A healthy body gives you a healthy mind.

So I am runninv little sprints everyday and trying to lose weight. I'm down to 230 from 250 and I feel a little better and I don't know what to think. Should I talk about, where is accountability and I guess that's what everybody is looking for. I know I need to get back in shape because I don't feel well. All I want to do is sleep. I feel ok now but not the greatest. Some days I just don't know what to do about. I'm scared of having money because I don't want to get to drunk or stoned. I still want to meet girls and see how that goes. I can still see them in my minds eye and I want to party with them.