisions to help me with my well being. 

Thier are a ton of people out thier and they all want something outta this life. 

I got a rock bottom place to live and it dosent satisfy what I really want like kids and a wife. 

I have been listening to rap music and I know it might now work out in my favor. 

I have to win favor I guess. 

I have to find some good music. 

What should I listen too and what do you suggest?

So many people are busting their ass today to get some last minute Christmas present and here I sit another year with no money and it drives me nuts.

Dosent that make sense. 

I mean come in their has to be some money for me somewhere here. 

I want to work on Craiglist kinda and I am getting the hang of things and it seems like a site I could use in the future. 

Somedays I think I have to get everything in perfect order to make me feel good while I blog. 

But it's not true. I have to make a hard day happen where I get the most out of it. 

Does work make us safe?

I don't know but it sure makes me feel good at the end of the day that I busted my ass.

So I work. 

I've had some pretty disgusting jobs and I know I have to bust my add anyway so why I don't do it in my phone. 

Bust your ass in a small handheld computer.