So I'm still blogging.

We're having Salisbury steak, French fries and green beans for dinner tonight. I'm watching Pardon the interruption on ESPN right now. I wonder if they could make a new ESPN with other sports. I made a Sports court network and wanted to photograph all the basketball courts and tennis courts and football fields for people to be able to find a place to play with other people that are on the social media site. I don't know how long it will take to build but I got all the time in the world to build it. I don't need to get a job because of Covid and I asked staff here about getting a job and they said it might be hard because of my criminal record. I will ask my peer specialist next week when she returns and see if she can help me find a job.

I don't really feel like getting a job even though I could use the extra money. I would like to make a site on my computer that makes money. I guess blogging is the only free way through to making money online. I have some ecomerce sites online but I haven't bought a domain for them yet. If I could just make an extra three to five hundred per day which I think I can do I will have enough money to travel and hang out. I really want to make this sports social media site. I don't know how to frame it though, should I make it like Facebook or what should it look like. I wish I had the link for you but I haven't used it in a while. I'd like to move to Chicago and make it in the coffee shops and move into a penthouse condo and live there. Is it really that windy, the windy city?

On tv they are picking a jury for the George Floyd murder trial. Those cops are in big trouble. I haven't had to many problems with the police being to mean to me. I have had them put my cuffs on too tight. But they always loosend them up again to feel comfortable.

In my hometown I went to jail all the time and there was no where to walk and I would get so bored. I just treated myself like shit and drank to much Redbull and smoking Black and Milds. I didn't feel good there at all. I really needed my own money and was sick of applying for Foodstamps. I didn't know where or I wasn't keeping in touch with all my old friends because I wasn't on Facebook. Now I got on and talk to them a little bit. You need friends to survive where I'm from because you have to have places to go.

I would just wander for days and the cops would stop and see if I needed a ride.

The Utah Jazz play the Boston Celtics and the New Orleans Pelicans play the Portland Trailblazers I will probably watch this on tv tonight.

I don't have any more mental health appointments this week and I can sleep in. Not that I need anymore sleep as it is. I'm lucky I have a bed to sleep in as I would prolly go homeless as hard as it is to find a job. I just hate how I feel as I always feel deppressed and tired. I need to get something done everyday so I feel better how the day went. I have a small two hundred dollar Asus computer and it gets the job done when it comes to blogging and searching the web even though it feels OK to blog on my phone. But it's harder to make long posts on my phone.

I was thing about moving to Fargo Moorehead as thier are more stuff to do but I don't know if my social worker will let me. I know I could find a decent place to work. I don't know if they will let me have much free time in their group home. I don't want it to be any worse if I move there, I have it pretty easy where I am at.