Ok I'm not at work and maybe I need to drop a hour long post.

So what's going on with me?

I'm trying to make it blogging and see where it takes me.

I have to make a living writing. 

I don't know what to think. 

I wanna go back to yoga. 

I wanna get back in shape. 

I wanna make some money.

I have to try harder and be smarter. 

I might need to get a blog post going all day. 

Theirs gotta be someine out thier that wants to read my blog.

I wanna be intelligent. 

But what at I reading and what am I talking about.

I don't know I am just rambling on. 

I mean I don't know what to think. 

I might have to cold call. 

It might be the only way to money. 

I might have to go online and help some businesses. 

You think that will work. 

I mean what else can I do?.

What am I watching on TV right now?

City Confidential.

Is this a good show. 

It's wierd listening to these people. 

So anyways. 

Any other blogs you have been reading and what do you think?

Should I change the channel?

Should I listen to music and what should I listen to.

I wanna get up and make something happen today. 

I mean I have to make moves towards money. 

I have to make moves towards money and I don't know how to do that just yet. 

Can you imagine making a billion dollars and how would you go about doing that?

Start a big name website and see if that works.

I mean what else? 

Start a product line and see how that goes. 

How can I build a ecommerce site that makes major business and sales. 

I'm watching Stephen Curry and he is really playing well. 

He is really fun to watch and let's see if he plays tonight. Ok he does not play tonight and I wiill have to wait until Friday. 

I am ok at basketball. 

Maybe I should do some yoga for an hour. 

It won't feel like money. 

I mean I don't know what to think. 

What about all these athletes trying to make boxing matches on Paper View? 

What do you think about that. 

Frank Gore VS Deron Williams. 

You think that will be a good fight? 

I worked construction and I know I can monster a blog post in thier that makes money. 

My birthday is coming up and I don't know what to ask for when you come around but maybe a North Face backpack, a game controller for my phone and a phone stand to watch movies on. 

That's so stupid though, it's my mom's birthday a week later and I have no money for her because I don't know how to make money online. And that really sucks. 

I have to make money online and their has to be a way today and I have to be able to do it in my phone. 

Unless I start a Fivver gig that makes money. 

I have to make money online and I have to know how to do it. 

I mean this has to be possible. 

Should I clean my room and meditate. 

All it makes me feel like is that I need to get back online and try to make some money and then I don't know how or make money. 

How do I make money? 

I have to have money when I'm living here and I have to do it all from my phone. 

Maybe I should be able to hit up a marketer and see if I can make some money. 

Maybe they will tell me how to make money. 

So anyways. 

I just have to put the time in and see what happens. 

I'm drinking tea right now and I think about hanging out with my friends I just don't have the money right now. 

So maybe I will try. I was thinking about looking at rvs and seeing if I can buy one and get a truck and drive around the country. 

I wanna go to the ocean but maybe I should just buy a Maybach. 

Would that be cool to have a driver and some one to take me around the world. 

I would think that would be fun. 

I don't want to tell you what I'm watching on TV but maybe I would. 

Kyek Rittenhouse is on CNN in a homicide trial. 

I mean what can I say. He shot some people. 

Not good. 

Dont know what to think. 

All I can think about is sitting in my room making money online all day. 

I'm a little tired but I feel OK. 

I'm just hanging in thier. 

I'm just making posts. 

What else is on TV and what should I watch. 

Let's go check. 

Well thiers some music to listen to. Wouldnt it be great to break free with some cash and go hoop in California? 

I gotta have more drive and I need something nice to drive. 

I wanna meet woman bad. 

I wanna meet all types of girls that wanna hang and party. 

Maybe I should go to Florida as well. 

Sit in the beach and hang out at a hotel. 

I mean I really wanna do that. 

I wanna hang and look at all the pretty girls on the beach. 

How much money would I need to do this?

Maybe thirty thousand per month. 

I mean I can go wrong thier. 

I can't wait to make that type of money through blogging. 

I don't want to do anything other than blog and hang out. 

I could just hang out in my phone all day. 

What else could I do is searching for apps that make money and see what I can come up with. 

I have to make a good thirty thousand per month and see where it takes me. 

I wanna party and laugh that everyone's at work because they didnt pick up thier blog and write. 

I wanna write my way out of poverty. 

Generational Poverty. 

So your family is poor or can you get rich through hard work and dedication?

I don't know what to think. 

I have to make money somehow.

I just got done with mental health and that took a while and I have to chase dreams and aspirations. 

I mean does the stupid phone even work? 

Life is so funny that way. 

I want to make the most out of my time. 

I wanna make the world go around. 

Why can I pull out a hundred million and see where that takes me. 

I wanna build buildings and site see and sleep in awesome condos and hang out and talk and enjoy myself. 

Can that work? 

That has to work for me. 

I mean thier has to be a way. 

Classic rocks on TV and I don't know what to watch. 

I have to blog for sixty hours per week and I have to do it for a whole year and I know this has to be done and I absolutely have to do it. 

I have to make friends that have to take me around all day and hang out. 

I wanna party with all my old friends. 

I wanna make something of this life. 

I have to do it. 

I have to travel to New York and shop. 

I have to make this happen. 

I'm listen to alternative rock songs. 

I had a buddy that used to live where I am and he hundred if cds and albums to listen to. 

I got to make this a big post and I have to make it happen. 

I have to be smarter. 

I have to work harder. 

I mean this has to happen and I have to figure out a way through. I dont really want to go back to my old town, I mean my home town and live anymore. 

I have to make it out of this alive. 

I mean what else can I do and how else does this work. 

I wanna make something happen. 

I have to bust my ass and time it and see how long I am working all day. 

People are out thier making money and working thier ass off. 

Nirvana is playing right now. 

I mean what can I do. 

I need woman coming onto me. 

Why do I have no woman. 

And how do I get a woman and how do you think I should go about this. 

Maybe in a little while I will be playing basketball and blogging and making my own raps online. 

I mean what else can I say. 

What else can I do on my phone to make money?

Everybodies at work and here I am blogging. I'm not really making sense of myself like you think. 

I have to make a life for myself and I have to do it from my phone. 

I don't want to miss out on anymore time and I wanna travel. 

I wanna really bust my ass and see why happens. 

I wanna be alittle richer than I am. 

I wanna buy a nice house and rv and truck and a nice coupe.

I mean this has to work.