Ok how can I get good at something?

I'm hungry for knowledge and I'm money hungry but I know I have to be God hungry.

I have to understand that no matter how hard it is. 

I mean I need money. 

I have to be smart. 

Should I wander off insewrxh of something Godly. 

Something God wants me to do. 

I mean I don't know what to think. 

I know God gots me. 

God has to get me should he go and find me?

Is that important.

I mean God handle everything should we just sit back and relax.

My mind drives me crazy that I don't work eight hours per day and trying to make some money.

But what should I work on. 

I THINK God wants me to grow my brand in Craigslist. 

Does that make sense?

I don't like Craiglist really but if it is what God wants than that is what God wants.

I met someone mean on Craigslist that scared me after I started renting a apartment or upstairs living arrangement. 

I was right down downtown that's why I rented from him. 

But what can you do. 

Let's by bygones be bygones.

Take it with a grain of salt. 

I mean I gotta make it happen. 

I would love to get myself somethings for my. Birthday. 

I wanna make some money so I can move around.

I wanna go sking and get a Starbucks. 

I wanna ski everywhere. 

I wanna really let it happen and hang out. 

I mean how do I get to go sking and would anyone let me go with some money to do it.

I wanna ski winter park Colorado. Doesn't that sound fun. 

I mean what else is thier to do this winter. 

We have to make it happen. 

I mean am I doing the right thing by writing blog posts.