I don't know how much of this I can take.

I'll be sorely missed as a kid that got robbed blindly and dies young because people didnt want me having any money.

So what do I do. 

I have to hunker down and work on some things regardless if Jesus said so. 

I mean should I pray all day that something flies in through the atmospehere and given me insight on how to make money. 

Is Gods plan for me to be broke and weak hearted while everyone stays healthy and has money. 

I mean this is outrageous.

I don't know how much of this I can take and I have to bust my ass and I don't even think it will amount to anything.

Sorry to say. 

But I just work. 

And thats all I can think and that's what is so important. 

So let's go from their.