Nothing like a cool reminder.

What should I do today and what should I think about and where should I go? I wanna hike around the world but I don't know what to think. I wonder if someone could map out a way to walk around the world.

I would love to walk and go everywhere and see what it's like to go places and see places and enjoy different activities.

I don't really know what to think about writing and trying to make sense of everything and trying to be at my best and I just want to enjoy myself.

I don't have any kids and I don't know what to do about it.

I have been running and jogging a couple times a day and run around 3-5 miles per day and it's making me feel better. 

michael Angelo DaVinci.........

How do I make money like Michaele Anglo

DaVinci........... 

What's going on with david goggins..........

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How are you feeling.

Some days I feel ok and some days I don't feel that well. I am really trying to work hard and make something happen. I just don't know what to do with myself.

I really don't know what to talk about and I don't know where I should go for a job. I just want to work on stuff that makes me money. I dont know if blogging will get me thier but I can at least try. I just don't know what to do. 

Talking here...........

I've been watching some David Goggins videos trying to get motivated. I just don't know what to do. I have to make it out of poverty through blogging. Can anyone do that and what and how long do you have to blog for? I wanna to learn how to blog like a pro. 

So can I make it in this world...........

So how I can I make it in this world without going into the army. Blogging........... What is that going to do for me. And if will I make it with money and what sort of money will I get........... Is blogging gonna work out for me and how much will it cost to make it big............ Everything I got................ I feel great today but not really. 

So what is going on?

How do I make money happen and what should I do everyday to see myself through. I have been listening to music and trying to make it happen. Maybe I should go run and enjoy myself a little bit and see what happens. I run about a mile at a time and it feels good and I don't know what to think and how to feel. Some days I just want a smoke and I want to make money and see how it feels to have money.

I got a new skull shaver to mess around with and I like buzzing my hair really short.

I just don't know what to do with myself and I don't know where to go and how to live.

I love smoking weed with my friends and hanging out having a beer from time to time and laughing playing Playstation.

Well am I any good at anything?

So what is the deal.

Can I even make it out the way with blogging? I really need the money. I dont know what to do. I just have a little tiny blog and I don't know how to make money. Something inside me just says keep blogging and blog all day long everyday and see what happens. I want to still play basketball and run I just don't know if it will do anything. I just wonder if I can break free with money blogging. I have been trying to run every morning and trying to get in shape. I really want to get back to yoga and having a life here.

So what else should I do with my time when I have all the time in the world and nowhere to go with it.

I tried buying into some of the rap apps and making songs. And while i made a few so gs it didn't really work from making a song and downloading it and uploading it to power director pro. I want to start spending money on my phone but I can't afford it right now. I really want to make music and have been in a nice studio in Tempe Arizona and chilling in the conservatory of recording arts. It was fun but really hot down thier in Arizona. 

Should I go take a run and see how I feel? It's light already and it looks OK out. Should I head out and see how I feel? Maybe I should wait.

I really want to get knee surgery and see what happens. I would really like to get it fixed. It hurts sometimes and all I'm really doing is flopping along.

I know I really need to get working and making things happen in my life. I know I need to blog eight hours per day. I don't know if I can make it but I will surely try and do it. I will really try to work eight hours per day on blogger but I also really want to get a run in and see how in shape I can get every morning.

I have enough sodas to sip on and it feel good having a soda in the morning along with a coffee, one coffee and one diet coke tastes good togther. 

Nothing much is going on here. I miss some of my friends and want to see them again and hang out but they blocked me on Facebook. I don't know what to do about it. Maybe I should make new friends but it's not that easy. None of my friends want to make money with me online and I don't know what to do about it. 

I wanna buy and build my own company online..........

what would niel patel do when starting a blog..........

I need blogging ideas.......... 

pimples so bad the world got mad..........

landon hates me.......... the real one.......... so does warren thomas..........

fix my blog email..........

what should we do for money.......... david coggins said that..........

how to win a championship. go get it.....

david goggins is a big time runner. 

so I'm consequence of thinking.......... should I try to buy or sell or not really.

This is my spacebook.

What is the point of running a spacebook. I don't really know. 

how we gonna make this blog happen.

OK I'm riding to crookston minnesota

Here we go again. Things I like doing online. So what do we do now.

do here we are today at our best david goggins said so. please believe that.

Doggins motivation.

How do we keep running without motivation and I understand that it's not always real to my minds eye. Some days I think I need better motivation and I need to find a way to do this. Now Peter pan had motivation not me. 

So here I am again today.

What should we talk about.

I've had a few good days and a few bad days. 

Right now I'm trying to hold myself accountable with ideas for the day like running and dribbling the basketball.

I want to get ripped again. 

Blog for ten hours and see what happens.

So I am selling websites.

So I have a grocery store interested in getting a website and I am working on it right now. 

A healthy body gives you a healthy mind.

So I am runninv little sprints everyday and trying to lose weight. I'm down to 230 from 250 and I feel a little better and I don't know what to think. Should I talk about, where is accountability and I guess that's what everybody is looking for. I know I need to get back in shape because I don't feel well. All I want to do is sleep. I feel ok now but not the greatest. Some days I just don't know what to do about. I'm scared of having money because I don't want to get to drunk or stoned. I still want to meet girls and see how that goes. I can still see them in my minds eye and I want to party with them. 

So what should we talk about today?

I'm trying to make a website for a grocery store up the street and I'm trying to make it look fine. I don't know how it will go but hopefully he is willing to work on it with me. I don't know how or how long it will take to set up all his social media channels and get everything else in order. I was thinking about showing him Hootsuite and seeing if he can message on all social media channels at once.

I can't remember how to my social media channels for clients. Does anyone know.

It seems like I have been OK at times and at worse for wear at times. 

Hello world.

Just got done running a little bit and I feel a little better. I should have been running the whole time and I would be better off. I have been sober for about four years now and I can't believe how terrible I felt sleeping on peoples couches waking up with a hang over and trying to go to the YmCA and swimming for two or three hours trying to feel better. And while I have felt bad around here, I feel way better that I'm running. 

What should we talk about today?

So I'm bored now and don't know what to do. I went to church today and then went home and laid down. Don't really feel that good.

I'm still wondering how I can put togther a decent blog post. I wonder if I should put togther as all paragraph or a big paragraph. I see some people just write short little blurbs for a big Ole blog post.

I don't really know what to think but I will just keep going. I don't know how long a post should be everyday. I do want to build bigger post and see what happens. I have some websites to put togther and want to see how that goes. I need to call back to a business I haven't talk to in years and see if they still want a site. Right now I have to see if I can transfer over a site and see if they can load thier sales on thier and have the ability to write their own information on it. I am using Godaddy. I want to make my own videos and be able to promote a business online. I wonder if I can get more business for an establishment in a small town. Would YouTube ads work and what about Seo and blogging. I don't really know, I will have to study it online. 

What should we do now.

I don't know really what to talk about and I am just trying to think some new ideas and figure out what to talk about.

I don't really feel like blogging. I know I need to read my Bible more to figure out where to go with my life. I wanna get stronger, I can think and think and never know what the best way forward.

We are eating in bit, we are having tuna sandwiches and I don't know how that will taste. What is there to talk about? One time a while back I tried to run to Sioux Falls from Sioux City, I got about sixty miles which took me three days and I stopped at a church and had my dad pick me up. I shouldn't have given up and I don't know what to say about it. I wish I would have toughed it out and seen how far I could go. I walked the fields of Iowa, there were shotgun shells everywhere on the way, old houses, old farm houses. It was kinda of Spooky. But I like to walk. I walked until night staring at the beautiful night sky and at night I would pull up some of the straw and make a bed under it. I can't believe I walked for so long and nothing changed. I wish I would have pushed myself further. There are some really Spooky houses in the dirt roads of Iowa. Somedays I just wanna walk and figure out whats going on with my mind. When I got thirsty I found some little streams and drank out of them.

I haven't had much energy lately and have been waking up in some sort of jarring motion and I dont know what to think about it. Maybe I just need to read more devotionals and see if that helps, I just don't know what to do on my phone. I have done some Facebook Live and streamed me playing basketball but I just suck and don't know what to think. I need to start running and getting back in shape and see how I feel and understand I can't just keep gaining weight. And while dribbling for twenty or thirty minutes and doing this five times a day might help me lose weight it's not enough.

I just turned on Stingray music channel and I'm listening to Alternative rock classics. I kinda want a smoke and don't know if I should. I don't want to stop blogging and see what happens. What if I could buy a million dollar home with a movie theatre and sit thier playing video games sipping some Grey goose. I wonder if I can make this my full time job. Wouldn't that be nice.

On Youtube I need a thousand subscribers to let me do YouTube Live and post my own videos. I have like forty songs on thier and not one subscriber, I don't k ow how that's going to work. Boy do I need some cash coming in.

Some famous You tubers are calling out UFC fighters and and doing boxing matches, I guess they are making pretty good money doing so. I don't k ow if I would ever try that and I don't know how that will go but it might be worth some pretty good money.

It rained this morning but I might go out for a walk since it stopped raining now. Not many places to walk to around here but some pretty cool looking fields and country atmosphere. I tried to walk the dog today but they wouldn't let me and now the dog just sits.

I don't really party anymore and I feel good not waking up in the morning with a hangover. It feels good to be off alcohol and other drugs. I don't know really what to think, I still get the urge to get high, but Lord willing I won't do it anymore. 

I don't know how long I will live in the Board n Lodge. But if they keep my room I wouldn't mind to take a vacation and come back to my own room and bed. But if I made enough blogging maybe I will leave for good. How much money do you think I will need to move out for good? There are some places for rent for twenty five hundred per month. With a hundred thousand dont you think it will take a good four years to run our od money. That's not very long.

I'm watching First 48 now on tv and I wonder if people get taken to jail for watching it. Some jails are pretty cool, Blue Devils Lake Jail in North Dakota was an OK jail, they had music playing all night and I had some money for commissary and it was OK. I like drinking a cup of coffee and talking to people. I wonder how I can get a couple thousand dollars in my commissary. We had soda, and coffee and candy. It wasn't too bad. They also served dinner from a local restaurant called J's and it wasn't too bad. They also had a room where we could sleep and watch time pass bye. It wasn't too bad. I did get in a fight with some guy after I thought he was insulting me all night. I didn't know what people problem was. I'm sick of people I insulting me and trying to did me. I don't know what peoples problem is...... 

Just blog.

I know what's going on. 

I can't believe how tight Florida is with Ac hotels and the warm hot weather outside. I wanna live down thier so bad but I don't know how I will get the money I just figure that if I work eight to ten hour days on my computer or phone I hope I can raise a little money. The beaches so full of sand feel great on water. I love walking the beaches but I just can't figure out how to stay there and enjoy it. I once went down thier with five grand of doe and it got me through for about of month. So fifty grand per year should be no problem. If I made a hundred grand a year I would be able to travel an stay in nice hotels as long as I want. Dude I can't stand people are so rich, I laugh they have so much money and are able to hang out and enjoy life.

Right now I am watching Pawn Stars and it is an OK show. I just watch it while I blog and try to think up new ideas. I just don't know what to write about. I know I should do little piddly stuff and see if I can make some extra cash and come up with new things to do online. I just switched my keyboard and think I will have to choose a different one. It's says I can design and customize my own theme, maybe I will check that later. I keep switching through keyboards and I need to find a new one. It looks like I found a good one now. I wonder how people will find a way to blog for eight hours per day on one post.

I think I have been drinking to much coffee some days, but it's hard to stay awake. I just think or feel deppressed that I can't spend and help people with money. It just sucks. I need to be more smart and use my money better and grow my online brand. Blogging is kinda like a puzzle and so is designing a website, if I just stop thinking about making money and just build I know it will be better and smarter. Can you put togther a puzzle for money. Do you expect to make money off a puzzle? I don't know anybody that does that.

I think it is all about perception. I need to work on my company and ideas at least two hours per day. I know I can't get one rolling. I have some ideas about the company I want to make. Maybe I should hold off about talking about them tilp I actually build a site.

I'm really excited about building the site and see if I can get any traffic. How big do you think my blog will be if I do one post for eight hours. I'll have to blog till about nine o'clock tonight, can you imagine how big my site will be if I blog for eight hours straight, the post will be huge. I try to talk to people on Facebook but nobody really likes me and I don't know what to do about it, I keep getting blocked and I luagh nobody wants to talk to me. What do you do when nobody wants to talk to you? I saw a Tupac qoute that said that if you ain't losing friends your not growing. I guess that's a qoute to live by.

I just can't seem how to find a good keyboard to type on. I wonder how big my blog post will be if I blog for eight hours straight. That's going to be one huge blog post. I don't think I will be able to pull it off, but I don't know what to think. I guess if I had a job I would have to take it in stride that I had to stay at work for eight hours per day. There's a couple things I want to do everyday like Rap for a hour or two and then blog for a while and then build my site for two hours. There is one thing I know is that I need to read more scripture so that I know how to respond and interact with people. I notice that it helps and makes me feel better around people. I used to have social anxiety around people and I had it terrible. All I would do is stick close to my friends. I have to be comfortable around people and feel ok or I get up and leave. Then I started doing yoga and it started going away a little, I would just sweat terrible and leave a huge puddle in hot yoga. Then I met this day trader and raw fruit person and I started eating nothing but bananas and choy amd that helped with my anxiety. It helped big time and I now I feel better than I did before.

So what does an eight hour blog post look like and have you ever read one? Who is going to take eight hours to read a post? I just don't know. I don't think I ever will though I have tried to read some pretty long post on building niche sites and I don't even think it gave me that much insight or inspiration. Right now I am just watching cartoons with one of the guys here at the board n lodge. I hope I make enough money to get out of here. I wish I would have worked harder at things even though I think I turned off a few blogs thinking they were not worth anything. I guess knowledge is power and the more you know the more you earn. I wish I would have just focused on blogging and not on anything else, even though I did build my own mobile website and mobile app company, it did not get that much traffic. 

Right now I like drinking a diet coffee and a cup of coffee, it tastes good and it goes good together.

Not much is going on around here even though I think I should write for the next five hours to get some hours in and make a long posts. I get weird ideas when I write, like flashes from dreams I had and other ideas. I would like to see how to make money strictly from my phone and see if I can do it. I have already found a way to make money from little to no money from upfront. By just building a website and becoming a reseller, I can make money from anywhere. It's nice knowing that I have that in my back pocket. I wonder how long it would take to blog to many, anybody have any ideas, I guess I should just test it out now. I don't have a domain. Maybe I should buy a cool domain, I stopped thinking a out keyword traffic and everything else and I just focused on building my blog and I don't even know if you can make it or make money with a free domain. I wonder what's the most money some one has made from blogging on a free domain. Something just tells me to blog all day and everyday and see where it takes me. I did make a little cash through Google Adsense but not much and not enough to pull money out. I have Amazon Affiliate but I don't know how to put links on my blog from my phone. 

You know why I chose blogging, because I don't have to take care of clients and worry about taking care of people sites after I build them. With blogging I don't have to do anything but update my blog from time to time. And I don't know what could be easier. There have been days that I have wandered around the economy's trying to figure out ways to make money, I even called space owners to build businesses like coffee shops that play Ted talks all day and serve organic coffee. I would like to chill in one and rent a cube to sleep in for thirty bucks per night, I'd like an all white room with tvs playing Ted talks. I was walking all over, all types of cities but Florida was the coolest and I wish I could have made it there and got some money togther for a nice condo or apartment. How do people even make that type of money to buy a two million dollar home or condo in the beach. I just can't figure out how to make that kind of money. There's so many pretty girls on the beach laying about tanning and sitting at the clubs on the beach. At night the beaches are straight beautiful. I love walking around and smoking a little doobie then maybe do lift some weights. There's also hot yoga studios on the beach or in town. 

So I don't know much else to save and I don't want to save this in my draft folder so I better keep going. I would love to get some leads off of Craigslist and see if I can earn some money from it, I wonder if I can make a post on Craigslist from my phone and get leads, I know I don't want to manage to many clients and I might have to figure out a way though. I don't know how I would find people to hire and can help me run my business. Where do you even look to hire people. I know with my blog I don't need to hire anybody except maybe a editor who can fix the typos on my blog. But I can read through my blog and go through it fixing the posts when it gets a little bigger. I laugh I can make money from my phone through blogging. It's easier to type on my phone than on my computer. For some reason my computer dosent auto fix typos and make it easier to type and I have to go back and fix each word one by one.

Just got done listening to Nas and it was pretty cool, I wish I could rap. Not. I know I can rap.......... Was listening to some Rick Ross and Barack Obama. Not really though. I never listen to Barack Obama when you come around. Now keep going. Now keep going.

What else is there to write about.

So what else is going on and what should I turn this blog into. What do you think of having your own store, you can make a little store on your blog and sell things as soon as you get more traffic. It's about dinner time and we are having BBQ rib sandwiches and patatoe salad and chips to eat for dinner. Hopefully it's should be good. Right now I'm OK but need to blog longer. What else should I say. Now keep going. Watching the Adam's family on TV right now. Back now from the dead. What makes sense. 

So it's almost time to eat.

I thought I would make a small post. I'm debating on getting off social media and see how I feel. I think we are having pork chips today and I'm not too hungry but I guess I will eat anyway. For some reason I have not been feeling that good lately. I just don't know what to do with my time. I have been watching TV lately and there is not that much to watch except basketball. 

Do you ever blog?

Should we blog today and what should we blog about. I'm just watching the NBA playoffs and sitting around hanging out. What's really going on in the world, let me know. 

Blogging.

What should we do today? I'm having a Rockstar and sitting down at the gas station. People are coming in and out and I don't know what to think about it. I am kinda getting ancy to make some money online and see where I can go. I have am unauthorized use of a vehicle charge and I think the borders are closed because of covid. I don't know if I should travel alone and I don't know if it is safe. I traveled to Florida alone and the beaches were so awesome at night with all the hotels and music playing, watching cruise ships pass by. I live florida and having a beer on the beach.

There are alot of pretty girls in Florida and walking the beach and trying to meet people is fun. I keep losing my phone though and I lost all my contacts. Someone handed my phone at the bar on the beach and it must of slipped out of my pocket. I was also dropping money in the grocery store and some clerk told me that I dropped some cash, I looked behind me and there's was like sixty bucks on the floor. I wish they made better clothes with better pockets, instead I bought some clothes from the store on the beach but they didn't last long.

Latetly I have been posting little rap songs on Offtop, it's a cool little app and they have beats to rap and sing to and the beats last around six to seven minutes a piece.

Right now I have been sober over four years now and the government is taking care of me. I hang at an board n lodge with some older gentlemen and we have an OK time but we will be moving in the next two months. It feels good waking up in the morning and not being hungover and feeling rested. I have to wake up every morning at eight A.m. For breakfast. Then I just settle down after that and watching TV. I love that the NBA playoffs is on tonight, I can't get enough of it, but sometimes the games run to around midnight. So I have to stay up kinda late to finish watching the games and then watching the after show.

I have tried to make some niche sites and I made one for a travel agency and there were not that many travel agencies listed online, and I started to get an inquiry or two and I didn't know how to book em unless I used a travel agency reseller platform to see if I could book trips and send people on their way, but I just wasn't ready to do that. I didn't know what I would do if I messed up thier travel plans. Did I say that already?

So right now I am just hanging out and blogging, I have my own web agency called Spaceman Mobile and I have been doing everything I could to launch it. I have tried email, I have went to peoples sites and sended them messages on how I could get them a better web presence, a mobile precence, textessage marketing, thier own native apps and what ever else like social media, blogging. But I how the heck am I going to do that for them if I can't even get inbound leads and traffic and a good social media presence online. So I hit up a top web marketer Niel Patel and started asking questions. So I just started or decided to blog and see where that takes me and see if I can get some traffic. I had a blog before called Mobile Genius. Net and I had it growing and I was full of blogging ideas and I was really going at it, but I ended up turning it off. I should have kept it on, but it's not like this blog where I blog about my life, I was making it to promote and talk about what I could do with Spaceman Mobile. I have like 40 thousand views on that blog and I didn't even take that long to make it. Right now I might have five hundred views per month on this blog and I don't know even think anyone wants to read a personal blog.

I might hit up some online marketers and see what they have to say, I don't even think they will respond but it's worth a shot. I know I should blog more or at least fifteen pages per day, that's what I should get up to, but I just don't know what to talk about. I wanna see if I can make money strictly from my phone. I have like fifty videos or songs on YouTube and I get no traffic. I wonder if infill in the description maybe it would get more views. I don't really know what to think right now.

Do you like messing around with Facebook and seeing what people are up too. I shared a video or song to a buddy of mines page and now I feel like a dork. But if hat do you do. I'm thinking of walking up to the grocery store and getting another Rockstar and then posting some raps online, but I think maybe I should just keepy raps off the phone and rapping out loud for a couple hours per day. Ill know I'll regret it if I don't get good at music or at least try to make some good songs to make it on YouTube and look back and listen too when I get older looking at them on YouTube.

What else is going on. I think I should start playing basketball for three or four hours per day to get back in shape and feel good about myself everyday.

I talked to my mom last night and I don't think I have talked to her in like six months or a year. We had a good talk and it was good to have conversation again. We talked about all types of things and just reminisced.

I'm moving in two months and I don't know how it's gonna go. I will be living in two apartment buildings and that will be with twenty nine other people and we will have to meet eachother, eat with eachother and share things with eachother. I just don't know what to think. It will be in a bigger town and they have a indoor gym and a movie theatre and a library and plenty of places to walk with a coffee shop and a grocery store that is brand new. It should be OK, I really want to make money from my phone so I have some laying around but I might just have to get a job.

Well I think this is it for right now, I'm trying to figure out if I want to hang out outside and play some basketball or if I want to stay inside and watch TV and rap.ayne I should do both. 

So I am blogging.

Just got chewed out by my dad for not having a hard nose job. I guess blogging wasn't what he was talking about. I feel terrible some days that he worked his ass off at the same job for forty some years and I can't even hold a job. Right now I am drinking to much soda and smoking to many cigars and I feel alright but I know in the morning I need to go sober cuz I just don't feel right spending my money on soda and chips and cigars. I know or I wonder if the gas station clerk wants to see me deteriate in front of them with redbulls and cigars. What a gross habit.

I know just how to piss my dad off and make things worse for me. I just don't know what to say to him and I feel bad about it. I couldn't hold a job if I tried. I want to get paid somehow and see how it works for me, I know I can make money online whether it is doing Kindle, cold calling or blogging for a freakishly long time and I can't even begin to think what type of website I could make this in to. Maybe a store, I just have my own little store and sell items from Amazon, or I could just sell consultant services and see how that goes. I don't k ow if anyone will buy into what I'm saying and I guess I can teach them through this blog. 

It's nice outside right now and it's a little rainy, beautiful Minnesota weather. It feels great I just wonder if I can figure out how to enjoy it more.

I know it's almost time for bed and I don't really know what to talk about. I just texted one of my old friends in Colorado and wanted to see what he is up to. He graduated from college, got married and now bought his own house.

I need to get my own house but I don't know if my blog is going to cover that amount of cash and I just don't know what to do about. How long do you think it would take to buy a one million dollar home and live in it with all the fixings. How about a Range River, a Camaro and a Subaru and live with those kind of cars and drive around. There are so many cool places in Denver and Florida is awesome, St. Peterburgs Florida is fun with all these awesome Hotels in the beach and reggae to listen to. I would they pass recreational Marijuana laws, it would be fun to get high on the beach. I live being in the cool ac temperature in a hotel room looking out at the hot samdy Beach. I didn't see that many people swimming but plenty were walking the beach to get exercise. It looked like there could be some sharks in the water. I still went body boarding though and it was OK. The beach at night is so beautiful and the huge cruise liners in the distant traveling through the water. I would love to take a cruise around the world. I would love to meet a beautiful girl. I saw two girls at the hotel I was at and they were very good looking. So I walked up to one where she was sitting and sat down by her and as soon as I said hi she got up out her seat and left. I go OK. Boy was she pretty. 

I don't think I have ever been to Miami. I want to go though and see and stay at all the nicest hotels and hang out on the beaches having a drink. Man if I knew what I was I was doing I would leave tonight and take a bus and a plane down their. I love how cities are twenty four hours per day and I love staying up late going to the store and getting something to drink and eat. I love it. I don't know what to think. Do you think you could break free on your phone and make a hundred grand to go down to Miami and hang out and sleep in a nice posh hotel with the ac full blast just snacking and enjoying yourself.

I live having money and trying to figure how to make money, I really need to bust my ass and see where this blog thing can take you. 

Right now I only have one hundred dollars and it supposed to last the whole money, so I need to figure out how to make more money.

If I could make a hundred grand per month I would buy homes all over the United States. 

I wonder if someone ever blogged all night and all day to break free with some cash, I wonder if people are doing this all over the country. I would love to break free with money as soon as possible.

I wanna want to travel the world and see new places but I need to find someone that has the money to travel with me or maybe I should just pay thier way too. I like meeting new people but I don't know how good of idea that is.

What else should I talk about. Should I start reading something to maybe garner some inspiration. I read some books and they seemed to lead me in some good directions but I don't really know what to say about them. I used to use so many drugs, Xanaxes and coke, beer all night long and hanging out talking. One kid kept going to court after staying up all night doing blow. I dont know how good of idea that is. I bet there is a ton of coke in Miami. Boy that would keep me up and I don't really know what to think about those times. I have been sober off that binge type partying for over ten years. I feel ok now but like I said I some days I still want to chase the high with a couple Rockstar energy drinks and a couple cigars. 

I have to get up at Eight in the morning and if I go to bed right now I will have eight hours of sleep, but something keeps telling me to stay up late and blog and see if I can break free with cash. I don't even know how that is going to happen. I wonder if I can rank a niche post that makes money. I wonder if I can make a niche site that makes money and I wonder if I can make it with a free domain. I wonder if someone made ten million dollars from a free domain? The basketball game just got over and the Sun's beat the Lakers by blowout.

I need to get the mentality that I have no choice but to make it. I need to have that drive. I need to be explosive and be resilient. I need to make it mandatory that I have to make it in the world with a woman and kids and my one house. My dad just chewed me out for not working hard enough. I can't take my dad worked so hard for his money and the railroad. He busted his ass, being on call all night long and making a living here. I really need to get my ass in gear and make a life for myself. I have to try harder and blog for eight hours per day. I know its about my bed time but maybe I should stay up late and blog for a while and see if I get any ideas. I just talked to my friend and he went to school for six years and now he works at a new company and has purchased his own house. He really is in his way. I need to get on my way and try my hardest to make it Ina city that never sleeps.

There's so much to be had out there and so many cool places to go. I want to get my own car and drive everywhere and stay in hotels. I wanna be happy too and I want to do things that make me happy. I have been watching some videos on David Goggins and he just runs and gets so fit and healthy and never stops moving, jogging in the middle of nowhere. I need to get back in shape and get to feeling good again. I may have some bad tendicies and I need to fix them, I need to break free and break down barriers.