Back to blogging.

Today I want to start getting healthier.

There has to be a way for me. 

No matter if they try to take me down. 

I know I have to stand up for myself to make it happen. 

What should I do?

I need to strap my boots on tight and walk.

I need to get some fresh air. 

It's good to talk about it in the blogger world. 

I need to take better care of myself and handle things different..

People want to take us down and we have to stand up for ourselves and fight these people off us in our own little way. 

I don't know what their problem is. 

But it sucks people can be so rude. 

We skate by just barely to better ourselves while everyone wishes the worst. 

It's not fair to us but God has a special plan and we need to try out best. 

I want to make myself stronger and I want to make this blog post longer. 

What's are biggest fear? 

It might not be someone else's biggest fear but it's just how we see it. 

I want to be a kind and caring person. 

Practice kindness and sharing to the death. 

Is that what Christ's wants? 

I mean it sounds like it. 

Sometimes we feel uncomfortable around people that are nice to us. 

I have this problem. 

Im use to having people around me that are not friendly. 

I watch the Power Of Now with Eckhart Tolle and talks about leaving the situation if it's not working. 

Go someplace else. 

It's not always easy to find a safe haven for us but we have to try. 

I don't know what to think. 

Major athletes have this problem. 

Maybe the crowd boos. 

I don't know. 

All we can do is try to get better. 

I don't know what to think. 

I have something to say but I don't know how to say. 

Life is ritualistic. 

People want rituals. 

People want things to happen in their own little way. 

I don't know always know how to go about it. 

Be careful what you wish for you just might get it. 

Life is based in Godly thinking or so I thought. 

I mean can you control your own actions day in and day out. 

That's the way to go about it. 

Make something out of nothing.