I had group today and had to talk about our week and read through my Mindfulness book. Mindfulness is a pretty interesting subject.
The group is in another town around ten miles away and it feels good to get out of the house. I think I will take the dog for a walk here in ten minutes. I have to bring my poop bag so I can pick up after the dog. One lady came out of her house and told me don't let the dog poop anywhere near her house or lawn. I said OK. I hate getting scolded. But I guess I will get over it.
I really hope blogging will bring in some extra money. I see alot of people online making a living off thier blog. I know I don't have a good enough niche as I just freestyle write on my blog but it's the only thing I can think of. I've been in so much trouble I hope I don't have to go back to jail. Maybe I could move to LA and see if I can find a place. I need to get up to five thousand a month and I know I can find a nice place or apartment for two thousand per month. Denver had some really nice homes for twenty five hundred per month. Some big homes. Since it's just me I don't think I will need to spend anymore than two thousand per month.
I didn't smoke this morning and I have had only one smoke this afternoon. I really need to try and quit. I bought five dollars of soda this morning after I got done with group.
I think I will try to rap a little this afternoon and make a rap track. I like making music but I have to do it all from my phone. I use Rapchat to make a song with a beat. It's the only program that allows me to upload to YouTube. Rap fame has some better beats but won't allow me to upload to YouTube.
It's sucks not having any money as people are probably out partying driving around while I'm stuck in this board n lodge right now. It kinda sucks, but I know if I keep trying I will probably break free with a little money every month. I was thinking I need Right around twenty dollars per day to have money to spend. But that totals out to be around six hundred per month. Will keep trying.
I see some of my cousins online and some are married and have kids. I use to grow up with them and play games with them but I haven't talk to them in years and maybe I should friend them on Facebook. Right now Facebook account is messed up and won't let me log in without changing my password but every time I change my password it won't work and won't let me log in.
Who knows.....
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