I hope blogging isn't like basketball where you tried so hard and it didn't pan out.

I tried my ass off to make a professional team and no matter the countless hours I still couldn't make the team.

That's hurts and I don't know what else to do about it. 

I hate that I struggled so hard. 

Yeah I made some great plays in pickup games but I don't know how much that is worth.

So I sit here going is this gonna be like basketball where their is some highs and lows and yes I sit there with win after win in pickup basketball.