I'm not smart enough.

So I just started to think about this post. 

Do you ever wonder how your feeling?

I do....

Today I did. 

And here's the problem. 

I feel OK but I do have some anxiety. 

I have a beer last night and now I feel tired. 

Are you writing down what makes you feel a certain way or are you just writing down how you feel.

I can't drink instant coffee unless I get a cup from someone else. It just dosent taste as good. 

I drank a beer last night, or two beers for that matter and I am so tired and lazy feeling that I wonder why people drink at all. 

What else did I have. 

A few sodas. 

Two cigars. 

I feel like crap but at the same time I think it makes me look good. 

I think I'm gonna go play some basketball. 

I want to run a little bit to just feel fine. 

I am here now. 

It's time to start thinking of what makes you feel a certain way and not writing down just how you feel.