What to write about.

Do you know what to write about and what do you think is a good time.

I don't but I'm sitting at the bar and I feel wack. 

Alcohol makes me feel dumb and takes no effort to do and nothing good happens.

Nobody looks good after going to the bar.

I hate how I feel. 

Even if their are beautiful woman around thier is no way I can get a date from them and even if I decide to talk to them I need the money to hang out. I dont know but I doubt woman want me approaching them. 

Even if I was sitting with a bunch of people at a bar in a small it still sucks.

A bunch of over worked hard asses that chew and drink and have sense of ability as in staying in shape. 

I mean it sucks. 

I hate drinking around my friends. 

It's sucks. 

You blow a bunch of cash and you hate how you feel in the morning. 

Nobody wants to see that shit. 

The only time drinking is fun is when you have the money to go back to the hotel, turn the ac on and sit their sleeping laughing you have money to blow in the morning.

Even then you could nubby nudy on the beach and feel like you over drank and you need to swim or something and you have to look out for sharks. 

That's how I see it. 

It works that way. 

You don't think I want to blow cash and party?

I do but what can you do.

You rarley want to drink alone and need a from around and then you have to hang out and hope nobody looks at you wrong. 

I mean if you got money to blow like Twenty grand and sit on the beach and hang out going bar to bar on the beach. 

That's always fun. 

I mean I don't know. 

You don't think I want to get married. 

You don't think it's fun to meet girls on the beach and hang out and shoot the breeze. 

Their are some amazing woman on the beach. 

An are they beautiful. 

But if you don't have the cash then it's a no go. 

And that's how I see it.