But I don't know what to think.
I tried posting some ads on Craigslist, but they just get flagged.
I don't know what to think.
What did I do?
Well I started to look through the app market in search of a nother money making scheme.
And while we are supposed to be serving God and not money. My mind hurts when I don't have any money and I don't know what to do about it. I just feel terrible.
And maybe that's what God wants.
Maybe he wants me to live with no money.
I get a hundred bucks from the state government and its not enough.
I don't know what to do about money everyday.
I hate just sipping a cup of coffee and then eat, take my pills and them sip some water.
I almost have to take a nap because I feel tired.
I hate taking naps.
I hate how I feel when I wake up.
But what can you do.
I stopped smoking and I have real bad hiccups and my chest burns.
I don't know what to think.
Everyday I sit thier knowing I need a little extra cash to get through the month and I really have to work for it.
Will this blog take me around the world?
I don't know but I guess we have to keep writing to see if we can write our way out.
I mean what can you really do but study harder and try to find a passage way for your soul.
And while I don't want to be that spiritual.
I know that virtue and charity win out.
So we must try harder at ourselves to see where it takes us.
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