ok how many blog titles that start with OK.

Ok I'm blogging and I don't know what to talk about.

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Is on and that's something to do. 

I have no idea what to tell you. 

I think I need to build a new website or build some websites. 

I wanted to blog about marketing ideas. 

But this is kinda of a personal blog and I don't know if I should talk about money marketing ideas or what not. 

But I don't want to tell you my secrets until I actually have some money coming in.

I have to make some cash. 

I have to make money. 

I want to make money solely from my phone.

I have to do this. 

I have to make money with this mini computer. 

This hand held computational device. 

I'm sick of sitting at bus stops hauling bags of groceries home while my mom is busting her ass to keep us afloat. 

I was so ugly as a kid it hurts. 

I had acne terrible and did not want to go to school or get a job. 

But I did. 

Life still sucks and I don't want to do anything but sit on my phone. 

And yes I still try to bum some money off of my parents and I feel shameful for asking. 

My birthday is Thursday and I am going to be thirty seven. 

I have been online since I was like thirty and I have barely made a dime. 

I started my own web agency and would cold call and that still seems like the only way to make money. 

I hate not having money to go to the doctor and getting health care instead of having to read the Bible everyday so God makes me look good. 

I want braces and other stuff. 

I want to be able to go to the doctor and get knee surgery. 

I want to do this stuff. 

I have to do this stuff. 

I guess I have to pay out of pocket. 

You know what else I want?

I want to have a bank account for life.

Like for example have a bank account with say a million dollars in it. I want to be able to give that to my grand children. 

Why can the bank steal all my money and then the cops enforce it. 

This really sucks as I have been ripped off by the bank before. 

What else is there to talk about. 

I wanna rap and not get beat up. 

I wanna really get good at rap and see what happens. 

I wanna be dope spitter.

I love hearing freestyles and seeing how dope I can get by practicing.

I wanna rap all days some days but. I'm scared. I don't want my mind running wild. 

I love using Offtop rap app, they have some pretty dope beats.

I usually practice rapping for like two hours. 

I want to rap in my room but. I'm too loud. 

Maybe I will go in the bathroom and spit for thirty minutes. 

I don't really like where I am in this rap thing, I don't really sound dope to myself but I am putting raps and freestyles togther without messing up, but I do spit the same bars twice sometimes in a freestyle. 

I hate how I feel about the web. I am always challenged to break free online with money. 

But I'm think more like eight hours per day using my phone going through the app market and finding new apps and games to play. 

I have found some pretty cool investing apps that let you get started for about a dollar. 

I mean that isn't much. 

I just keep practicing.