OK, what do we do from here?

Watched the UFC prelims last night.

They were OK.

Watched the main fight today on Mmashare.com.

It drives me nuts that life goes by so fast.

I don't know what to do with my time.

Bought a 18pack of soda today and the guy at the register asked if I had a drinking problem.

That caught me off guard.

Not.....

I knew I was drinking to much soda.

I know I am drinking to much soda.

I don't know what to think.

I ran out of money for the month of July and only drank water and a couple cups of coffee.

That did not work.

I felt terrible.

I thought my own thoughts were gonna kill me. What that is all about I don't know.

What I did know was it was hard.

Do you struggle with sobriety?

I do know that I might never not have a couple sodas everyday to combat these headaches.

I don't know what to think.

I like a redbull too.

I like them everyday.

Should I sell energy drinks?

Maybe and maybe not.

I have one Rockstar evergy left. And boy it is good once I get rolling. I love making music with the little apps on my phone.

I forgot what I was gonna say....

Ohh yeah.....

Do you think they have any really expensive pills and drinks to make us feel good all day and night. You think something like that exists? Well..... The pills are strong, Adderall and pain pills. The Redbulls have some caffeine in them. Can't they just make high priced energy that makes us feel good all day?

You know what I like is going to the Holy Spirit or going Christian and enjoying a hot cup of coffee in the morning. 

Even a good cup of tea or two can really send me straight.

Marijuana is strong....

Why cant they make high priced energy supplements to combat depression. High priced creatine. What's the most expensive supplement you have ever purchased? 

I paid $15 for some creatine and I don't think it was gonna be that good for me. 

You know what's weird. The way these skyscrapers rule over us and they are full of companies we don't understand. 

I want a nice condo everywhere. 

But that might not happen. 

You think blogging can pay my rent? 

You think I can sell something like expensive products that really make us feel good everyday? 

You think I can sell that? 

I don't know....... 

Still studying...... 

Still blogging..... 

Have you we've owned your own store and sold items? 

This blog is kinda like my own store. 

But what should we sell? 

You think I should get on Amazon and see what they have? 

How the heck am I going to sell something that I have no money to buy and try out. 

Are poeple just in their blog talking about all types of stuff? 

Keyword research to rank and sell something on a site they have no idea what the product tastes etc.... They just want to sell it and get money for it. They think people are searching for the items and so they put up a niche site? 

I don't know.... 

Might hop on my laptop and listen to some music.