Then I'd be ok.

So I'm here now.

I want to travel. 

I have found ways to make money from my phone.

I'm an entrepreneur. 

I feel good. 

I can go some places.

What should I do with my time. 

I mean an its good. 

It's bad and I feel OK. 

Can you see me writing a zen blog. 

The art of zen. 

Maybe I have read it. 

Let's go check.

Zen mind beginners mind. 

We have to be empty?

Or full of Christ's teaching. 

I don't want a religious blog. 

It's interesting that different parts of the world mean different things. 

Should I start buying stuff?

Amd what should I buy?

How do we take out blog to new levels. 

I'm devasted I'm noone but in the other hand I'm ok will how I feel to a certain aspect, but I do want to be more successful. 

I want to be heard in my own little way. 

Maybe I should study myself better. 

I have a lot of time reflecting and trying to understand myself.

I have missed birthdays.

I have missed school. 

I wanna give people a life for being here. 

Should I study harder. 

Should I be a better blogger.

How do I get smarter. 

How do we get farther. 

How do we be better. 

I wanna make things grow.

I want to make money.

Can I make a bunch of money stealing. 

How do we get rich from stealing? 

People must do it. 

They get rich from stealing money. 

I mean that's wild. 

Is it dangerous thinking that we should think about money all day? 

Should we just be thinking about Christ?

What should we think about. 

That's why this is so fun. 

I mean your loge isn't over. 

We can still be someone. 

We can still run free and dream and be bigger. 

I want to grow a blog. 

I want it to be special. 

Dont you want to read a special blog? 

I mean it's fun to read. 

Hwo do we make life better. 

What should we think about? 

I want to make something. 

Do we just think and become what we think, like preordainment? Does that make sense. 

Is it destiny? 

Is it how we see life?

Or was it to be expected. 

So what now... 

How do I blog. 

I have nothing to say. 

I just sit here with my coffee. 

I just sit here daydreaming. 

I sit here thinking I'm not thinking enough about Christ today. 

I'm not making strides. 

Christ made me homeless

I've walked for hundreds of miles and countless hours in the gym thinking that is what Christ wants me to be. 

Does that make sense. 

I mean what else can I say. 

I don't even know what to think. 

I'm trying to make apps with the GoDaddy app. 

I want build businesses by fixing their listings. 

I want to make businesses look great online. 

I really want to help businesses make money. 

I mean maybe they needed help. 

Maybe I should call them. 

Maybe I should help them make more money. 

But how do I do that? 

How can I make a business successful? 

I mean how can I make my own business successful. 

I want to work on myself? 

Should we work on someone else?

Does that make us feel better?

How do we understand people? 

How do handle mean people. 

How do we handle are freinds?

How do we help people? 

I mean we need to handle this differently. 

I want the best for people, but I also like to party. 

I love to party.

But is it what is best for me. 

I have to study this. 

I just set down my blog and that's that. 

I mean what can I say. 

I zone out, I day dream and I forget. 

That's how this work on me. 

What should I do with my life. 

I want to build things and create things online. 

I want to create digital companies. 

Thier is nothing more exciting. 

You know what I mean. 

I mean this blog has to go on and on. 

I might have to get another coffee and maybe head home. 

Does that make sense to you? 

I don't think I will have enough money for Christmas presents this year. 

That kinda of sucks. 

I want a part time job. 

I want to build a special little lifestyle where I can make a little money everyday and try hard to get letters and pleasantries sent out. 

Mayne I should reconnect with my family. 

Keep blogging. 

Keep everyone smiling. 

Try hard today to make people smile. 

Try hard to make people happy. 

Write a fifteen page blog that showcases your skills online. 

Show people hqo to make money. 

She people how do have fun. 

Show people how to feel good by going to whole foods. 

That's what we need. 

People being freindnly and money being made. 

That's how I see it. 

I want to get good at stuff. 

I want build. 

I want to create. 

Everyday is a new day. 

Let's make the most of it.