Boy do I have a lot of drafts.

I start posts and don't finish them.

I know I need to finish them. 

But I don't. 

Some are probably ready to be published and yet I have not published them. 

So why I am I writing this post?

Maybe you need to go back and finish some of your drafts.

It's been on my mind for a while now. 

I have to hustle posts and make money.

We learn by blogging. 

Even if our blog doesn't make money, you are still learning and researching ideas through the Google search bar.

You have to fact check and maybe you want to start talking about certain subjects and study them.

Maybe you want to blog, talk and learn about world War three.

Maybe you want to learn about the pyramids. 

Blog about them and learn about them.

Study.

Ita cool and something I am learning while going in my blogging journey. 

Bust your ass. 

It's worth it. 

But what should I study?

Well I guess I will have to find stuff to learn about.

Maybe I will talk about some of the music I have been listening too.

But probably not. 

My dad recommended a bunch of music yesterday. 

I don't like blues while playing basketball. 

I like hard core rap. 

I like music that psyches me up.

So I want to travel. 

Ever get weird about having your headphones on and feeling like your not fully aware of what's going on around you. Kinda wierd to me.

But anyways.... 

I decided to write this post to see how big I could make this post and get used to writing for long periods of time.

I mean that's what this is about to me. 

To write my way out of poverty. 

To make something make sense to me and help me to understand my own abilities. 

I guess anyways.....

We have problems. 

Everybody has them not just you, so lighten up. 

We can only keep trying and dedicating ourself to our craft and be smart and develop talent. 

I went to yoga yesterday for around seventy five minutes. 

We did yoga outside and had to hold some really long downward dogs. 

Before that I jogged for a while. 

It's was tough. 

But I wasnt tired from running I just was not as strong as I needed to be to get through class.

I made it but I struggled. 

I will have to get back in shape. 

I sat in mental health for a while because I basically left my parents house and this was the only way forward.

I was gonna see what my friends were doing but I don't want a drug induced nightmare where I get so out of shape that nothings fun anymore.

So anyways. 

I have to find a way through. 

Not I have a job and a room with a lock and cable TV and bed. 

I also got a laptop, a Oculus and a phone. 

So I have to make this happen.

I have to save money for a car. 

I have to try. 

I have to make money and I have to find a life here. 

It's the only way. 

So this is how it's playing out. 

I have a life here all its own.