I don't know if I should even read the news.

Somedays I get stuck.

Maybe I know the wrong people. 

To bad my friends from high school think bamgin married woman and smoking weed is the only way through life. 

Not for me. 

I struggle to find good people in this world. 

Everyone wants a piece of the action and nobody wants to work for it.

Isn't that funny. 

Well it's not funny to me. 

And I don't like even talking about it. 

How do you make new fiends?

I don't know.

But what I do know is that blogging is a escape hatch for me. 

It's keeps me busy. 

I research and study. 

I try to make myself smarter. 

I think that is the only way. 

And so what do I do. 

I don't know what to study. 

Should i ask my dad?

I don't know but isn't very happy with me.

And I know that I should steer clear. 

I have to make myself more powerful. 

I have to study harder. 

I just don't know what to think. 

I have to do something. 

I want to get back on the road of life.

How hard can it be to get a car?

Get moving, travel and enjoy myself. 

This is what sounds the best. 

I have to work on my company. 

How in the world will I make millions of dollars doing tech and working on my startup. 

Their has to be a way. 

Blogging is going to get me their?

I don't know.

But what I do know is I will sit by myself and work it to the bone. 

I have too. 

I have to have something to fall back on. 

That's what I dream.... 

I work tirelessly on my company and if I'm not working on it then I'm thinking about it. 

I do it all day everyday. 

So anyways let's make this happen.

To all the entrepreneurs, peace love and harmony.