Ok I'm back to blogging.

What should I talk about today?

Health and fitness.

Something I don't know to much about. 

But I do some. 

I know how to wake up feeling like crap. 

I feel asleep and thought I took a long nap but I guess I didn't.

Life is funny like that.

There are so many things going on. 

And I don't know what to think. 

How do we get deep in to wellness and fitness. 

I mean I just feel like crap right now and this is something I want to talk about. 

Why treat ourselves like shit. 

It makes no sense. 

How can I skim by?

We can maybe slide with a cup of coffee or two from the coffee shop. 

If I hoop for four hours I can get by with two cups of coffee and maybe some eggs and chicken.. 

I might go to Whole Foods and get something to eat and I can slide with a chicken wrap, or hummus and carrots and maybe a organic sprite and a organic energy drink. 

But not all locations are built the same. 

I'm in Minnesota and I have to re think what I am doing to feel well everyday. 

I might go get a small cup of coffee. Hold on.........

Ok here I am. 

I think I'm gonna be ok. 

Just work that is what my dad would say. 

Just stick your nose to the grindstone. 

So that's what I think I need to do. 

I've been spending all my time wondering what to blog about and I bought a domain and am starting to get a little more excited to write. 

I think writing is good for my mental health. 

I'm just reading this and watching the news. 

I wonder if the new stations keep a record of all their broadcasts and I wonder if I can get a hold of them. 

So..... 

I have a Rockstar Energy drink opened up.

It feels ok. 

I also have a cup of small coffee. 

I'm thinking about reading scripture. 

I went to a Christian School from kindergarten TO seventh grade. 

Then I transfered to a public school. 

So I still have roots with the church and the school. 

I know good things happen to me if I read. 

I wonder about reading. 

I wonder what it does to people. 

I mean it does make me think differently. 

I don't know if I should talk about it in my blogging but i don't really care. 

Can I type my way to freedom? 

I don't know but maybe. 

No I'm trying to connect my computer to the TV to connect the internet and listen to YouTube. 

I just got it to work. 

I don't know what to think. 

Everywhere you look people are busting their ass for money. 

And I don't know what to think. 

I'm looking for a part time job and I'm wondering what will happen if I just focus on my blog. 

I want to travel and take cruuse around the world. 

I wonder how that much will cost?

Let me go check. 

Royal Caribbean is launching a 274-night cruise around the world to set sail in 2023. Prices start at $61,000 per person. In a press release on Wednesday, the cruise line said it was "the longest and most comprehensive world cruise out there."Oct 21, 2021

$61,000. Now how am I going to get sixty one thousand dollars to get togther and then try to take some of my friends. 

I need four hundred thousand. 

Just to feel safe. 

I don't want to end up like Natalie Holloway. 

That's scary to think about. 

Hmmmmm. 

What can you do. 

We just try to take it to God and stay safe. 

Well.....

I got YouTube playing in my computer hooked to my TV. 

It's ok, I have to find good music to listen to. 

I mean what can I say I need to stay hyped up for life. 

It's take time and I could use a little money to get around to beside a cruise. 

I mean the thing is I have to write. 

I want to write. 

When I was young I went to school and popped a Adderall and sat their in class writing rhymes. 

No competition. 

But I don't get as hyoed about things as I used to... 

I spent a lot of time making music and didn't really make much out of it. 

Nobody to save me with a list of songs of me rapping and having a good time. 

I have a meeting at 9:30 with one of my counselors. 

I stay busy and if I'm not busy I'm thinking what should I do with my time. 

I mean..... That's just how it is. 

I laugh kids are way smarter than me. 

I just wonder how God works in my life and then. How do I know what to think. 

I'm not real money oriented. 

Funny it's like it. 

But I have to work on something that makes money. 

Anyways I just take it one day at a time. 

I just think to myself. 

Maybe I should have money if I think differently.

I kinda miss my grandma. 

I kinda miss getting high. 

I like to smoke some weed sometimes. 

It gives me anxiety to live and drink water and get ready to workout and get moving. 

It's nice to have a little weed laying around. 

I wonder what to think about. 

How do people get so excited to do stuff like buy a vineyard and huge house. 

Wine? 

It's OK but not totally what I think about. 

But people are passionate about different things and that's the way life is. 

I got good grades in school but I'm not successful and I don't have a lot of money and everyone around me is driving new cars and suburban and having the time if thier life. 

I want to drive around in a new Ford Explorer and travel around. 

Let's go look at the new Ford Explorers. 

35k or $410 a month to lease. 

I can handle that can't I? 

I mean how do I get one and what should I do on my phone to just to buy one. 

I'll just sleep in it and drive it around the world. 

Let's go look at the interior. 

Not many photos on the the interior but it still looks nice. Their are different versions of the Explorer and the prices do range but a full luxury one is six hundred per month and I need to get one.

Come in little blog get me thier. 

We want to talk about the internet and drive around. 

Dosent that sound fun. 

I can't wait and I want to make it happen today. Can I monster in a big enough blog post everyday that gets traffic and what other cars do I like?

Well a Porsche would be cool to have.

Let's go look at the one I want.

OK this is what I found. 

A website that sells porches IN Houston. 

Houston Porsche Dealer

So I was thinking. 

I once tweeted about Amazon and a Amazon employee said thanks for sharing a nice post about Amazon. 

Now maybe Porsche of Houston might not follow me online but what would they do if I sold some porches for them, think I could maybe get one? 

It's worth a shot. 

It's worth it to build online and try to make money. 

I have to toil huh? 

I don't want to be no sluggard and I know it's true. 

I have to go now though. 

I have a meeting.