Should I blog or should I rap?

I don't know. I want to freestyle rap for a little while but I don't want anyone to hear me.

I have sat there in my room freestyling and some of or one of that staff heard me and yelled upstairs and said can you please keep it down.

Now..........

Maybe that was moment that I would be someone great in hip hop music or maybe I just suck.

I want to rap for at least two hours per day.

I want to get good at freestyling and hop on stage and bust a few concerts for people to go to.

I have no network in rap. I know really no people in the music.

But I do have a phone and I can send my music out to famous artists and I don't know if that will work. Maybe they will like me and maybe they harasse because I sound like an idiot.

I don't know.

What I do know is I have some passion and maybe that's all you need. You don't need the biggest, I mean you don't need to be the biggest and the baddest to. Succeed.

I don't need all the money I just need a couple hundred hundred thousand per year to have a nice life. 

I mean is that so much to ask?