I want to blog but don't know yet what to blog about.

Life has become OK. 

But a little sad I didn't make a basketball team ever.

I know I need to stack my cash and work everyday and see where it takes me. 

I have to work.

Maybe I can try out for a men's forty and over league.

I need to run. 

I have to stay in shape or get back in shape. 

I don't know what to think about being sober.

I have to take it in stride. 

I know I have to take life head on. 

I have to think here. 

I have been drinking a cup of coffee from time to time. 

I like jumping rope and having some water and a cup of coffee from time to time. 

But I want to go fully sober. 

I don't know if that has been what has been keeping me from my dreams. 

But at the same time I see people doing whatever they want and drinking red bulls smoking cigars and hanging out. 

They must work harder than me and I don't know what to think. 

It's weird. 

I hate having no money and I have to break free with money. 

I laugh how smart people are and how they drive big fancy trucks and drive around the country going to UFC events and staying in posh hotels.

Their had to be a way for me to conquer this no money problem. 

I have to make some cash. 

I want to make sense of this.

All I want to do is sit thier watching TV. 

It's not gonna work their. 

I want to take my friends to places and hang out in hotels in other countries and do fun stuff. 

I don't know if I can even travel though because I got a unathorrized use if a vehicle charge so it might be me just staying inside the country.

That kind of sucks. 

Lets go see what internet has to say in this matter.

Here is what it says. 

Most convicted felons can receive passports to travel out of the United States, according to the U.S. Department of State. However, some countries prohibit travelers from crossing their borders with criminal records. Felons on probation must consult with their probation officers before traveling.

So maybe I can still leave. 

I want to go to China and hang out with my friend and maybe bring my dad and mom somewhere. 

I wish I had the money to travel right now and hang out. 

It sounds like so much fun. 

Im hanging out with my friend I just met named Vanessa. 

She's partly disabled but is really smart. 

We just sit here listening to music. 

I just try to hang around and talk and see how things are going. 

It's still early in the day and I woke up early this morning. 

Maybe six a.m..

I feel fine but I try to lay down and I'm not tired. 

I just sit thier staring at the TV.... 

I know I need to monster in some big posts and see if I can really make some money. 

Thier has to be a way to make money with Blogger. 

Lets go see what it has to say. 

Bloggers are making money in all kinds of ways. Successful bloggers can make over 7-figures/year, while other bloggers might be generating no income at all. A goal that many bloggers tell you to shoot for is $2,000/month in recurring income within one year 

Make two thousand in one year? 

I don't know how to do that all. 

I just hope my blog takes off and makes money. 

I guess I'm just not that strong of blogger. 

But thier has to be a way to make that happen. 

Im watching college basketball in right now. 

Maybe I should just turn in some music. 

Something to listen too. 

I don't know what to think. 

Their has to be a way to make some cash for me. 

I want to make some money. 

I don't know what to think about it but it is fun to drive around and go places. 

Im dying for some air to buy a car and house and be able to travel. 

It drives me nuts I can't make any money to go somewhere and hang out with my friends. 

Im dying to do this. 

It just sucks that it's like this.