I have no idea what is going on.

Am I missing out on life and basically working on a blog that is going to go nowhere?

This sucks and why I got it in my head that I should blog is retarded. 

I have to make this blog work and sell something. 

Everybody is out partying. 

Everybody is enjoying life and here I am with nothing and this stupid blog is not doing enough for me. 

What can I even do thats going to make money? This sucks.

I have to hustle the cash and make a life here with millions of dollars. I don't rank for shit. 

And it really sucks and I'm debating on giving up on my blog. 

Maybe I should just focus on Amazon Kindle and continue to make BOOKS and laugh that they pretty much won't sell hit its worth a try. 

Anyways I'm not gonna stop blogging anytime soon, I just have to make the money a little bit differently. I'm not doing Craiglist and all I have is this eight hour day and I have to work.

I have to type because I already have a part time job. 

I don't know where to go and who can go anywhere in crumbs?

Why do I have to live off crumbs?

It sucks and I don't know how much I can take the cold weather where I'm at. 

I have a limited time in earth and I really have to work and bust my ass and put the time in. 

Maybe I could sell marketing in Miami. That'd gonna take ten hours a day to even get on their level of rhining and allowing to live in a ice alstment in a Miami condo.