OK so I have a little time to blog.

Don't know what to talk about.

Going out to eat at eleven.

My lungs hurt after I quit smoking and started running.

I hate that I treat myself so poorly.

I need to better myself and I have to figure out a way through.

I got to take it thier with my life.

I have to be accomplished at something.

I have to be successful.

I have to make something out of my life.

What else is going on......

If I don't work I start hallucinating. I have to stay busy and be a star in my own little way.

I think I'm gonna go run two miles.

I'm not real hungry but will have to eat anyway.

I want to go fishing this summer at least before  it's over.

I want to catch some big fish.

I fished already this summer and I only caught some little fish.

Who knows what I will catch this time.

I have been breaking the rules where I am staying. I was told to stop drinking redbull.

I feel like shit if I don't have one.

I guess it's all about staying alive and getting something done.