So I had to go to a meeting today. I have meetings every week. I have been clean and sober for four years now and I feel ok. I still want to smoke weed and have a beer but I don't. It feels good to blog and talk about my problems. At the appointment we talked about how things are going. It lasts for about forty five minutes and we discuss what life is like and other things. I don't want to tell them everything. That I was a drug addict that used to do coke and take pills and pop ecstasy. I popped a ecstasy at a Tech Nine concert. I had a good time. A girl came into me but I didn't talk to her after the show. She was pretty but the music was so loud she just danced with me a little. I used to party so hard when I lived in Cedar rapids Iowa. I did lots of coke and smoked lots of weed and would drink almost daily. I had a few friends that didn't really do drugs and would hang out with them and play videos games like Madden NFL.
Life was pretty good. They had a big gym called the Iowa City Field House and I would go and play basketball and go swimming. They had six courts and a Olympic size swimming pool. I had fun. I also went to horn yoga and was in pretty good shape.
Life was good I had a car and my own apartment. I went to school and hung out. Lately I have been having dreams about skipping class and it makes me feel terrible that I missed class.
Right now we are driving back to the Board N Lodge and hopefully dinner is waiting. I am thinking about moving and going to Moorehead and seeing how things are going. They have gyms and restaurants and other things to do. I think I might ask if I can move.
Will go for now.
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