We just want to drive around.

Are you suffocated?

What is keeping us alive.

I need a Ryder on the storm.

A woman who wants to drive me around and take me places.

I want that bad.

The problem is, I had that. But I didn't know it. And you know why, I couldn't see what was right in front of me.

I had everything I wanted. I didn't read into things. Looking back I had everything I just didn't know it. I thought Christ would show me the way.

But same friends and same ideas and not understanding God and I didn't understand money.

Looking back. I had it all and lost it..... Maybe...... My dad said easy come and easy go...... And that always hurt. But I'm struggling to get things back in order and maybe I can have a good life ahead me. 

So who can tell.

Should feel bad for people that lost it all.

That just sucks.

We have to keep going.

We have too.

We have to think it through?

Trust God.

The funny thing is...........

I had to let it go I didn't think about Christ all day. I had to let go and let God.

I know I am supposed to serve God with all your strength and heart and soul.

But I felt like I was being strangled.

I felt ill.

I didn't know what God was saying.

So I stopped thinking about God so heavily and decided to put away Christiananity for now and see how God responds. 

Maybe I can just lay off Jesus for a while. 

I want to see how I feel. 

Is there a nice life ahead for me? 

I want a nice house with a big back yard and cool breezy evenings. 

I want a couple of dogs and cats, a beautiful wife and a lovely life. 

What do you think? 

You want the same? 

And what do you think. 

Think blogging about can get me thier and what a fun filled life I could have, couldn't I?