So what's to talk about.

When I created this blog I didn't know what I wanted to write about, and I still don't. Right now I am listening to the Christian Music Channel. It's pretty good but I have just been so depressed lately and I don't know what to do about it. I just don't know what to think and I don't know why I feel tired all the time.

I have been taking pills for my depression and I don't think they are working. It really sucks and I don't know what to do about it.

I don't even know what to blog about. I can't come up with anything. Maybe I should try harder and see if I can garner any inspiration. I know people are I inspired and don't have no problem with blogging on their blogs.

How do we make money? Do you ever get in Craigslist and try to make money?  I have made a little money doing gigs.

 I spent a hundred and five dollars in ten days and they were wondering where all my money went. I spent the money on cigars and soda and that's not a good idea. I don't know what to do about myself.

Right now I am watching the UFC prelims and it's OK. I will have to walk the dog and I might miss some of the matchups. Right now the event is on ESPN but it will be on ABC after the prelims and have the main card. It's starts at three p.m. I think. 

I miss walking around town and where I am at right now there is nowhere to walk to. I want to get back in shape but I just don't feel like exercising. It gets easier as I go along but that is just not the case. It sucks being outta shape and I don't know what to do about. There is a gym around here but right now it is closed because of Covid I think. Covid really made things miserable. I don't have to have a job right now so I can spend all my time writing. I feel like making little raps songs that I record on my phone and I load onto YouTube. I'm not that good yet but I am getting better and I have almost five hundred songs online. That's not alot ot make it making music on YouTube. It's kinda of fun to me, before I couldn't even rap for two minutes without messing up but now I can make a whole song as a freestyle for a whole song.

I just walked the dog and I freestyle while I walk the dog and sing little songs. I think I need to rap for around six hours and maybe I will start making money in YouTube. I'm just not that good at putting words togther and I want to get good at and see where it takes me. I usually get a soda for walking the dog and I have a diet coke and a cup of coffee and a little snack.

So the main card is on ABC now and I'm bout to watch it. I don't know if there are any good fights but I hope it is a good card.

College basketball is all over with and now it's just the NBA that's left and the Lakers play the Brooklyn Nets tonight and the Lakers don't have any of thier stars and I doubt it's going to be a very good game. We will have to watch and see how it goes.

Right now I am watching Drugs Inc. And they catch all types of people smuggling in drugs. It's amazing what people try to do and get away with. Otherwise there is nothing really on tv to watch. I want to go do yoga but I just have not been that mature. I still want to have a smoke and drink a soda and I know it's not good for me. When I was in Denver I went to chdck out new gyms everyday and some were fun and some were not. Otherwise there was never anybody in it or playing basketball. I wish the basketball scene in Denver was better. I went to Lifetime fitness and it was pretty cool, they had a huge swimming pool and a huge basketball court and really nice weight room. The cost was sixty bucks per month and they have a organic restaurant in the gym. It was pretty cool.