This is it.

I don't know what to think.

Everyone is busting thier ass and trying to make it in this world. 

Here I am am and I can barely make a decent blog post. 

Thinking I should charge my phone. 

Something tells me I want to get a job and make little piddly money and thinking I can make big money blogging. 

Life's funny with all its twists and turns. 

I mean I don't know what or think. 

I want friends. 

I want a good life. 

I want to go places. 

I wanna do stuff. 

I wanna hang out and go places. 

I don't know what to think. 

I struggle with myself and thinking about what directions to head. 

Everybody has a better life than me. 

That's what I think, but maybe they dont. 

I moving today, or maybe I hadn't mentioned that. 

I have to get all my stuff packed up and ready to go. 

I hope all goes well. 

I want to.be powerful, someone that busted his ass.

Am thinking about money to much lately. 

Should I turn on some music. 

Am thinking so.

Ive been across the whole country. 

Saw the countryside. 

I did this by bus and train. 

I mean it was ok. 

I saw alot of people. 

I cant find the remote to the TV. 

Did someone steal it? 

I don't know. 

Here we are trying  to make a two hour blog post. 

Maybe I can make that happen. 

I struggle with finding the things to say. 

I struggle everyday with being in trouble. 

I don't always get ong with people. 

I don't always know what's going on. 

I sit thinking about where my life is headed. 

OK I am back to blogging. Just did a fifteen minute guided meditation. 

I feel a little better. 

Maybe I should sit in more and see where that takes me. 

I can't find my stupid remote to turn the TV on. 

Wonder where it went. 

Wonder where I went. 

Wonder who I am. 

I mean life is a funny place to grow up and be someone. 

Anyone can be someone. 

Anyone can have a nice life here.

How do we make a nice life for ourselves? 

Struggle to riches when time flies by so fast. 

Does that make sense. 

I think maybe turning to God might be a better idea. 

I mean I don't know what to think. 

I just work. 

And I don't feel like taking anyone's advice. 

OK I found the remote. 

Watching some sports highlights on ESPN. 

But I had to change the channel and listen to the music station. 

I want to make some music today but I don't know. 

I wanna do the right thing everyday. 

I wanna make something out of my life. 

I have no idea what to talk about. 

Nothing gets me motivated anymore. 

Mayne I should try running. 

Two hours until breakfast. 

Three hours until me move. 

I got almost all my stuff packed up. 

Should be interesting. 

What else is going on. 

I don't know but. I suppose if I just blog all day I will come up with all new ideas to talk about. 

I'm listening to Drake right now and hanging out. 

Life has a funny way of playing out. 

Well I'm blogging. 

And I'm hungry for knowledge. 

I just can't think of anything to write about. 

I wanna make big long posts and talk about interesting content. 

I wanna make posts people want to read. 

I want to make something cool happen and learn to code and stay in my room all day and stay out of people's way. 

I'm nervous. 

I have to think things threw. 

I don't know what to think. 

Should is sit in silence. 

Should I sit here reminiscens. 

What do you think? 

I have no friends anymore. 

I don't know anyone one else. 

Nooone wants to be around me. 

I'm living off the county goverment.

I need to get a job. 

Or do I. 

Maybe I should blog for a living. 

Tell my story. 

How I got into the streets and lived a way different lifestyle. 

I mean what is their to talk about. 

People are reading this stupid blog. 

I kinda miss my friends and wonder what's going on. 

I mean what can I say. 

I think I should sit in silence. 

I mean what else is their to say. 

I wonder how many times you can get robbed before you die. 

I can't believe how hard it is to have stuff here. 

I mean everything I have is gone. 

I don't know.....