I haven't blogged in a while.

I took a break from my phone and maybe I need to take another one.

I ain't gonna lie I get weird about being online to much. 

And well I have to get off for a minute. 

Their isn't much for me to say but I could talk about how I feel and then some. 

Wanna know what I'm thinking?

I wonder what over the counter drugs can get you high.

Coricidin cold and cough definitely gets me high. 

It feels good but I don't know how good it is for you.

What other over the counter drugs get you high?

Robatussin.

I don't know.

I struggle with my sobriety everyday. 

And to anyone out thier that needs to slow down, I know how I feel. 

I have to work today. 

Going to work hungover from drugs is the problem. 

It's sucks. 

Addiction sucks. 

And I feel for anyone out their that wants to struggle with their sobriety and gets back in water and weather thier days. 

It works like that. 

And we have to be tough. 

I never saw my dad get high really. 

He was always sober. 

And i don't know what to think. 

It's tough to talk about. 

It's important to be sober. 

We have to try. 

Just water. 

All day and go from their. 

How can we do this. 

We have to take the initiative and drink water all day long. 

I still want a cup of coffee but the thing is that it's OK, for a while but not always.

Lets do this together. 

Lets get sober. 

Lets talk about it. 

Lets see and understand why it's important. 

So today is a new day.

Tomorrow is another new day. 

We want to talk. 

We want to be smart. 

We have to make this happen. 

I think about why we want to move around and the roadblocks of our mind where we have to move past them. 

We are fast and agile in sobriety. 

It works that way. 

So let's do this together.