So here I am again blogging.

I have been thinking about building a bigger cache of private notes.

It just seems like some days I lose focus on what I want to do.

I wanna make music, I want to build a blog and I wanna hoop.

Now most people will think that is a joke or I will never make it.

But who knows.

Maybe I will.

How do I save my private notes?

Google docs.

But that can be annoying.

I am looking at coding my own website but I have no idea how to code a website.

So I am watching videos on YouTube.

There is also a code program on Google developers portal that shows you how to code.

Google does everything.

Using it is another story.

I really want to make money with Google and all the programs it offers.

Dont you?

One thing that sucked was using other companies that u had to remember the passwords for.

Remembering passwords and emails associated with your accounts can really suck.

But what can you do?

But what can I say.

I was thinking today that thier are some pro bloggers out thier that if they even mentioned my blog in one of thier articles it could make me rich.

But who knows, I might be a long way from that.

I'm thinking about buying some Rockstars even though I'm not supposed to have them.

They give me energy all day.

I want energy to blog.

I do not want to sleep during the day.

I don't want to conceal.

But I would have to hide my Rockstars.

They are three for five dollars.

I'm in a small town and they might talk about me. Who knows what people are thinking of me.

If I go to jail I suppose I will just sip coffee.

Think they will send me to jail for getting a Rockstar after they told me not to buy anymore?

I hope not.

My dad and mom came down a while back and they noticed that I wanted to drink a couple sodas and have a couple cups of coffee in the morning.

They did not like it and it hurt me that I always chase that high.

I want to get high.

And I know it's not OK with me and other people.

I used to get so stoned and the anxiety was thier.

I smoked all the time with my friends since highschool.

I did it before school.

I had friends. 

I still do have friends and all they want to do is smoke and drink and do it everyday.

While it's fun to play video games all day I don't know what to do about money.

They just keep me going.

And that's all I Really know.

I miss my friends and I don't know what to do about.

But now I am sober and just for the record Rockstars and Mountain Dews and teas might not be the big of deal indo know that I'm not drinking and smoking. I did have a fetish to smoke some cigars, swisha sweets and Black and Milds, I smoked to much, since I was in highschool. It's a big deal that I go sober on water maybe.

I just don't want to sleep all day.

I wanna make some money.

I might go hoop for a little while and run.

I feel good that i quit smoking.

That's just how it is I guess.