Ok, still struggling with my blog.

I want to create media.

I want to make a digital empire. 

I want to understand the web. 

How do we make awesome media?

How do we build something great?

There has to be a way.

Thier has to be some kind of path. 

Dont you think?

I'm up and everyone is sleeping.

I'm the only way up. 

I want blog ideas.

I want to build wealth. 

What should I do? 

Ok, I am working on something.

What apps are keeping you busy?

I just looked at Programming hub. 

It's an app about learning how to program and understand different stuff like ethical hacking.

I will study it more. 

Also. 

Earn and learn is a cool little app where you can earn money and then learn how to invest what you have.

Can you even imagine. 

I mean apps that hook to the stock market and let you invest your money?

That is a pretty cool idea.

Go download the app and get started. 

So anyways. 

I have been looking at music as well and studying up on artists. Do I like different artists and what do you like best?

I have been looking at all types of music and listening to different artists and finding new music.

But Somedays i struggle with finding things to listen to. 

I dont know.... 

. 

Where are we and I want to get back to Denver Co.

So I want to move into a luxurious condo.

Dont you?

Maybe three hours of blog time will get me their.

Maybe me working on my blog all day will get me there.

Maybe working on my phone all day will get me their. 

Who really knows. 

I mean I know I have to bust my ass. 

I have to work. 

I want to work on something lucrative. 

Make something out of myself. 

Not many people like me. 

And Ive been losing friends and finding peace, I guess that's a fair trade to me. 

Wouldn't you say?

I mean what else is thier.

Sit here reminiscent of past failures. 

I have no idea what to blog about. 

But I do know that I have to make this blog happen. 

I have to become a blogger. 

I have to be smarter. 

I have to pave the way and make soemthing out of myself. 

Ok I'm blogging.

I wanna make soemthing happen and what would that be.

I don't know but I'm wondering if I should take off my money mind and head in another direction. 

I don't know what to think.

But what I do know what to think. 

Is.......... 

The fact that every web page I look at is just a blog with photos. 

Now while I do not upload that many photos I do upload some. 

Isn't that fun. 

I don't want to blog anywhere but from my phone. 

Now let's go look at some phone photos. 

Here is a glove that turns off and in with a push of a button and heats up your hands when it is to dang cold out. 

Let's see what else I have laying around. 

Here is a frog I photographed. 

Maybe I should take more of these cool pictures. 

My phones camera works pretty well. 

Blogging is fun.

So my buddy is getting I to trading or has done trading and is trying to make a living.

I wanna make a living marketing. 

Why marketing you might ask?

Because if u can sell products online for other people that means you can sell products online for yourself.

I live studying businesses online and looking at thier web pages. 

I mean that might not seem like fun to everyone, once you get the hang of it where you can sell a little bit online this makes online a fun and thrilling place. 

I can get almost any product off of Amazon to sell on my own through an affiliate account. 

This is cool. 

I want to sell. 

I want a blog that people want to read and want to buy the products I want to talk about.

Does that make sense?

Blogging is your own little business.

This is way cool. 

You own your own website and store online. 

How great could that be?

What should I do?

I'm sitting a big room wondering what I should post online.

It's Thanksgiving and all I am doing is hanging out.

It's fun kinda but at the same time I'm bored. 

Happy Thanksgiving.

Well it's Thanksgiving and almost the start of another year.

I have been blogging for a while now and have seen no real results.

I would like to see results but have been shown none. 

Even though I work hard on myself to make money. 

I have sifted through the app market in search of ideas and apps that will help me make a living and I have none really. 

There has to be an app out their to make the money. 

I have found some apps like learn and earn that let you make little bits of money and invest it. 

It is kinda cool and use it everyonce in a while. 

But not much to avail but random apps that don't do much for me. 

Maybe I should go study more and learn more and really try to build my company andake money and talk about mobile apps and websites and text message marketing and blogging and Amazon and Craigslist and Twitter.

These are fun apps. 

Did I mention that I quit Facebook for Twitter 😊 and don't mind how I feel about it. I don't want people seeing who are friends are and go behind your back.

What if people I knew in the past got rid ch off people I meet now. 

I mean this sucks. 

This really blows my mind that this could happen to me. 

Well......

That's just how I see it and I guess I will have to use Twitter and see where that takes me.

That's just the way it is. 

And that's just how it's gonna be. 

Life is good otherwise.

I mean what can I say. 

I got a warm bed to sleep in and that's really all that matters. 

I'm. Not homeless. 

That's feels good. 

I get fed well.. 

I have an ok time and I might go back to the lodge and sit thier watching TV. 

That's is just how it is. 

Should I go play some games right now?

I think I will. 

Should I get into stock trading annd crypto?

Crypto is getting big.

Trading is being pushed online and its all over with YouTube ads.

Maybe I should download some apps. 

To bad I already did. 

My friend referred me to Strike app.

So maybe I should study that. But it needs my ID to long in. 

Thier is crypto app. 

Havent really looked into that either. I don't have Alot of money online right now.

But...... 

What can you do. 

I wanna get deeper into Crypto and Trading. But. I know I need to study some other stuff as well. 

Ok, I'm still trying to figure out blogger and I can't get the WordPress app to let me login and blog.

This is fun.

I love blogger especially as it feels like nooone can even find or read my blog. 

Maybe I should buy a domain and see if it ranks.

I want to rank a post but I don't know what to think. 

I mean will it even rank and how long a post do I need to make. 

Some of the post I find online are so long and ramble on for so long and I don't even want to read them because they are so long. 

Well that's just how it is I guess. 

Still interested.

Think I should switch to WordPress and see if I get more traffic. I mean what else is their to do here. I'm thinking about going to get a coffee but maybe I should just stay here and build this blog. I want to get a coffee but I only have seven bucks and that would mean thati have maybe four left.

Maybe I will go their after lunch and see what's going on.

I wanna get a couple refills and sit thier feeling good. 

I think I would have just enough money to get a cup of coffee today and tomorrow. 

That's should be fine. 

It's Caribou Coffee and it tastes ok. 

I think their is football on for Thanksgiving but I don't know if it is on yet. 

Anyways..... 

Should I switch to WordPress?

I have spent quite a long time using Blogger.

Maybe close to six months or more. 

I wonder if WordPress is a good idea. 

I mean I don't know. 

I'm just trying to grow a blog online. 

Maybe I will try out WordPress right now for a couple days......... 

Ok I'm back to blogging and happy Thanksgiving.

It's Thanksgiving today and I have many great things to be thankful for.

I have to a place to sleep, I have a warm bed and I have a hot meal. 

I'm not real hungry right now but iwnill be. 

Can I blog for two hours about Thanksgiving and how important it is. 

Let's go look and see what Google has to say about it.

Well it looks like people got togther and put togther a Thanksgiving. The Colonist and the Native Americans. 

Let's see if I can paste what Thanksgiving is.

In 1621, the Plymouth colonists and Wampanoag Native Americans shared an autumn harvest feast that is acknowledged today as one of the first Thanksgiving celebrations in the colonies. For more than two centuries, days of thanksgiving were celebrated by individual colonies and states. 

OK that's cool. 

But we sure did take over. 

I'm up and its six am and I'm trying to blog my way into a travel blogger. 

Wouldn't that be fun. 

I mean what can I say, there is nothing else to do. 

But try take a life here on Blogger even though I get no traffic. 

I need to get traffic. 

I want to buy some nice cars. 

You know what's funny about rap music is that they make so much money. 

How am I gonna pass up a rap career?

Do you know?

So many artists with money and diamond chains.

So I am on the line with GoDaddy trying to get customer support to help me open the GoDaddy app. 

Funny it dosent work now and will probably have to get on my laptop and see if it will work that way.

Will probably watch some football today and hang out. 

I don't know what else to do. 

I mean this is it and I have to make the best of it. 

I want to be better than what I am. 

I have to stay positive. 

I have to work harder. 

We have to be smarter as a people as a whole and go to space. 

We have to bust out ass here on earth. 

We have to be good at what we do. 

Is thier room in outer space for me?

Is thier possibilities that we can live on other planets?

I want to get us their through a rocket ship system and treat it like Noah's Ark and take two of every animal into space and onto another planet.

That's not a bad idea. 

It's a good idea and it could be very important to us. 

We have to search and find a way through this mess. 

So..............

Run and make money. 

Go out and rap. 

Go out and make sense of this stuff.

Can we get out minds around it and see what it has to offer?

Im stuck with bad employers.

I'm stuck around people that don't like me.

I have to push through. 

I have to be smarter with my cash. 

I have to be faster and I don't know where it will take me. 

Well I am still in hold with GoDaddy. 

I want their app to work for me so I can use it to pitch people new websites. 

I definitely want to build websites. 

Think I should look through some other apps and maybe use them?

Christmas time is coming up and I don't know what to think.

I want to have a good Christmas. 

I want to enjoy myself and I want to make some money.

I have to make a little cash. 

I mean that is all I really know. 

I want to make it happen with money. 

I wanna make money online. 

Well should I go get one more black and mild and see how I feel. 

I might as well as I seem to suck at blogging and I don't know what to write about.

OK I just hooked Roku to my YouTube app on my phone and now I am watching a movie called Nobody, but I might switch it back to some music.

I'm watching Lil wayne the century of the Carter.

I don't know what to listen too. 

I mean this is boring. 

Maybe I should go play basketball. 

I wanna make music but I'm not that good. 

I don't know, I just make music on my phone. 

I mean that's just how I am. 

Should I make a rap song and upload it to YouTube. 

Everybodies free to go with money and here I am stuck with nothing. 

I want to travel. 

I wanna hang out. 

Can we do that? 

I mean what else is thier to do. 

I'm just blogging. 

I just moved into a new place.

Ok, I just moved into a new place and I don't know what to think just yet.

I mean it's OK, maybe I should go watch some television and see how I feel.

Do we have to write huge posts for Google to rank me and who even has time for a big long huge post.

Nobody wants to read a post that takes forever.

I mean that's what's up. 

My mind always gets sidetracked and I need to study harder and be smarter and get the most out of my day. 

I'm tempted to go downstairs and watch some television. 

I know I want to stay out of the way.

But thier is things to look at. 

And a couch to sit on. 

A place to relax. 

Is blogging considered work?

I mean get urges to go and lift something and make something happen.

I think I need to get in shape. 

I'm hungry too and maybe I need to find something to eat. 

Maybe that is something I should do. 

I got a mountain dew. 

I can have that. 

Anyways.......

Am I getting off subject or did I mention something about a move?

OK I just moved into a new place. 

Time to take time and enjoy the life all its own. 

I mean what can you do. 

I moved and now loge is different. 

I'm in a bigger town and thier is stuff to do but at the same time you need money to do so.

That now I see it. 

You have to enjoy life while lasts and make the most of it. 

I dony have that bad a place to sleep. 

It's nice enough. 

I just have to take in stride. 

It is better than being homeless. 

It's better than having no place gk sleep at all. 

I mean that's just how I see it. 

Ok, how do I keep my blog busy?

I mean things have to play out in my favor...........

What do I think. 

I think I have to grow my blog. 

Say something positive to yourself. 

I mean what should I think about my trillion dollar bank statement.

I want it back bad. 

I wanna have a life for me and you hunny........... I mean what is the deal. 

You already know. 

You have to figure it out. 

I have to figure it out. 

I wanna makeajor cash. 

We have to make the best of every situation. 

We have to be smart. 

We have to be agile. 

Am I right? 

I mean who am I. 

I'm the greatest. 

I'm the best. 

I'm unstoppable. 

I can take on any project great and small. 

I think the coffee is making me cough. 

But I got to stand tall. 

I wanna be invincible. 

I want to be the best. 

Best what? 

Maybe one of the best bloggers from a smartphone. 

I made it rich through the smartphone. 

I have this little computer that fits in my pocket and makes me rich. 

I mean what can I say. 

I have to master the smartphone. 

I have to be great at it. 

I have to master the phone. 

We master our phones and create A.I.

We have master this world and the next with robotics. 

Robots that conquer planets. 

Can we conquer planets with robots and how do we do this. 

I mean we are awesome and maybe robots can help us live forever. 

A data machine. 

A data bar that rules the world through artificial intelligence. 

I mean we have to be making strides in this direction. 

We could make it big. 

We could be heroes? 

We could be major. 

That's what this blog is, major. 

I mean we can not stand around and watch the world pass away. 

We should save every morsel of information that could change the world. 

So that is how I see it. 

That is how I be it. 

That's is the Mac daddy. 

Of thinking. 

If drinking water and building robots and making a way through. 

I am I am so powerful. 

I am brilliant. 

I am unstoppable. 

Aren't we. 

Is it me or is it you? 

This is it.

I don't know what to think.

Everyone is busting thier ass and trying to make it in this world. 

Here I am am and I can barely make a decent blog post. 

Thinking I should charge my phone. 

Something tells me I want to get a job and make little piddly money and thinking I can make big money blogging. 

Life's funny with all its twists and turns. 

I mean I don't know what or think. 

I want friends. 

I want a good life. 

I want to go places. 

I wanna do stuff. 

I wanna hang out and go places. 

I don't know what to think. 

I struggle with myself and thinking about what directions to head. 

Everybody has a better life than me. 

That's what I think, but maybe they dont. 

I moving today, or maybe I hadn't mentioned that. 

I have to get all my stuff packed up and ready to go. 

I hope all goes well. 

I want to.be powerful, someone that busted his ass.

Am thinking about money to much lately. 

Should I turn on some music. 

Am thinking so.

Ive been across the whole country. 

Saw the countryside. 

I did this by bus and train. 

I mean it was ok. 

I saw alot of people. 

I cant find the remote to the TV. 

Did someone steal it? 

I don't know. 

Here we are trying  to make a two hour blog post. 

Maybe I can make that happen. 

I struggle with finding the things to say. 

I struggle everyday with being in trouble. 

I don't always get ong with people. 

I don't always know what's going on. 

I sit thinking about where my life is headed. 

OK I am back to blogging. Just did a fifteen minute guided meditation. 

I feel a little better. 

Maybe I should sit in more and see where that takes me. 

I can't find my stupid remote to turn the TV on. 

Wonder where it went. 

Wonder where I went. 

Wonder who I am. 

I mean life is a funny place to grow up and be someone. 

Anyone can be someone. 

Anyone can have a nice life here.

How do we make a nice life for ourselves? 

Struggle to riches when time flies by so fast. 

Does that make sense. 

I think maybe turning to God might be a better idea. 

I mean I don't know what to think. 

I just work. 

And I don't feel like taking anyone's advice. 

OK I found the remote. 

Watching some sports highlights on ESPN. 

But I had to change the channel and listen to the music station. 

I want to make some music today but I don't know. 

I wanna do the right thing everyday. 

I wanna make something out of my life. 

I have no idea what to talk about. 

Nothing gets me motivated anymore. 

Mayne I should try running. 

Two hours until breakfast. 

Three hours until me move. 

I got almost all my stuff packed up. 

Should be interesting. 

What else is going on. 

I don't know but. I suppose if I just blog all day I will come up with all new ideas to talk about. 

I'm listening to Drake right now and hanging out. 

Life has a funny way of playing out. 

Well I'm blogging. 

And I'm hungry for knowledge. 

I just can't think of anything to write about. 

I wanna make big long posts and talk about interesting content. 

I wanna make posts people want to read. 

I want to make something cool happen and learn to code and stay in my room all day and stay out of people's way. 

I'm nervous. 

I have to think things threw. 

I don't know what to think. 

Should is sit in silence. 

Should I sit here reminiscens. 

What do you think? 

I have no friends anymore. 

I don't know anyone one else. 

Nooone wants to be around me. 

I'm living off the county goverment.

I need to get a job. 

Or do I. 

Maybe I should blog for a living. 

Tell my story. 

How I got into the streets and lived a way different lifestyle. 

I mean what is their to talk about. 

People are reading this stupid blog. 

I kinda miss my friends and wonder what's going on. 

I mean what can I say. 

I think I should sit in silence. 

I mean what else is their to say. 

I wonder how many times you can get robbed before you die. 

I can't believe how hard it is to have stuff here. 

I mean everything I have is gone. 

I don't know..... 

Ok sit up and start blogging.

Here I am and I am making strides in this life to make something happen.

I want to make it happen with a blog. 

I can see it in my mind. 

A Metaverse. 

A place to interact. 

I will have to figure it out. 

Can we make a virtual world and how do we do it?

How do we come up with more electronics to access a new world of thinking. 

I mean what is the deal. 

I mean how do we access a virtual world. 

I have to access a virtual world. 

Is this how we meet and get married. 

How do we make sense of this. 

I don't know what to think. 

I want to build a virtual world and see what I come up with. 

I'm sick of walking the city streets and having nothing. 

I wanna make it rich in a virtual world. 

That's how I see it.

That's how it works. 

I mean jeeze can we just enjoy ourselves online?

Thats just how I see it.

Maybe you have a wife in a virtual world. 

Isn't that what we want.

To get married in a virtual world. 

That's how I see it. 

I am looking for inspiration. 

I looking to have a life here. And I have to stay safe. 

We live by God's Grace. 

I'm moving tomorrow into a new location and hope it goes well. 

I know I have to be way smarter with our world and our words. 

We need to practice writing. 

We have to think. 

We have to get motivated and create and build a new world out thier. 

We need toake it happen, a place for people to go and be happy and free. 

This blog is so stupid. 

But I told myself. I would write it anyway. 

I mean what else is their to do. 

Funny how things work out for you. 

We love freedom but we're scared of the real world. 

Thier are mean people put thier. 

People that don't have the same goals in mind. 

We have to be careful. 

We have to be smart. 

I know I have to push my blogging skills farther. 

My nose itches. 

My life tickles. 

Life is funny. 

Why are we here and what is this all about. 

We have to find a way through. 

We have to be smart. 

We have to be casual and we have toake it happen. 

Drugs are not the way through life. 

Life is amazing. 

Let's try to be sober. 

I suffer from the same. Problem. 

I suffer from the same ideas. 

One last time. 

One last time. 

That's how it moves. 

Screw it I will do it tomorrow. 

That's is not the way through life. 

We need to take two hours let day to work on that project and get it finished. 

I suffer from this dilemma. 

We need to listen to that podcast, we need to read that book, let's take an hour per day just to do that. 

That might be the only change we need. 

I mean life can get good. Things can go your way. 

We just work through it. 

A half an hour blog post. 

We should make ten per day. 

We should make a mess of it. 

We should freestyle write just to get good. 

We might sip a good cup of coffee. 

Maybe we should study a Debit card and a. Atm and study how it works. 

My mom gave me some heated socks and some heated gloves and now I know how to stay warm. 

I want charm. 

I want a farm. 

I want to stay warm. 

It is almost time for dinner and I don't know what we will eat tonight. 

I'm hungry for knowledge. 

Im hungry for intellect. 

I want to find like minded people. 

What do uodnt that be cool to find other people in a virtual world and see if they want to make real money with you. 

Why wouldnt they just sit thier. With each other making money. 

Dosent that seem like a good idea instead dif just trying to sell something and get people to chase some dream that's hard to make a reality?

Well five more minutes in this blog. 

Lakers play the New Yorks tonight. 

Should be a good game. 

Lebron out from leveling someone with a viscious elbow so he will not be playing. 

That to bad. 

I don't want noone to poison me. 

I mean elbow me. 

That would hurt. 

I'm getting hubgry. 

Maybe I should run some tonight. 

Maybe that's something to do. 

Ohhh but it might be to dark. 

Well I can run to tomorrow. 

Things just need to fall I to place. 

Dont we want that to happen?

Inrrwlly would like to go to see some basketball games this year and hang out. 

I want to get much stronger and try harder to be someone that is successful because God is in charge. 

I don't want to think about money all day, it's dangerous. But think g about God all day keeps us safe. 

Ok I'm up and I'm listening to some Hip Hop.

Got the hip hop station on right now.

Kanye West is on right now. 

I dont really know what's going on. 

I'm up and it's six thirty. 

I wanna chase that money everyday. 

I know that I'm not CHASING God.

But I need to. 

I know God has a special plan for me. 

I mean what to think. 

Should I think.about sex?

I mean what should. I do everyday.

I getting periods in my sentences and I don't want them and I need to erase them. 

So...... 

Got friends in jail. 

And I got friends that steal. 

And I got to find time to heal.

I now have to go to and think about what I'm gonna write down.

I have to get right with God. 

I'm stuck and thinking about money is not making me the money I want. 

I don't think music is the best way forward  ecspecially in the morning. Like hip hop.

I mean what can I say. 

I have to fight through the mornings. 

I want to make it happen with writing. 

But I don't know what to listen to. 

I mean what do you think?

I wanna go and rap and sit outside hanging out.

I wanna see how good I can get at rap. 

I wannaake rap. 

You think I should put out a rap album and how do you think I should get the beats to rap over and plus I need to find a studio. 

How do I find a studio. 

I want to make a lyrical album or however you want to call it. 

I mean I don't really ally rap but I wanna make good clean music. 

I like making music on my phone and it sounds ok but it dosent always sound that good. 

Well here we are and I don't know what to talk.

All people do all day is point thier finger at each other. 

They just sit around getting people in trouble. 

I mean this is wild and I want to travel and hang out and go places. 

I wouldn't mind staying in some of the worlds nicest hotels. 

How am I going to get their. 

I guess I will just have to make it happen. 

Maybe I should sit in meditation. 

You think that will make me look good. 

It makes me feel ok but I don't know what to think. 

I wanna make some money today. 

And I don't really know how. 

I don't know what to talk about. 

What should we talk about?

I haven't been reading much but I have Dave Ramsey Total money make over.

Think that's a good book? Let me know.

I also have to listen to his podcasts. 

Ok I'm up and blogging.

I don't know what to think.

I just don't think people like me. 

I don't know what to do about it. 

I mean they flat out hate me and I don't know what to think about it.

I can't hear very well. 

I don't know what to think being around that many people.  When I move.

I have to move into a new house with twenty other people. 

So nothing usually good happens to me. 

I have to make something good out of nothing. 

I have to make some money. 

That's what I think everyday when I wake up. 

I mean what can I do. 

I ballisy need to make some money and make something happen. 

I have to be smarter and faster. 

That's how I feel. 

I mean I don't know what to think. 

I'm up to work. 

I wanna make money. 

Let me tell you a story. 

So I was Craigslist and I placed some ads and I got some replies emails from these people. 

So what did I do? 

I asked them what they wanted, I was selling websites. 

They said they were interested in the product and they were ok with the price and they wanted to send over a Cashiers check to pay. 

I wanted to use PayPal. They did not. 

Here are the checks. 

I also got another check. So I have three checks. 

Now what do I do? 

Go and try to cash them? 

I did and Walmart was gonna cash them and give me the money. 

But I couldnt cash them because my ID was expired. 

So I went to the local bank here in town and tried to cash them. 

Then they wouldnt cash them because I didn't have an account their. 

So after this I went home and stuffed the checks in a drawer. 

Then my care taker shows up at the door of my room and wanted to see the checks. 

So we sat down and she went over what the checks said and the packages they can in. 

We also went over the emails they sent me about sending them a website. 

They wanted to send over mover to pick the package up. 

It's a website. Thiers nothing to pick up. 

Well anyways I couldnt figure out what they wanted because they didn't tell me, they just wanted me to build it I guess and hand it over. 

Now I have three check and I'm thinking I should build the website and hand it over. 

But my caretaker didnt think so. 

So she called the cops and a Sherrif shows up and he says your not in any trouble. 

I didn't know what to think. 

So we sat thier going over the checks and discussing the packaging and they were checks from like Connecticut and some where else. They didn't want me to cash them. The addresses didn't ad up among other things. 

So I just sat their while we write void on the check. 

I don't know if other people have this problem and they made the transaction anyway. 

I don't know what to think. 

But here I have like thirteen thousand in checks and I can't cash them because they didn't give me much of an idea on what to do with the money and what they want. 

So I guess my little money scheme is over but I still wonder what would have happened if I would have cashed the checks and built the websites even though they gave me no idea what they wanted on thier website. They just they should send over movers to pick up the website. 

Anyways...... 

Will this be a two hour post? I gotta make it happen.

Ok I just got done with meditation and I feel a little better. I woke up at five twenty I think it was.

I mean what can you do. 

I just sat in a thirty minute guided meditation and I feel a little better. 

I know I have to work harder for me money but I don't always know what to do. 

I was thinking of building a website for condos for sale and pitching a condo website for two thousand per month to help sell condos. I don't know if it will work. 

It's worth a try.

I mean I have to learn more about the ins and outs of the web. 

I wanna get good at web marketing. 

I want to get awesome at it. 

I wanna build sites for myself so that I can just make money that way but I don't know how yet. Thier has to be a way to do this. 

Anyways what's up with you today?

I think I have a appointment with my counselor today and will have to see how that goes.

I'm hungry for money. 

I wanna make some money. 

I don't know if this blog will do it. 

But I will give it a try. 

Sometimes I just feel like the world is baring down on me and I don't know which direction to head. 

I mean I don't know what to think. 

It's tough out thier and people are working thier life away for little to no money. And this sucks. 

So what should I do?

Cold call today and see what I can come up with? 

Maybe the cold calling idea is the best way forward. 

Maybe I can make a couple thousand per week. 

I'm tempted to look at some of the business cards at the gas station and see if I can sell a website or two ad I won't do it for much but I will try to make something out of it. 

I wanna help small businesses grow. 

I want to see if I can get some of these businesses money. 

What else is going on. 

I don't really like using my computer as much as my phone but I do want to build a big site on WordPress. 

It's cold and windy outside and I can really hear the wind blowing. 

I don't know what to do with the cold. 

I feel bad for people that have to work outside and tough it out. 

I did concrete before into winter and my hands would freeze trying to tie rebar and it sucked.

Inhave had some pretty tough jobs and I have to learn the value of hardwork. 

My dad worked his whole life at the railroad. 

He really busted his ass.

Somedays I feel bad that I didn't stay at the same job all the way through. 

I have to pump myself up as a entrepreneur and keep going and keep struggling to find answers.  We have to search things out I guess and look for ways through life. 

Should I listen to music like rock music or should I stay listening to guided meditation. 

I mean what can I do. 

Rock music has me thinking all over. 

Makes me want to call a major artists and see if I can go to concerts. 

I can contact people on Instagram. 

I have hit up Eminem before. 

I'd like to go to his concert before he retires. 

I have only been to a couple concerts throughout my life time. They were pretty good. Even though I can remember who they were because I just remember thier faces and being in the crowd. 

It was fun. 

Nothing much else to do but think about concerts and blogging. 

I make my own with Offtop rap app and write some poetry. It's fun, but I have to do it outside because I can get to loud. 

Their are so many artists out thier and I don't know what to think. Tons of them. How do they get good and how do they get noticed?

I want to get good at music just using my phone. Studio recording can reach fifty dollars an hour. 

So that's a little pricey. Think I can sell enough copies of my album to cover the cost? 

A thousand dollars to make an album? How many copies you think I could sell. Can you imagine selling fifty million records? I don't know how to do that. 

But it's worth a try. 

What else is going on? 

I buit a couple jails here in America. 

America. 

That's a funny word isnt it? 

Pretty cool though. 

America........... 

So I built a couple jails and what do you think. 

They staff from the county journal where they advertise jobs. I'm not a police contractor I am just a concrete laborer. Uhhh..... They aren't people from the police academy. 

Does that make sense. 

I don't know. 

Anyways I don't really want to talk about it. 

Thier are a ton of girls our thier that I wouldn't mind dating, I gotta get myself looking fresh. 

How do I do that though? 

I don't know, sit in meditation and try to look good and act cool? 

Whats better rap, country, rock or guided mediations. 

Maybe guided meditations. 

I don't want you to know what I think rap music is doing to my mind. I guess I can only handle it for a hour or so a day. I know it's not good for the human mind. 

Well Alot of rappers die young. What they are thinking or why they hate each other I will never really say. 

Or understand. 

They are mean. 

I don't know what to think about hip hop music. People want to be cool through and guess that's how they like it. 

I like Drake, his raps are pretty tame and they don't make me feel mean inside. 

I don't know. 

I wonder how these artists got so good at what they wanted to do. 

Anyways.......... 

Did I say I am moving in a couple days or in a week. Will be something to think about. I don't want to meet anymore mean people. 

I want a part time job. 

I wanna make some money and send my parents and step mom and step mom some goodies when I feel like it. 

Can you imagine getting your whole family Christmas and birthday gifts everyday? 

That's a lot of money or time, could I handle that? I suppose I could if I had enough money. That would be pretty awesome. 

I wonder how many families talk to each other about money? My family has never talk to me about money. It sucks we just leave each other high and dry. I hate the idea of being homeless. Food thing the cops take care of us. 

Believe it or not I actually just said that. 

I wanna get my own place though. 

I need to keep a schedule. 

I want to get good at coding too. 

I'd like to code my won website and see how good I can get at it. 

I stopped using Facebook for a while. 

I don't really like it. 

I don't like how they can go behind your back and make friends with people you hang out with. 

Facebook sucks. 

And now its called Meta. 

What the hell is Meta? A place to steal friends and girlfriends?

I mean what type of shit is that about?

I don't know. 

I'm debating if I should go to the gas station and get a cappuccino and sit their for a little while. 

I'm not hungry but I have to eat breakfast in a hour and that's always fun. 

I don't know. 

I wonder if you know anybody that stole websites and got rich of them?

Thays such bullshit that you can build a website and some guy comes in and steal them. 

Do you want to steal my blog?

Im so sick of getting robbed. 

I'm sick of this shit. 

Well i think I will go get me a cappuccino because I like to go spend money that I don't really have and sit thier whinin and worrying about life. 

So anyways. 

What else is thier to talk about. 

I'm not rich but I have been robbed blind. 

I'm hungry for money. 

I mean what else can I say. 

It's one big theft ring. 

What else should I talk about instead of sitting here wondering why I'm broke. 

Why are my parents broke? 

I mean what's really going on? 

We just work and live with nothing but hand me downs and footlocker shorts that get stolen. 

I mean what does that mean. 

I'm mad. 

I want to maybe go back in meditation. 

Sit thier for an hour pissed off. 

I'm so sick of working for nothing. 

I mean what can I say. 

I have six bucks and I'm sitting here all day long long thinking about money. 

I guess I have to make myself stronger. 

You ever have a person turn on you and start hating you to the point you have to get in a fight?

I have and I guess I just have to fight everybody. 

So many haters. 

So many people that want your stuff. 

It sucks. 

I just want to get some good hoop games in, not steal everyone's stuff. 

I mean what the hell is this. 

So what can I do. 

I'm hungry for money I know this. 

Listening and hanging out. 

I mean what the hell is going on. 

OK I want some coffee now. 

I wanna wake up from a nightmare where I have to step lightly just to stay alive. 

I'm not hungry. 

I want money and I want it now. 

I have to say, now. I am using what money I have to make me happy. 

All these micromovements to keep each other alive. 

Isn't this fun. 

Well anyways here we go, looking for the coffee. 

Ok now I'm blogging. Should I blog for an hour? I think I will.

Ok here we are.

I have to write a post. 

What types of things do you want me to talk about?

Im moving in a week or so and will have to see how it goes meeting new people.

I'm in a board n lodge or assisted living. 

It's not to bad, they feed us and let us do what we want. 

I don't have that bad of time with it. 

I mean it's OK, people are nice. 

But now I will be moving to a bigger place with twenty other residents. 

I will probably look for a job. 

For all those wondering what happens when you go to jail and tell the staff that your homeless this is what it's like. 

I wake up at eight and eat breakfast. Usually orange juice toast and cereal. 

Then I am free to do what I want and I just hang out in my room and watch tv. 

I'm not really a morning person and I guess it matters where you are at. But mornings suck and that's just how it is. 

So..... 

Then around eleven thirty we eat lunch. 

But that time I am a little woke up and feel fine. 

Might go to the park and hang out and rap a few songs and sit thier admiring where I am at and enjoy it. 

Their are Alot of things I want to do in this world but I got time. 

I have plenty of time to reflect and I'm grateful that I have time that help me out. 

I'm glad I have a place to sleep. 

It's nice. 

But that's about it. 

ok how many blog titles that start with OK.

Ok I'm blogging and I don't know what to talk about.

First 48

Is on and that's something to do. 

I have no idea what to tell you. 

I think I need to build a new website or build some websites. 

I wanted to blog about marketing ideas. 

But this is kinda of a personal blog and I don't know if I should talk about money marketing ideas or what not. 

But I don't want to tell you my secrets until I actually have some money coming in.

I have to make some cash. 

I have to make money. 

I want to make money solely from my phone.

I have to do this. 

I have to make money with this mini computer. 

This hand held computational device. 

I'm sick of sitting at bus stops hauling bags of groceries home while my mom is busting her ass to keep us afloat. 

I was so ugly as a kid it hurts. 

I had acne terrible and did not want to go to school or get a job. 

But I did. 

Life still sucks and I don't want to do anything but sit on my phone. 

And yes I still try to bum some money off of my parents and I feel shameful for asking. 

My birthday is Thursday and I am going to be thirty seven. 

I have been online since I was like thirty and I have barely made a dime. 

I started my own web agency and would cold call and that still seems like the only way to make money. 

I hate not having money to go to the doctor and getting health care instead of having to read the Bible everyday so God makes me look good. 

I want braces and other stuff. 

I want to be able to go to the doctor and get knee surgery. 

I want to do this stuff. 

I have to do this stuff. 

I guess I have to pay out of pocket. 

You know what else I want?

I want to have a bank account for life.

Like for example have a bank account with say a million dollars in it. I want to be able to give that to my grand children. 

Why can the bank steal all my money and then the cops enforce it. 

This really sucks as I have been ripped off by the bank before. 

What else is there to talk about. 

I wanna rap and not get beat up. 

I wanna really get good at rap and see what happens. 

I wanna be dope spitter.

I love hearing freestyles and seeing how dope I can get by practicing.

I wanna rap all days some days but. I'm scared. I don't want my mind running wild. 

I love using Offtop rap app, they have some pretty dope beats.

I usually practice rapping for like two hours. 

I want to rap in my room but. I'm too loud. 

Maybe I will go in the bathroom and spit for thirty minutes. 

I don't really like where I am in this rap thing, I don't really sound dope to myself but I am putting raps and freestyles togther without messing up, but I do spit the same bars twice sometimes in a freestyle. 

I hate how I feel about the web. I am always challenged to break free online with money. 

But I'm think more like eight hours per day using my phone going through the app market and finding new apps and games to play. 

I have found some pretty cool investing apps that let you get started for about a dollar. 

I mean that isn't much. 

I just keep practicing. 

How are things.

Can I bust off an eight hour blog session?

I don't know but I guess I will try and see where it takes me.

I'm. Hungry for money and where will I get it. 

I wanna make some cash. 

I have to bust off an eight hour session. 

I'm hungry. 

I wanna be someone. 

I wanna be smart, like I havent already said that. 

I wonder if NBA basketball is on today?

Nope and that's OK too because they have football in all day. 

I'm hungry for knowledge. 

How do we realize our potential.

How is this done?

Let's go ask Google.

OK it days stuff like define your goals, set milestones, find your inner voice.

I mean what does that mean. 

I set goals but where does that take me?

I have to know where I want to go.

What do I really want to do. 

Well I can see my actions speak louder than words. 

I wanna play basketball. 

I wanna get in shape. 

But am I working hard enough for it. 

Ha. 

Time is so funny. 

I'm having the time of my life. 

I can't get enough. 

I want to a cup of coffee. 

How do I get the money for it. 

I'm losing train of thought. 

I wanna do something but I don't know what. 

Well I'm turning the news on and we do have snow on the ground right now. 

Can I break free with money? I want to travel and I know I have to break free with this blog and that's all I can think about.

I wanna get my license back and drive around. 

I mean does that make sense. 

What sense does that make sense to. 

You think I can get money from my blog that deposits in my cash app and that's how I will have money?

I want a soda.

I want to travel. 

I don't know what else to say. 

So..... 

What do I talk about. 

People dying from Covid vaccines?

I mean that would suck.

I have not got the vaccine. 

I mean should I?

Why should you get a website?

I would get a website because having just a Facebook page is not enough.

I don't really use Facebook and would rather look at a website. 

Well I just keep digging in thier.

Got any great tips for people?

Idk....

What can I do. 

What should I do. 

I have to pay the game. 

I have to be better than I am and I want to move to a big city. 

I wanna go shopping all day and I don't know what to think. 

Should I shop all day and see what happens. 

I mean what else is thier to do today but write a big Ole blog post and see where it takes me.

I mean come on. 

Land of the free and home of the brave. 

We have to live hard and make it happen. 

We have to be awesome. 

I'm not fit enough. 

I have to be better. 

I have to be quicker and slyer and does that make sense?

I have to stick to myself.

I know better than opening my mouth. 

Nobody really likes me and I have to deal with it. 

I mean what can I say. 

Please believe I have to try hard. 

I 

Ok what should we talk about now?

I'm watching First 48 right now and I am trying to blog at the same time.

It's Saturday and all I do is try to remain calm and enjoy myself.

I wanna be smart and what for when contentment is way more profitable.

I wanna chill and relax and take my time a little bit differently. 

I mean what can I say. 

I have to blog to travel the world. 

I have to travel long in the distance of thinking. 

I lean what can I do. 

I have to be less psychic. 

I have to be better and I don't even know what the hell I am saying. 

I mean what can I say. 

What can I think. 

I have no idea what I am thinking. 

I have to make strides in the right direction. 

I have to keep moving and make sense of this all. 

I mean what can I say. 

What can I be and how much of an impact can I make in the blogger world. 

Do you pour out your life on a blog.

Ok what do we do.

What should we understand. 

I have to make major cake. 

I have to make major money. 

I have to grow more powerful. 

I have to be smarter. 

I have to make so much money. 

So I'm back to blogging.

Think I can handle a one hour and forty minute post?

I mean blogging is where its at, isn't it?

I gotta pay attention to how this feels.

I get intuition. 

I get ideas and maybe you should like me put them out thier. 

Like me we should make a small little rocket system that can go deep in space and see if we can get good photos. 

I mean how deep can we go with a rocket to see what's out thier. 

I wanna go to Mars. 

I wanna hang out thier in like a little Mars hotel and have a few drinks. 

Wouldn't that be fun?

I mean I can't get enough of thinking about it.

What else is new. 

Mcdonalds ribblet snadwhich is back and maybe I should go get one when I get a chance.

Right now I am just watching TV and I am just hanging out.

I mean what can you do. 

Maybe I should lift some weights and see how I feel. 

I wanna really make a good and awesome blog. 

I was thinking about making a rap album and see how it turns out. 

I have to think though. 

Maybe I should pay five hundred to out an album out and have some studio time. 

How much do you think i could make putting my own album out?

It might feel good putting one out.

I'm just not that smart yet. 

People are way smarter than me. 

I wish I would have figured out what I was doing when I was young. 

So what can you do but just write and study and try to grow as a human being.

I wanna grow as a human being and make something out of this. 

The Mysterious 8 hour shift.

Do you work eight hours per day on your blog?

How long do you think it will take to make or cash in off your blog.

Have you tried an eight hour day everyday?

I mean it's got to be possible and I know what to think.

I know that I have to be better. 

I have to out in eight hours of work everyday and see where it takes me.

I wanna be bad at so many things. 

I wanna make up dope raps, I want to hang out some podcast.

I have to do this. 

I wanna hoop, maybe I can spend a couple hours a day doing that. 

I have to bust the eight hour shift in my blog and on my phone. 

I wanna go through the app market for hours. 

I wanna look cool. 

I wanna ball outta control. 

I want to dunk.

I wanna ride a rocket into space. 

You think ten hours per day is better and can I become a millionaire through working on the phone?

I mean thier had to be a way.

There has to be a way through. 

There has to be a place for me in this world.

I mean I really have to see what eight hours per day online feel like.

I wanna be a good blogger. 

I wanna run it for eight hours per day. 

Ok Blogger is my app.

I am using Blogger and I want to hold it down.

I wanna make it happen and I want to se smarter. 

I have to leave people alone online and I want to see if I cna find people that want to make money on the phone with me.

We can talk all day and see what we can build and what we can sell and what can we get ahold of. 

I mean I just want the money. 

Dont you. 

I prayed and prayed and prayed and nothing happens. 

I want to get set free with money and travel. 

What do you think? 

I'm so sick of asking people for money especially my parents. it's almost my birthday and it lands on a yhrusday, November 18.

So how do we get money and what do you think is going on.

What is a money source and how do we build them. 

I mean isn't that a good idea. 

I mean what else can we. Do but try to make money sources that we can live off of. 

With everyone trying to scare us and tell us we can't have any money. We should work at it anyways and see where it takes us. 

Can blogging be a money source. It most certainly can and it might just work out well for me. 

I mean I know I need to bust my ass for money and I have to stay on track and see where it takes me. 

Omlahoma is playing Baylor right now. 

It just started. 

I love football. 

I need knee surgery and I hope it can happen soon and maybe I will feel better. 

I wanna a good strong leg and I want to run. 

I want to run everywhere and not look like a total duehtche back. 

Is that how you sell it?

Duetche

I don't know. 

I have to be cooler and stop trying to be such a bum.

It's kissing me off that life works the way it does. 

I jogged up town for a couple sodas and I know nobody wants me sipping soda and jogging. 

I dont  think people think I work hard enough for my money and they want to call me what a piece of shit I am.

I mean does that make sense. 

Everyone's so big and bad and I am not. 

It's time to eat. 

I'm hungry and everyone is busting thier ass for money. 

I wanna find little money niches and something I can implement right away. 

How do I make a exommerce site?

I don't really know but I know I can bust my ass and make some niche sites.

I have made a few niche site but maybe I should make some better ones. 

I mean I gotta be smart enough for that. 

I have to inspire people and show people how to make money online. 

I wanna a good keyword tool and I can't find one unless I have to pay and I have not made the money to buy it. 

Adsenae won't show up on my blog and I wonder how that is. 

I mean what else can I say. 

I don't know...... 

It's time to eat...... 

Ok should I build something?

What should I build and what do you think I should build?

I wanna make niche sites that make money.

I wanna see what's going in in that direction. 

I have looked on Amazon and want to see if I can log or fill up spots on Amazon with items never listed before.

I wanna do this and it might be a good idea. 

I mean what can I say. 

Amazon makes money. 

I wanna put in eight hours per day and I want to see where it takes me. 

I mean what can I do. 

I'm hungry and I don't know if blogging is gonna take me thier and travel.

I mean what else is thier to do. 

I wannaake money and I want to do it blogging. 

I wouldnt mind going to some basketball games.

Are you working your ass off trying to get money.

Isnt that what this is all about and how can we even do anything other then blogging to make money. Their is nothing like it. 

I'm trying to get comfortable and maybe that isn't the best way forward. 

I wanna make sense of this and I know I have to bust ass and try hard to make money. 

I know I need to bust my ass but I just don't know what to blog about. 

I have to make this happen for eight hours per day. 

I'm so sick of some of the jobs I have had. 

I mean some were good and some are bad. 

But I made it here so far. 

I mean what else can I say and what else cna I do. 

I mean what can I say. 

I have to bust ass and make something happen. 

Ok how can I get good at something?

I'm hungry for knowledge and I'm money hungry but I know I have to be God hungry.

I have to understand that no matter how hard it is. 

I mean I need money. 

I have to be smart. 

Should I wander off insewrxh of something Godly. 

Something God wants me to do. 

I mean I don't know what to think. 

I know God gots me. 

God has to get me should he go and find me?

Is that important.

I mean God handle everything should we just sit back and relax.

My mind drives me crazy that I don't work eight hours per day and trying to make some money.

But what should I work on. 

I THINK God wants me to grow my brand in Craigslist. 

Does that make sense?

I don't like Craiglist really but if it is what God wants than that is what God wants.

I met someone mean on Craigslist that scared me after I started renting a apartment or upstairs living arrangement. 

I was right down downtown that's why I rented from him. 

But what can you do. 

Let's by bygones be bygones.

Take it with a grain of salt. 

I mean I gotta make it happen. 

I would love to get myself somethings for my. Birthday. 

I wanna make some money so I can move around.

I wanna go sking and get a Starbucks. 

I wanna ski everywhere. 

I wanna really let it happen and hang out. 

I mean how do I get to go sking and would anyone let me go with some money to do it.

I wanna ski winter park Colorado. Doesn't that sound fun. 

I mean what else is thier to do this winter. 

We have to make it happen. 

I mean am I doing the right thing by writing blog posts. 

Ok I am up. Cannot find my boxers.

Ok I have a problem.

They keep washing my boxers and then they never give them back to me. 

I need boxers and I cannot find them.. 

No I don't want to sleep all day after going to bed to early. 

I cannot find my boxers. 

This sucks and I don't want to fill in staff that I need new boxers because someone stole them all.

Should I blog for two hours?

I don't know but I have to get better at it.

I have to get smarter at it. 

I want to go to some concerts. 

Everybodies up and working. 

And I have to stay in my room and try my hardest to be a good person.

Well what is thier to talk about. 

I know I need to bust my ass. 

I know I have to be better. 

I don't know how or why but I have to get better in some sort of fashion. 

Well the water taste good and that's good.

I am just sitting at a board n lodge.

It's not a big deal. 

I have to be real. 

I have to be smart. 

I have to be fast. 

I have to be quick. 

I have to be smart. 

I have to try hard. 

I don't know..... 

Maybe I will go back to sleep. 

And chill for a little while and sit here blogging all day. 

I mean does that sound smart. 

I don't want to get tired mid day and I know I have to stay up. 

I have to stay on water as time is passing me by. 

I have to make something happen with this blogger stuff.

Why don't animals get Covid Vaccinated?

Do animals need the Covid Vaccine?

I don't know let's go check on Google search.

There is currently no evidence that animals are a source of COVID-19 infection in the United States. Based on the limited information available to date, the risk of pets spreading the virus is considered to be low. If your pet is sick, consult your veterinarian.Oct 26, 2021

Well that settles that, I guess they don't need a covid vac to stay healthy. 

I guess it makes you wonder on where to get or where they get the covid information from. 

I mean do they call a doctor and ask him or who is in charge of the information. 

I mean who knows if pets get Covid.

I dont want Covid and I know that I should look out for myself.

I have to stay straight. 

Ok I'm back to blogging, so many dilemmas.

I don't know what to think.

I have to make money. 

I'm waking up with nightmares that I'm not working hard enough and it bothers me. 

Everybody is at work and I have no job because of Covid. 

Everybody is partying on Facebook. 

Yes I kinda want to party. 

I wanna make something out of this. 

I have to bust my ass and see where blogging takes me. 

I have to have the power in me. 

Be the hardest worker ever. 

I'm not that good looking kinda guy. 

But I can be good looking. 

I'm almost thirty seven this month and I'm not married and I don't have kids.

I mean this is driving me crazy. 

I have to think this through, I'm have to just plow through with out thinking. 

Lol. 

I don't really want a job. 

I wanna work a little but I really need to stack my cash. 

People are out thier living thier lives.

People are making something out of themselves. 

I really have to work hard. 

Everybodies on thier phone downloading apps and hanging out. 

I wanna live in a big city and struggle through a little but differently. I wanna be a trillionaires. 

I mean what else can we do. 

I wanna go to clubs and kick it. 

I wanna meet woman and have money and build my company.

I want to build a build a big company online and see where it takes me but I have no idea how. 

I have to look good and make major cash. 

I don't know what to think. 

I have it on Sportscenter on TV right now. 

It keeps me warm. 

Basketball is on and it's not running that late and still falling asleep before watching the games. 

I love watching sports. 

Should I run all day and be about it. I don't know I guess I don't like it enough. 

I should run all day and I want to but I don't know what good it is as it sits that nobody wants me in thier team because I don't have the money to sustain being in a team. 

I wonder if thier is any NBA games on tonight I have to go look for it quick. 

I really love playing basketball and I want to get my knee fixed as I have some torn ligaments. 

I wanna blog on my phone for eight hours and see where it takes me. I wanna go downtown in major cities and see what's going on with sports and I wanna do it in a brand new coupe.

It drives me nuts that everybody has money to go watch NBA games and they are rich and I can't take it. 

I'm running out of time. 

I need to make it happen. 

I need to make money and provide good insight and ideas and I don't know what to think. 

I'm having wierd ideas like me grabbing a five dollar bill off the floor and not giving it to the cashier at Starbucks. What do you think? 

I mean this sucks.

Now I'm bored. 

I wanna make money. 

I wanna make trillionaires. 

How can we do that. 

I have to make it in this bitch. 

Pardon my language. 

Even if I live in a big city I need money to hang out. 

I have to figure out a way through. 

What should I watch?

I mean what should I work on?

It sucks and I wanna a cup of coffee. 

I know I need to sit here all day and make money. 

Everybodies at work. 

Everybodies out living life and hanging out. 

I mean what else can we say. 

I need to make some money. 

I need to stack cash. 

How much money do you think I should stack up and should I need or get money. 

How do all these kids get money?

Making a blog, I mean how does that work and where is it gonna take me? 

Should I be watching TV while I blog? 

You think that is a good idea and what is their to watch. 

OK so how do we make money online and what do you think we should do. 

Facebook ads? 

What about Craiglist and nothing works out for me. 

I lean I really have to make that cash and build bug long blog posts. 

I lean dosent that seem like fun and what do you think about it. 

I really want to make it in this world. 

Should I be thinking about God or money? 

Should I be helping people online fix thier listing and make them look good online?

I keep getting premonitions that I should just blog so I don't have to worry about handling client acoounts. 

I mean I just don't know if this blogging idea is going to take off and how do I rank a post? 

I know I can rank a post and get some readers, dosent sound possible. 

Maybe I should sit in some meditation for a little while, maybe twenty to fort minutes or should I split it up in three parts and meditate twenty minutes at a time. 

I can do that. 

I'm getting better at blogging from my phone and it feels ok. 

What else is thier going on? 

I wanna go to Florida. 

I wanna travel around and see who is out thier for me. 

I mean I have to get rolling and build an audience. 

What if they try to shut my blog off? 

That would suck i spent so much time on it. 

Maybe I need to mive to Bluehost and use a WordPress theme. I have never did that before. 

Well who know what is going on. 

I'm watching PawnStars and it's a pretty good show. 

I mean that's just how it see it. 

I have to make some money though.

I have to buy a Escalade. 

I have to drive around and make woman happy? 

Lol..... 

I mean what else is their to do. 

Kenosha Wisconsin. 

Who are these people? 

What should we think about some kidnwuthba gun shooting people and now people are dead. 

I mean what else is their to think about. 

I wanna make it happen. 

I wanna be the best. 

I wanna be smarter and I don't know what I'm rambling on about but that's how it goes. 

Why would anyone read this and do you think it could make me enough money for a car. 

Ten hours a day for blogging. 

You think I could pump out a big blog post and see what happens. 

You think that will rank me for anything. 

Or so you think I should rank anything for me. 

What if I traveled around going to see court hearings and see what is going on. 

It might be kinda fun. 

I don't know what to think. 

I don't really want to do. 

I mean what else is their to talk about. 

I'm so out of things to talk about. 

I have to do it though and I have to make something to work for me. 

I'm hungry. 

I'm tired non. 

I wanna work on stuff and I have to do it all day today. 

I have to find apps in the app market that make money. 

I know that thier are apps for Crypto Trading and other stuff like stock trades. 

I mean thier has to be something that works for money. 

I don't know how to trade and thier are poeple out thier making money from their phone stock trading. 

There is an app Earn and Learn that makes a little money where you do quizzes and it allow you to make a little money. 

Maybe I should meditate a little today and see where it takes me. 

I mean what else can or is thier today to do. 

I mean I have to make it work for me. 

I have to take it easy. 

I have to be smart. 

I have to make it happen. 

I have to be smarter. 

I have to be equipped to go the distance. 

I don't know what to think. 

I wanna meet woman and hang out and be with woman and feel good. 

I mean what else is thier to do. 

I have to be smarter. 

I don't know why I keep saying that.

How to in accrue stuff and and get stuff and how hard is it?

This sucks. 

I mean this royally sucks and I don't know what to think about. 

I have to make it happen. 

I have to make some money and rank a post. 

I love to hang out and travel and how do you think this is going to happen. 

I mean what can I say. 

I have to bust my ass all day. 

I mean what can you do. 

I wanna be someone and I want to blog and talk about different things that people want to read about. 

I mean what can I do. 

I have to rank a post. 

I wanna sit here and watch TV right now. 

Even though there's nothing on. 

I mean what can we do. 

What can I think about. 

I wanna be able to make some money. 

I have to fill my day with good things and see where it take me. 

Should I go run for a minute and get some exercise. 

Maybe a twenty minute run and see how I feel. 

People want to make money and people want to take care of business. 

I wanna be great. 

I want to be smart. 

I want to move fast. 

I want to get it rolling. 

So many people to see and so many things to study. 

I mean what else can I do. 

I mean this is how it works. 

I have to think about something and make it happen. 

How can this be. 

There has to be a blog  post out thier for me to read.