Cash app

Have you ever used the cash app in the app market?

I'm trying get it to work for me but I don't think they will send me a card at a po box.

I don't know what to think.

I really want to start making some money and  sick of using PayPal.

I know I should blog here for an hour but I don't want to.

All these people with more drive and better work effort are getting way ahead of me in this world.

You ever understand what happens to a city after a hurricane. How do we recover and why would this happen to us?

I don't know what to think.

I might need to read more scripture tonight and I don't really know what to do.

Maybe God will lead me into a path of prosperity.

You think?.....

I want to make over a hundred thousand per month, no I mean year.

I don't know what to think. 

I know I have to go sober and let's see in read something in a church bulletin we can go to Holy Spirit through water. You think that will work? I know it's the best way forward. 

I'm watching neighborhood wars on AE. 

I like the shows but I also know I have to make something out of what I'm watching and I don't think the TV is doing that for me. 

I know I need to get deeper in scripture and even though I might seem like I'm getting off base I know that it's the only way through. 

I know I got to do it to lengthen my life and the way a youngan can cleanse his way by heeding to the word thereof. 

I don't know what to think. 

What am I missing? 

All these dilemas sitting in your chair, none of them are real. We just have a kid sitting thier and he has nothing, so maybe it's time to read. 

I don't know.......

Not many people like me and I get this pull that I should come to Christ with them. 

This is the best way forward for me. 

You know what mean. 

I don't know. 

I haven't had that good I'd life and it's always about having the wrong people around me. I know I got to get better friends but I do know that I still want to party. I wake up and everybodies thier and their is noway to make some money and it drives me crazy. 

I don't know. 

So many ass holes and people talking shit. 

Or maybe thier not. 

Maybe it's here to strengthin me. 

You think that works. 

I hope God gives me a good life. 

I hope thier is a good life ahead for me. I hope so. 

So much bad inner talk and psychosis. 

I was diagnosed with Pschoprenia and it sucks. I take Caplyta and it dosent see like it makes a difference. 

I just don't noticed a difference. 

Well... 

Blogging for an hour and I don't want to. 

So will let you go.