What keeps people motivated?

Lately I have been disinterested in everything. I just feel so deppressed. I don't know what to do with myself. I live in such a small town I don't know what I should do. All I do is sleep and wake up to walk the dog. I just get some fresh air. I think my peer specialist is supposed to call me at two fifteen. I was thinking about moving and seeing if I can go to Moorehead Fargo. I just want to be around more people my age.

I have been drinking to much soda and I feel tired because I can't fall asleep until twelve at night. I have to get up at Eight and eat breakfast. I wish I was back in Denver Colorado hiking through trails and walking my dog. That was the only thing fun to me. I wish I could smoke weed again it keeps my depression at bay. I love seeing all the people driving by, there are so many beautiful people and places to go. I love getting a coffee after a long walk and sitting there reading. There's nothing like it.